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Posted by: P-funk

Okay, so here it is my journal. First the story that got me to were I am right now (Not a mandatory read!!!):

I basically started w/o to get bigger becuase I was sick of being the little guy (I stand at 5'6".....okay, okay really more like a bit over 5'5" ) I always trained hard in high school, however I partied hard also. Then about a couple of months be fore I turned 21 I decided to get serious about bbing so I gave up the party lifestyle in a quest fot hugeness. I quit drinking and any other sort of crap I was doing at the time and went into an all out bulk to put on size. This wa sno easy task having just turned the legal drinking age and all. I forced myself to not drink or party. I would go out with my freinds and stand there at bars and not drink anything but water. The bulk worked though. I packed on some mass and tipped the scales at 185lbs with about 12% bf. It was my senior year of college and everyone was artying hard and having a good time and I found myself getting miserable becuase I was forcing myself to live this strict lifestyle. I was even being talked into doing a show by some of the bber's at the gym I was training at. But during my last semester I started to slip a bit. I started parting a little more. then a little more. then forget about it....I was back to my old self PARTY ANIMAL. I gave up all hopes of doing a summer show and I even gave up lifting. For one whole year I consumed healthy amounts of alcohol, participated in recreational drug use and ate lie complete shit. However I could never stand a life of being sedentary so I still managed to run (sometimes hung over...sometimes still drunk as hell) 3-5miles a day. Throw in that during that year I tried my hand at being a vegetarian for 4 months and the outcome was terrible. I lost 30lbs. 30lbs that I worked so hard to get. I was 155lbs with no muscle tone. . Then last march (march '02) I got a membership to a gym in hopes to change my ways. I w/o but not really seriously, did lots of cardio and my diet was still kind of crappy. Then in late june I flipped and said "fuck it, I am ready to change my lifestyle, no more playing games." I scaled back on the drinking, got my training together and started to switch my diet back to chicken, tuna and brown rice .


(here is were most can and probably will start reading.....My deapest appologies to any of you who read that stupid rant above.)

So Now what this journal is all about:

This journal is my attempt to get back up to 185lbs, except leaner than 12%. I am starting at 150lbs by the way, my cut has just ended and I leave for cancun tomorrow . I am going to do this without using the traditional bulking style of gaining a ton of fat. Instead I am going to use mini cycles macro nutrient manipulation to control my fat levels as I slowly gain muscle. The cycles are not going to have any specific time range (ie bulk for 6 weeks, cut for 4). Instead I will bulk until I feel that the fat is coming on to much and then I will scale back on my carb intake and maybe lower my cals a bit until I feel that i have the problem under control. Once the fat levels are in check I will proceed with my bulk. This will also be a clean bulk to help keep fat levels down a little more. I am not a big supoplement guy, except for the usual (whey, EFAs, multivitamin). However, I will be throwing creatine in there, probably 4-6weeks on and then 4-6weeks off. I don't know how long it will take mr to get back to 185lbs. Hopefully before next winter. I don't know what will happen when I start pounding down some cals and good old muscle memory kickes in. One thing I can say is that during my 16week cut I was able to keep getting stronger until about the last 2-3 weeks. So I am hoping that my muscle memory will really get cookin' this summer.

Any questions, comments, suggestions, complaints or criticism is most welcome and greatly appreciated. So don't be afraid to fire away.



Posted by: P-funk

Oh yeah, by the way I have pics but I don't have time to post them so..when I come back next friday I'll toss them up.....the bulk starts around April 1.....hope to see you there!!



Posted by: Monolith

good luck!



Posted by: Yanick

ahem...you forgot to mention your supreme motivation for returning to the BB'ing lifestyle

How did you take the pics? Diposeable camera?



Posted by: DaMayor

Quote:
Originally posted by P-funk
Oh yeah, by the way I have pics but I don't have time to post them so..when I come back next friday I'll toss them up.....
Where have I heard this before?

Good luck! Go after it, Junior!



Posted by: P-funk

Quote:
ahem...you forgot to mention your supreme motivation for returning to the BB'ing lifestyle
What was that??

Quote:
How did you take the pics? Diposeable camera?
The pics I took at home were with a real camera. I have some others that I took in cancun with a disposable carmera. The lighting on the ones from home isnt't that great but it will do. I will post them all when I finish getting the ones that were taken in cacun developed either tonight or tomorrow.



Posted by: P-funk

okay here are some pics of me....unfortunatly the lighting isn't great and according to my training partner they don't do me much justice but oh well. Feel free to make fun of the lightweight

p-funk

side shot

those two were taken at my freinds house before we left for cancun.

the rest of these were taken a day earlier. The lighting is poor and for some reason my face is real red on these pics. I don't know why it came out like that on the disc, the regular photo's are normal

flexing

mostmuscular pose

back shot

rear double bi

front lats

calves

abs

frontbi's

okay and here are some shots i took in cancun:

here is a shot of a my freind and I in a bit of a posedown:
posedown

here I am, pretty drunk with one of my freinds...i am on the left
drunk

this was later that night, now i am really drunk and i have no idea who these people are, except for the guy on the right who is my friend. I don't know were these girls came from or who is holding my camera, must have been a goodnight
who are these people?

another pic with my freinds..i am second from the right
the boyz

drunk again, my freing and i took a picture infront of this diesel sign. it is about 3.30am and we are pretty ripped.
latenight


this is me in the hotel room pre-gaming and listening to head phones while dancing. Getting ready to have a crazy evening.
dancing

is that a protein shake in your cup?
beach

that's all folks.



