You know what? My last journal was shit! Honestly!!
It became nothing more than a place for my closest friends to come and say "hey" and bullshit with the best bullshiters. I really like my friends, but I hate my journal.
I'm embarking on anew. My last entry was a thread I placed in the Diet/Nutrition section of these forums to ask if anyone had or knew of a diet that was good for "eating for cholesterol". Maybe I'll do my own research and post one of my own. But for now, I'll start a new journal, a new way of life and get on with freeing myself from my debilitating high cholesterol.
I feel like shit! I really do. And lately two of my husband's long-time employees have been in the hospital with heart problems. One had a heart attack last week and his wife doesn't know if he will make it. The other was having fainting spells and the doctors ended up putting in a pace maker. Both have heart disease and never do a damn thing about it.
I think my past, present and future have finally caught up with me. I realized at our Mother's Day luncheon yesterday as we were all having a conversation about the two gentlemen that work for my husband, and seeing my own mother having had her quadruple bypass 12 years ago and still has done nothing to prevent having another one. I also had my own cholesterol tested about two weeks ago because Dr. Cooper was beginning a new cholesterol reducing study -- I found out last week that I can not participate because my cholesterol is WAY TOO HIGH
So, on to a new me, a new beginning and hopefully a few prayers that I live a little longer and don't have to have any major surgeries (i.e., my mother, and the two men I spoke of).
Any advice, bitchin at me, information, success stories and testimonials you want to give, please -- GIVE!!!! I seriously need all the help I can get.
Kerry, I want to thank you! Your web site and transformation have almost served as my rude awakening....almost. I love your hubby's thoughts, keep them coming.
It became nothing more than a place for my closest friends to come and say "hey" and bullshit with the best bullshiters. I really like my friends, but I hate my journal.
I'm embarking on anew. My last entry was a thread I placed in the Diet/Nutrition section of these forums to ask if anyone had or knew of a diet that was good for "eating for cholesterol". Maybe I'll do my own research and post one of my own. But for now, I'll start a new journal, a new way of life and get on with freeing myself from my debilitating high cholesterol.
I feel like shit! I really do. And lately two of my husband's long-time employees have been in the hospital with heart problems. One had a heart attack last week and his wife doesn't know if he will make it. The other was having fainting spells and the doctors ended up putting in a pace maker. Both have heart disease and never do a damn thing about it.
I think my past, present and future have finally caught up with me. I realized at our Mother's Day luncheon yesterday as we were all having a conversation about the two gentlemen that work for my husband, and seeing my own mother having had her quadruple bypass 12 years ago and still has done nothing to prevent having another one. I also had my own cholesterol tested about two weeks ago because Dr. Cooper was beginning a new cholesterol reducing study -- I found out last week that I can not participate because my cholesterol is WAY TOO HIGH
So, on to a new me, a new beginning and hopefully a few prayers that I live a little longer and don't have to have any major surgeries (i.e., my mother, and the two men I spoke of).
Any advice, bitchin at me, information, success stories and testimonials you want to give, please -- GIVE!!!! I seriously need all the help I can get.
Kerry, I want to thank you! Your web site and transformation have almost served as my rude awakening....almost. I love your hubby's thoughts, keep them coming.
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I re-read what I typed and almost died laughing when you replied. 
you know you need to make some changes, you're willing and ready to make them, it's seems you just need to find the right info to help you do it... hopefully the dietician will have some sound advice for you.