My guess is if you can't bring yourself to eat a cookie that you want then your problem is much bigger than food. So what else is going on?

Hi everyone...just wanted your views on this please...i am new here so hello to everyone too.
I feel i may have a problem with food which is leading me to not relax and not enjoy aspects of life which i really should be doing...i eat clean all of the time and i dont seem to be able to enjoy something which i crave from time to time.
I am a serious trainer...high committment and dedication...train 4-5 times per week with very high intensity.
I think the last time i had something 'not clean' was around 20 weeks ago...here in New Zealand we have a nice restaurant and i ate there...but this was the last time i can remember i had something out of the normal...i always eat chicken...eggs...and things which i would consider clean.
My girlfriend is very supportive...she loves me training and doing what i do...but there are times when she suggests going out or just getting some food at home like ice cream and some 'treats' and watching a film...but i dont feel i can let go.
I dont have any plans to compete...i have a decent athletic physique...i am not big...i dont claim to be big...and im not an elite sportsman...am i taking everything too seriously? I dont think there is a problem with me being committed and dedicated to what i do...but have i let it take over my life?
I cant remember the last time i had some sweets or some cookies or some ice cream or something that i walked past in a shop and thought yeh that would be nice to eat.
Any help or your view would be great...thank you.
My guess is if you can't bring yourself to eat a cookie that you want then your problem is much bigger than food. So what else is going on?

I feel you, you don't want to waste any hard work over a bit of candy. Noone needs that processed food. Just stick to your plan, try to present some healthy/protein food to your gf like salmon with a salad or something.
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I like you have been eating pretty clean as well for about the last 2 years. 2 weeks ago i decided I needed a break and ceased all my training (was overdue anyway) and decided i would stop counting calories. For the last 2 weeks I've allowed myself to eat things I haven't eaten in a long while (ice cream, chocolate, pizza etc...). I feel amazingly invigorated now. In the 2 weeks I put on a couple of Kg's, but my motivation is back up! Give it a try.
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What the hell is "clean", anyway? It sounds like a religion.
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What does clean taste like? I've never had it.
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Yea you have a problem...big or small we don't know. But yea if you can't relax or if its this much of an issue then you have a problem. Shit if you've been eating "clean" for that long you could probably stand to benefit from a few days of dietary debauchery if you're working out high intensity 4 to 5 times a week. How many calories are you eating on these days might I ask?
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