Posted by: perfecto

your pretty fuckin big man, judging by your pics your pissed and ripped 90% of the time, do you just go hard while you holiday or do you think that generally everything should be done in moderation?



Posted by: DaMayor

What tha? Pics? Well it is about damn time. Oh, by the way, DP Jr.....what up wid dat Corona man? Glad you had a good time...now back to work with ya!



Posted by: Jodi

Hey its about time seeing the man behind the knowledge.



Posted by: P-funk

Quote:
your pretty fuckin big man, judging by your pics your pissed and ripped 90% of the time, do you just go hard while you holiday or do you think that generally everything should be done in moderation?
Actually to tell you the truth I don't ever party. I keep it clean all the time. When I am at home and I go out to a bar with freinds I don't drink anything except water. I don't like partying that much. I didn't even drink everynight while I was in cancun. This was just the first time I have been on vacation in years and I felt like relaxing a bit. But now it is back to work.

Quote:
Hey its about time seeing the man behind the knowledge.
lol......What knowledege

Quote:
What tha? Pics? Well it is about damn time. Oh, by the way, DP Jr.....what up wid dat Corona man? Glad you had a good time...now back to work with ya!
Yep, back to work it is. After taking a week off from eeating clean and hitting the weights I feel like crap. I am ready to get in there and start bulking (cleanly that is. )



Posted by: P-funk

Okay time to update this thing:

I am still sitting in my parents home in Cleveland (were it is snowing ) and waiting to go to the airport to catch my flight back to my apartment in NYC. I am going to do chest today. After partying for a week and eating like crap I basically look like crap. So before I get into the actual bulk I want to do 1-2weeks of damage control. I don't know how much I will be able to lift after this week off. I will update the workout later tonight or tomorrow. The diet for the first week or two is going be lower calories/carbs so that I can get back to my clean eating. Then the cals will go up to a normal bulking level.

Here is the training split I use. By the way, although many here disagree with it I love high volume w/o's. After years of lifting this is what works for me:

mon-chest/abs
tues-back/calves
wed-rest
thurs-legs
fri-delts/traps/abs
sat-arms/forearms
sun-rest



Posted by: Jodi

Quote:
lol......What knowledege
It was a compliment - take it

I think you help out alot of people on here and your advice/knowledge is really good and people appreciate it.



Posted by: P-funk

Quote:
I think you help out alot of people on here and your advice/knowledge is really good and people appreciate it.
Thanks alot.

oh and welcome to my journal



Posted by: P-funk

Monday 3/31....chest/abs

today was a crappy w/o. After taking a whole week off from training and eating properly my strenght is down pretty bad. Not to mention the fact that I had gotten off of a plane and gone straight to the gym. I am not one that really cares about the amount of weight I lift, what is important to me is just overal body composition. However, I know when I am not up to my potential. Hopefully in 2 weeks I will be back to throwing around some normal weight (normal for me that is).

here is the w/o:

bench press
185x10 (this is usually my warm up weight )
205x6
225x3
205x5

that sucked.

decline bench press
155x10
185x5
185x5+1 forced rep

Incline flyes
40x15
50x13
drop set 50x8, 30x8

Superset
A. incline hammer strrength press
B. middle cable cross-over
Set1a (total weight on each side of machine) 60x14
1b 40x10
Set2a 70x7
2b 40x13
Set3a 70x7
3b 50x7

Dips
bw+45x 10
drop set bw+45x6, bwx3

Abs:
hanging leg raises
w/ 6lb medicine ball on top of feet x 20
w/ 9lb med. ball on feet x 11
w/ 12lb med ball on feet x 7

decline crunches
w/45lb. plate on chest x 13
w/ 55lbs on chest x 7
w/ 60lbs on chest x 9

reverse crunches
set 1 x 25
set 2 x 15

Had a lot of energy because i was excited to get in the gym again but strenght is down big time. It wil get better though



Posted by: P-funk

tues 4/1 diet

here is my diet for today. It was a bad day for this becuase my plane got in last night and I didn't have time to prepare food for today. Hence the reson the carbs are so low.....which is probably why I have this spliting head ache right now. Tomorrow will be much better. The calories are not bulk worthy just yet. I want to slowly ease them up there instead of bumoing them up to quick and risking fat gain.

meal 1
1 can chunk light tuna
2 egg whites
1/4c. oatmeal
1 tsp natty pb
steamed broccoli
2 tsp flax

