almost 5 years later, since i met vanity, and all the sexy clothes i buy, shoes etc... no one to wear them for. for some damn reason he's content enough 300 miles apart not to really do anything to change it. 5 years moving sideways on yahoo. i KNOW for certain there's no other woman, it's nothing like that but i'm fed the fuck up with waiting to have a life.


seems independence day is a good time to move on.

Little Wing

god, i love and loathe this time of year. i always put on weight in the winter and hate it when the snow is going and i need to shed the camouflage clothes. BUT it's so cool buying sandals and little tops, jeans a size too small, and getting ready for summer. not painting your toenails just to cover them up...

before i moved here i had the same dr my mom did and she was familiar with my mom and the thyroid crap in my family. my dr here lowered my dosage and i didn't think much of it...

Little Wing

Supposedly Vanity is going to come stay with me this summer. Just MAYBE it would be worth it to recommit to eating clean and exercising right. Part of me wants to part of me is too angry it took him this long to reward him with a hot body. I know, I know I'm supposed to do it for "me"... bullshit, what's the sense of a hot body smoldering in an empty bed .

So anyway. I started cleaning up my diet and am spiffing up my gym. Mentally I'm committing to it and yea, it's...

Little Wing

Photo taken Nov 23, 07
i should say quest for self discipline, toned arms, smaller boobs n waist, no hip fat and a butt.

Little Wing