333 cals, 43g protein, 12.5g carbs, 11g fat

meal 2
1 can albacore tuna
1 TBSP flax
steamed broccoli

323 cals, 44g protein, 0 carbs , 16g fat

meal 3
6oz hicken breast
1/4c. shredded cheddar
field green salad
1 TBSP Nemans Oil & Vinegar

325 cals, 41.5g p, 1.5g c, 17g f

meal 4

1 can albacore tuna
1 TBSP olive oil
steamed broccoli

318 cals, 44g p, 0 carbs again, 16g f

meal 5(this is pre w/o so it isn't as big as the others)
1 scoop optimum whey
1 tbsp heavy cream
1 tsp flax

202 cals, 22g p, 3g c, 10g. f

meal 6(post w/o)
2 scoops optimum whey
1/3c. raw uncooked oats

332.5 cals, 51.5g p, 40.5g c, 4g f

meal 7 (this is right before bed so I don't like a real big meal here)
1/2c cottage cheese
1 apple

312 cals, 30g p, 20g carbs, 10g fat

totals:
2103.5 cals
256g. protein
77.5g carbs
85.5g fat



Posted by: P-funk

tues 4/1-back/calves

one arm dumbell row
80x10
90x7
100x6

close grip pulll ups
bw+5 x 8
bw+5 x 6
bw+5 x 5

wide neutral grip cable row
130x8
120x10

superset
A. Wide grip pull down
B. Straigh arm press downs

set 1a. 140x11
set 1b. 50x12
2a. 150x8
2b. 60x9
3a. 160x6
3b. 70x4

deadlifts (i suck at these)

205x6
225x4
225x6 (don't know how i got more here than on my sedond set?? maybe more focused?)

calves

seated calf raises
3-45lb. plates x 12
3 plates x 11
3 plates x 11

45degree calf raises
4 plates x 20
6 plates x 13
6 plates x 16



Posted by: P-funk

wed. 4/2 meals

today is an off day so cals are lower than usual

meal 1
1 turkey burger
1 whole egg
3 egg whites
1/2 grapefruit

meal 2 (protein pancakes)
1 scoop Optimum whey
2 whole eggs
1/4c. rolled oats

meal 3
1 can albacore tuna
1 TBSP flax
spinach and romaine lettuce

meal 4
1 can albacore tuna
1 tsp flax
steamed broccoli
4 oz. sweetpotato

meal 5(stir fry)
6oz. Chicken
2 tsp. olive oil
1/4c. broccoli
mixed veggies

meal 6 (before bed)
1c. cottage cheese
1 apple

totals:
1948.5 cals
229g. protein
82.5g carbs
63g fat



Posted by: Pepper

Quote:
Originally posted by P-funk
Thanks alot.

oh and welcome to my journal

You've been a huge help to me, that's for sure.

It would be silly for me to try to advise you, but I will keep an eye on your journal.

Pepper



Posted by: P-funk

Don't be shy pepper, feel free to jump in with comments, suggestions or questions any time.



Posted by: P-funk

wed 4/3-legs

5min. stationary bike to warm up (this is all the cardio you will ever see me do )

squats
205x21
245x5 (messed this set up i wasn't in the middle of the bar and
that threw my balance/concentration off, will do better
next set)
245x9
255x3
145 (w/ 3 sec pause at the bottom)x10

Started out with to light of a weight. Probably could have gone heavier but I wasted a lot of energy in that first set. However contrary to the popular belief that you need to do 4-6 reps to add mass I have always felt that higher reps for legs (and biceps) have helped me to grow

hack squats (I just will just list the number of 45lb. plates on
each side of the machine since I am unsure of the
weight of the sled itself)

3platesx8
dropset 2platesx10, 1plate (going deep)x10

leg extensions
110x10
130x10

leg curl (just as a hamstring warmup)
50x20
90x10

stiff leg deadlifts
205x8
205x7
205x7

lunges (w/dumbells in hand)
25lb dumbels x 10reps each leg
25lb dumbells x 10reps each leg



Posted by: P-funk

wed. 4/3 diet

meal 1
1 scoop egg protein
1 whole egg
4 egg whites
1/4c. shredded mozzarella cheese
omlet veggies

meal 2
6oz chicken breast
1/2c. brown rice (after cooking)
romaine llettuce and spinach w/other salad veggies
2 tsp. flax
1 TBSP cider vinegar

meal 3
1 can albacore tuna
1 TBSP flax
1/2 grapefruit

meal 4
1can chink light tuna
2 egg whites
4 oz sweetpotato
2 TBPS. sour cream

meal 5(post w/o)
2 scoops optimum whey
1/3c. uncooked oatmeal
2 TBSP cider vinegar

meal 6 (before bed)
1c. cottage cheese
1 apple

totals (not counting fiber)
2015.5 cals
249.5 protein
97 carbs
58 fat



Posted by: P-funk

fri 4/4-delts,traps,abs

Opening comments...My strength is still down greatly, still recovering from that week in cancun. But it will get better (I hope )

delts:

seated military barbell press
135x8
155x3+1 forced rep (god wtf....this is terrible for me )
135x6
115x8

superset
A. side lateral dumbell raises
B. standing alternate neutral grip dumbell press while balancing on one foot (this is a bitch and a half)
1a. 30x8
1b. 25x6 reps with each hand
2a. 30x6
2b. 25x6 reps with each hand
3a. 30x6
3b. 25x6 reps with each hand
4a. 25x10
4b. 20x4 reps w/each hand

superset
A. rear delt dumbell raises while lying face down on stability ball
(the balance on these are a bitch and a half also)
B. wide neutral grip seated cable rows to chin (the machine
doesn't tell the amount of weight of the plates. INstead it just
has numbers so that is what I will use)
1a. 10x15
1b. 4x10
2a. 15x12
2b. 4x10
3a. 10x16
3b. 3x12

superset
A. Wide grip upright row
B. behind back barbell shrugs
1a. 70x12
1b. 155x12
2a. 70x12
2b. 155x15
3a. 70x12
3b. 155x15

abs
3 sets of crunches
3 sets straigh leg hainging leg raises


w/o summary:

My intensity was weak getting started becuase I had to sit in the gym for half an hour waiting for my training partner who was stuck in friday night New York City rush hour traffic (yeah Yanick, I;m talking to you). Even though strength was down, and the excess cals have now blurred my lines a bit I still had my cool freaky veins running across my delt .



Posted by: P-funk

Some thought/conclusions on rep range. When I first started lifting some years ago I would often use low rep ranges (4-6. sometimes as low as 2 reps) in an effort to gain size. I then decided that I grew better with a rep range of 8-12. I also always used high volume (but did try low volume before). When I started reading here most people in the training forum preached low volume and low reps. Always open to different ideas I decided to try out lower reps and less volume. Even though I had tried this in the past I decided that maybe now since I am a little older, a little (a very little) smarter, and a little more mature...just a little I may have missed something before that I could see the benefit of now. My conclusion......nothing has changed I grow much better with high volume and a rep range of 8-12, ocasionally dipping down to 6 reps and only on rare once in a blue moon occasions going as low as 3 or 4 reps. Many wont agree with this (not that it matter, I don't think anyone reads this journal anyway) but I think after lifting since I was about 15 ( I am 24 now) I consider myself somewhat of an authority on my own body.



Posted by: P-funk

fri 4/4 meals

Started creatine today. I do a bootleg load.....10g (5 in the AM 5 post w/o) for three days. Then 5g in the AM on empty stomech everyday after the load. Making transition from p-funk to p-fat.....here comes the gut bloat.

5g. creatine
meal 1
1 can chunk light tuna
1 whole egg
1 eggh white
1/3c. oatmeal (before cooking)

m2
1can albacore tuna
1tbsp. flax seed oil
steamed broccoli and cauliflower

m3
1 ground turkey birger
1 scoop egg protein
1/3c. brown rice (after cooking)
steamed broccoli and cauliflower

m4
6oz chicken breast
3 eggwhites
1tbsp newman's oil and vinegar
romaine lettuce and spinach
4oz. sweetpotato
1tbsp. sourcream

m5(post w/o)
2 scoops optimum whey
1/2c. raw uncooked oatmeal
2tbsp cider vinegar
5g creatine

m6(before bed)
1c. cottage cheese
1tbsp heavy cream
1 apple

totals (not counting fiber)
2122.5 cals
252 protein
105.5 carbs
65.5 fat



Posted by: Dr. Pain



DP



Posted by: P-funk

Wow a thumbs up from the man himself. Thanks a lot DP.



Posted by: P-funk

Okay final w/o day of the week. Sat is my weighin day. Actually
I was myself everyday but sat. is the day that I base my results on. Today I weighed 152lbs. That is a 2 lb gain from 150. I will probably bulk for another 2-3weeks and then do a mini 2-3 week cut to drop any body fat that I may have accumulated. Then back to bulking again. A goal looking ahead is that by the end of this month(when my 1st mini bulk ends) I hope to be around 156-158lbs. That way I can cut down to about 152-153 and then go from there.

Okay , blah, blah, blah.

Sat. 4/5 arms
bi's
barbell curls
85x8
85x6
75x8

standing cambered bar preacher curls
60x12
70x8+1 forced rep

superset
A. Straigh bar cable curl
B. reverse grip cambered bar curls
1a. 100x11
1b. 30x10
2a. 120x7
2b. 40x6
drop set
3a. 140x4, 100x4
3b. 40x4, 30x25

I don't know how I got 25reps at the end of a dropset superset. When it appeared I was going to fail at 8reps Yan started yelling at me to get 10. I got 10 and then he started screaming go for 12. I got twelve somehow. And he was still yelling for 15. My arms turned another shade of purple, my veins got bigger by the second and I grinded out 15. And Yan is yelling 20, I just kept going. I almost puked when I got to 25. It was a great set.

tri's
decline skell crushers
80x15
90x8
90x10

Reverse grip bench press (this is the first and last time I ever do
these.)
135x9
135x8

superset
A. tricep press down
B. reverse grip tricep pressdown
1a. 100x15
1b. 90x8
2a. 130x10
2b. 80x8
3a. 130x7
3b. 80x8
4a. 130x9
4b. 80x9

forearms

superset
a. reverse grip cross bench wrist curls
b. cross bench wrist curls



Weekly summary: Energy is way up. Strength is still low I think becuase I am still messed up from that week off. And (confesion time ) while I was in cancun I had no access to a gym and even though I lead the no cardio revolution I figured how many times can I wake up and run along such a nice beach. So the cardio everyday probably led to some catabolization. Not a problem though. The strength will come back.



Posted by: P-funk

sat-4/5 meals

5gcreatine

m1
1can chunk light tuna
1 egg white
1 tbsp. natty pb
1/4c. oatmeal (before cooking)
steamed broccoli and cauliflower

m2(post w/o)
2 scoops optimum whey
1/3c. raw uncooked oats
5g. creatine
2tbsp. cider vinegar

m3
1scoop whey protein
1whole egg
4egg whites
1/4c. cheddar cheese
omlet veggies

m4
1scoop whey
1scoop egg protein
1tbsp flax

(I realy hate drinking this many shakes but I had to go to work for a little bit and this was all I had time for. I would have much rather eaten whole food)

m5
(stirfry)
6oz. chicken breast
2egg whites
1/2c. brown rice(after cooking)
chopped veggies (tomato, green and red pepper, onion, scallions, cauliflower, broccoli, zuchini, snow peas, portobella mushrooms)
2 tsp. olive oil

m6(before bed)
1c. cottage cheese
1 apple

totals (not counting fiber)
2044 cals
253 protein
87 carbs
66.5 fat

50%protein
30%fat
20%carbs



Posted by: RCfootball87

hey PF sorry it tok so long for me to see you had a journal. ill keep taking a look at it, you've helpd me a lot in mine.



Posted by: P-funk

cool deal RC. Welcome to my journal.



Posted by: Yanick

hey fucker, how's the creatine bloat?

BTW, what i lack in promptness, i make up for in motivational skills



Posted by: P-funk

Quote:
hey fucker, how's the creatine bloat?
lol......lovin' it as usual

Quote:
BTW, what i lack in promptness, i make up for in motivational skills
very true......looking at your ugly mug really gets me angry enough to grind out a few more reps each set.



Posted by: Yanick

Quote:
Originally posted by P-funk
very true......looking at your ugly mug really gets me angry enough to grind out a few more reps each set.
Doesn't help you much on deadlifts though...OH NO I WENT THERE, lol.



Posted by: P-funk

right, looking at your ugly mug doesn't help me much on deadlifts becuase i have to concentrate on keeping my spine straight during the movement, instead of looking around. What helps me on that one is asking you how many reps you got, then stepping up to the bar and destroying your numbers. LOL



Posted by: P-funk

Aight, enough playing around. Meals for Sunday 4/6. The calories are slightly lower today since it is a non training day. I only got five meals also, since I slept in a little(c'mon, it is Sunday) and didn't have a post w/o meal. But not to worry I simply made my meals a little bigger to make sure I got my necessary calories and macros .

m1
1scoop egg protein
2whole eggs
2egg whites
1/4c shredded mozarella
omlet veggies

m2
1can chunk light tuna
1egg white
1/3c oatmeal
1tbsp natty pb
steamed broccoli

m3
1can albacore tuna
1/2c. whole wheat pasta (before cooking. This is such a dissapointing amount of pasta. It is seriously like 12 pieces of rotini but that is all I am allowed for carbs in this meal
2tsp flax
2tbsp cider vinegar
leaf and romaine lettuce w/salad veggies

m4
6oz. chicken breast
1/2c kidney beans
4oz sweetpotato
leaf and romaine lettuce w/salad veggies
2tbsp newman's oil and vinegar

m5
1c cottage cheese
1apple

totals(not counting fiber)
1950 cals
212 protein
87.5 carbs
74 fat

45%p, 20%c, 35%f

I will keep my cals around the same amount on training days (around 2000-2100)for this week (even though I think this is kind of low). I am really hungry still inbetween meals, I have an unquenchable hunger. But the whole point is to bulk slowly so I think I am on the right track......Confession: I HATE BULKING!!!!!!! Psychologicaly it is hard to handle, I hate the idea of putting on body fat. But it is for the best (ie muscle gain) so I will put up with it. PLus I just need to endure this week and then 1-2 more weeks afterwards before I get to cut for a couple of weeks so it isn't that bad.

peace



Posted by: DaMayor

Are "omlet veggies" cultivated especially for omlets?



Posted by: P-funk

by omlet veggies I just mean veggies you normally put in omlets:
tomato
green and red pepper
onions
scallions
mushrooms



Posted by: P-funk

mon. 4/7-chest/abs

bench press (strenght went up but still nowhere near my usual
numbers )
185x10
205x7
205x4
185x5
This is depressing. I would like to get back to doing heavier weights.

Incline dumbell press
75x10
75x7
75x6

Superset
A. low cable crossover
B. Cable incline flyes
1a. 50x8
1b. 50x10
2a. 50x8
2b. 30x12
3a. 40x12
3b. 30x15

tri-set
A. swiss ball dumbell flyes
B. dips
C. neutral grip machine press
1a. 25x21
1b. bw x 5
1c. 100x4
2a. 25x 13
2b. bw x 4
2c. 75x5
(this tri-set was rough, especially after the superset.....felt good though )

crunches for abs


Okay strength went up but not enough which is telling me one thing.......I need to up my cals so starting tomorrow I am going to eat more food



Posted by: P-funk

4/7 meals

m1
1 scoop egg protein
1 whole egg
2 egg whites
1/2c oatmeal (before cooking)

m2
1 ground turkey burger
1 whole egg
3 egg whites
1 tsp flax
1/2 grapefruit

m3
1 can albacore tuna (6oz)
1/4c. shredded cheddar cheese
romaine/leaf lettuce salad w/other salad veggies
1 tbsp newmans oil and vinegar

m4 (post w/o)
2 scoops optimum whey]
1/3c oatmeal

m5 (stir fry)
6 oz chicken breast
1/2c brown rice(after cooking)
chopped veggies
2 tsp olive oil
2 egg whites

m6
1c. cottage cheese
1 apple
2tbsp sourcream

totals (not counting fiber)
2147 cals
244 protein
98.5 carbs
68 fat

50%p, 20%c, 30%f

more cals tomorrow...can't wait, i am hungry as hell



Posted by: P-funk

new food addiction confession. Last night I was about to eat my cottage cheese and apple when as I was reaching in the cabinet for a spoon I noticed a bottle of cinnamon. On past bulks I would always eat rice pudding and cinnamon (these were obviously not the cleanest bulks like this one is). Remebering how good that tastes I decided to put the cinnamon on top of my cottage cheese. Oh my god!!!! That tastes amazing......I can't waite to eat it again tonight.



Posted by: P-funk

tues 4/8-back/calfs

WG T-bar row
100x12 (went to light on this one)
115x12
135(3plates)x7
100x10

CG pulldowns
150x10
160x7
drop set
140x8, 110x14

Wide neutral grip plate loaded hammer strength seated row
(the weight i have marked down is the amount of weight being pulled with each hand)
70x15
90 (2 plates)x9+1 forced rep

Reverse grip chins(these were rough at the end of my workout)
bw+5
bw+4
bw+5+1forced rep

Sumo style deadlifts (this is the first time I have done these with a barbell. Usually I do sumo deads on the smith machine. So I went with lighter weight so that I could focus on my form)

135x12
135x13
135x13

back ext. machine
130x12
150x8

calfs

standing calf raises
220x13
240x11
280x8

seated horizontal calf press
410x10
410x10
425x9

The intensity during this and yesterdays workout has been crazy. We have really been moving. It feels good, I feel like I am starting to gain some strength back.



Posted by: P-funk

tues. 4/8 food

5g creatine

m1
1 scoop optimum whey
1 whole egg
2 egg whites
1/3c. oatmeal (before cooking)
1 tbsp. natt pb

m2
1 can albacore tuna (6oz)
1/2c brown rice
1 tbsp flax
romaine lettuce

m3
1 can chunk ligth tuna
1 whole egg
1 tsp flax
6oz sweetpotato
1 tbsp sourcream

m4
6oz chicken breast
1 whole egg
1/4c shredded cheddar cheese
romaine lettuce w/salad veggies
1 tbsp newmans oil and vinegar

m5 (post w/o)
2 scoops optimum whey
1/2c raw uncooked oatmeal

m6
1.25c cottage cheese
1 apple

totals(not counting fiber)
2415.5 cals
225 protein
136 carbs
87.25 fat

40%p, 25%c, 35%f

okay more cals today and more carbs Felt good, still a bit hungry in between meals??? I don't realy want to start eating more cals than this......not because I am scared of over eating, I would love to eat more food but I don;t think my wallet would love it



Posted by: perfecto

seems like you do alot of high rep work, do you believe using high reps is more beneficial ?



Posted by: P-funk

Quote:
seems like you do alot of high rep work, do you believe using high reps is more beneficial ?
That is a tough question to answer. It really depends on the person and your goals. I feel that all rep ranges are good and beneficial. I find that for me 8-12reps works the best. Sometimes I do however go down to 6 reps and occasionaly as low as 2-3. I like to cycle it from week to week, or every other week. But 8-12 seems to have always been the range that works for me. However, I don't lift for strength gains. I use gains in strength as a means so gauge progress but I don't ever lift to try and get stronger in a particular exercise, say for example bench press or squats. I would much rather lift, have the strength gains occur naturally, and concentrate more on body composition.



Posted by: Yanick

I'm telling you, you gotta do try and do a refeed over the weekend. You're hungy cause leptin is way below your setpoint right now.



Posted by: P-funk

Quote:
I'm telling you, you gotta do try and do a refeed over the weekend. You're hungy cause leptin is way below your setpoint right now.
JELLY BEANS........LOL



Posted by: P-funk

wed. 4/9 food

cals sligtly lower becuase it is a non training day.

5g creatine

m1
1 scoop optimum whey
4 egg whites
1/3c oatmeal
1tbsp natty pb

m2
1 ground turkey burger
1scoop egg protein
1/2c. brown rice(after cooking)
steamed broccoli

m3
1can albacore tuna
1 egg white
1tbsp flax
1 tbps cider vinegar
steamed broccoli
1/2 grapefruit

m4
1can chunklight tuna
1 whole egg
1/4c. oatmeal
1tsp flax
1/2 apple

m5
6oz chicken breast
1/4c kidney beans
romaine lettuce w/salad veggies
2tbsp newman's oil and vinegar

m6
1.25c cottage cheese
1tbsp heavy cream
1/2 apple

totals (not counting fiber ofcourse....why would anyone want to
count that shit any way?????)
2183 cals
242.5 protein
97.5 carbs
84.75 fat

45%p, 20%c, 35%f

should not have kept the cals this low.....hungry as hell.....probably will refeed this weekend for leptin sake and to shut yan up


Started creatine last friday was and have been wondering what the hell is going on with it until today........
HERE IT COMES............................


GUT BLOAT



Posted by: P-funk

thur 4/10-legs

I did a bit of a different leg w/o today than I normally do. My training partner couldn't make it so I was lifting alone and I decided to try out some new stuff. Ths workout was pretty draining considering the fact that I didn't try and use heavy weight.

5min. stationary bike to warm up

Squats (since I had no spotter I decided no to get crazy on this exercise because it scares the shit out of me. I changes my stance a bit also. Going from a shoulder width or slightly wider with feet turned out a bit to an about hip-shoulder width stance with feet facing directly forward. Becuase of the new stance and no spotter I did not try to use any heavy weight. In fact I find the new stance is a bit more difficult to perform the squat cleanly and requires more flexability of the ankle. I want to keep working in it.)

185x13
185x10
185x8
135x16

Multi planer lunges

lunges (sagital plane) with dumbells in hand and back leg
balancing on wiss ball.
10x10
10x9
(that was hard to balance and coordinate a full range of motion with good form.....highly recomended)

side lunges (frontal plane) w/dunmbells
10x17
20x10

transverse plane lunges w/dumbells
10x15
12.5x10

superset
A. overhead squat (holding barbell)
B. Still leg dead lifts
1a. 20x11
1b. 205x8
2a. 20x12
2b. 205x7
3a. 20x10
3b. 185x8
(the overhead squat was another difficult exercise that not only challenged strength but coordination and balance....also highly recomended)

Single leg standing leg curl
40x12
50x10

this workoutwas difficult in a completly different manner than my ussual workouts. Instead of increasing intensity by adding resistance I increased intensity by altering my balance and stability.....more training like this to follow.......whether Yan likes it or not



Posted by: P-funk

thurs. 4/10 food

5g creatine

m1
1scoop egg protein
2whole eggs
4egg whites
1/4c shredded mozzarella
omlet veggies

m2
6oz chicken
1 hardboiled egg
1/4c shredded cheddar cheese
romaine lettuce
1tbsp newman's oil and vinegar

m3 (pre w/o)
1can chunklight tuna
1 egg white
1 whole egg
1/2c. oatmeal (before cooking)

m4(post w/o)
2scoops optimum whey
1/2c. raw uncooked oats
2tbsp cider vinegar

m5
1can albacore tuna
1tbsp flax
3oz sweetpotato

m6
1.75c cottage cheese
3-4strawberries

totals(not counting fiber)
2386 cals
287.5 protein
88 carbs
109.25 fat



Posted by: Yanick

Quote:
Originally posted by P-funk
this workoutwas difficult in a completly different manner than my ussual workouts. Instead of increasing intensity by adding resistance I increased intensity by altering my balance and stability.....more training like this to follow.......whether Yan likes it or not
You don't wanna get crazy with me

I wanted to do some of that gay shit too, but i just didn't feel creative and did a basic w/o.



Posted by: P-funk

Well, Well,Well...public enemy#1 fancy meeting you here...........how was court? (PS that workout was killer.......next week though, actuall the next two weeks I am lowering the volume (for me at least) and going for more power. What do you think about that?)



Posted by: Yanick

Quote:
Originally posted by P-funk
Well, Well,Well...public enemy#1 fancy meeting you here...........how was court? (PS that workout was killer.......next week though, actuall the next two weeks I am lowering the volume (for me at least) and going for more power. What do you think about that?)
Court was stupid. I sucked up to the judge, she didn't take my license away and gave me the minimum on the fines. Tack on another $85 to my debt-ridden ass.

Fuck lower volume, what're you some kindda pussy? J/k, lower volume sounds okay, i'll probably do the shit you're doing, just thrown on an extra set or something, i'm really feeling good from there higher volume w/o's.



Posted by: P-funk

I feel good from them to...but I want to change it up a bit. Also, since I am bulking (for the next week or two at least before a mini cut) I want to spend less time in the gym so that don't burn anymore cals......I wanna try and hang on to some weight.



Posted by: P-funk

fri 4/11 delts/traps/abs

This shoulder w/o got a little crazy but felt good.

Seated military press
135x12
155x5+1 forced rep
165x3+1 forced
145x5

(strength is starting to come back.....felt really good after this)

(okay this is were things get crazy. I kinda stole this w/o from a worked out that DP posted a couple months back and I have been using it about once every 4-6 weeks. I t is a real kiler but gets the job done.)

Dumbell side lateral raises
Pyramids

3 weights, 3 reps each

1. 20,25,30,25,20
2. 25,30,35,30,25
3. 20,25,35,25,20
4. 20,25,30,25,20

4weights, 4 reps each

5. 15,17.5,20,25,20,17.5,15
6. 15,17.5,20,25,20,17.5,15
7. 15,17.5,20,25,20,17.2,15

drop set, 5 weights, 5 reps each
8. 25,20,17.5,15,12

That is a killer, felt like puking and was sweating/breathing hard. But it was worth it, I love the veins.

Superset
A. reverse peck deck
B. Neutral grip machine press
1a. 120x10
1b. 125x7
2a. 105x12
2b. 125x7
3a.90x15
3b.125x5

(now my delts are fried)

Calf machine shrugs
220x12
220x12
180x15
180x15

crunches for abs



Posted by: P-funk

fri 4/11 eats

5g creatine

m1
1 ground turkey burger
1 scoop optimum whey
2 eggwhites
1/3c oatmeal(before cooking)

m2
1 ground turkey burger
1 scoop egg protein
1 tsp flax
apple

m3
1 can albacore tuna(6oz)
2 tsp flax
1 whole egg
1 egg white
1/4c brown rice (after cooking)

m4(post w/o)
2 scoops optimum whey
1/2c raw uncooked oatmeal

m5
6oz chicken
1/2c brown rice(after cooking)
1 whole egg
1 egg white
2tsp olive oil
stir fry veggies (tomato, red and green peppers, scalions, pea
pods, zuchinni, onions, mushrooms)

m6
1.75c cottage cheese
3-4 strawberries

totals
2379.5 cals
288.5 protein
108.5 carbs
81 fat

50%p, 20%c, 30%f



Posted by: P-funk

sat. 4/12-arms

The intensity during this workout was absolutly crazy. It even led Yan to proclain that I may be the first person he has ever seen pass out from an arm w/o. I wasn't so lucky this time but maybe next week.

Bi's (tri-set)
A. cambered bar curls
B. Hammer curls
C. straigh cablr bar curls, curling bar to forehead

1a. 70x15
1b. 30x10
1c. 70x12

2a. 80x10
2b. 35x4
2c. 60x10

3a. 80x9
3b. 30x11
3c. 60x10

4a. 80x7
4b. 30x12
4c. 60x11
(the hammer curls were pissing me off.........my grip kept on failing before the muscle was properly fatigued.)

Tri's (tri-set)
A. close grip bench press
B. reverse grip cambered bar skull crushers
C. overhead cambered bar extensions

1a. 155x8
2a. 60x11
3a. 40x5 (will do better...mentaly wasn't prepared for this one....need to turn up Van Halen louder in my walkman )

2a. 155x8
2b. 60x10
2c. 40x9

3a. 165x4
3b. 70x4
3c. 40x7

4a. 165x4
4b. 70x6
4c. 40x7

This was a crazy w/o, veins were supersized today. I am really fried, in a good way though. My arms feel like jello and the worst part was after this I had to go buy grocereis and cary them up to my 2nd floor apt. That was a pain in the ass.



Posted by: P-funk

sat. 4/12 grub

5g creatine

m1
1 can chunk light tuna
1 whole egg
1 egg white
1/3c oatmeal
2tsp. natty pb

m2
1 ground turkey burger
1 whole egg
5 egg whites
apple

m3
1 can albacore tuna
3oz. sweetpotato
1/4c shredded mozarella
romaine lettuce w/salad veggies
1tsp flax
2tbsp cider vinegar

m4(post w/o)
2 scoops optimum whey
1/2c raw uncooked oatmeal

m5
6oz chicken breast
1/2c kidney beans
1/4c brown rice(after cooking)
1tbsp newman's oil and vinegar
romaine lettuce w/salad veggies

m6
1.75c cottage cheese
3-4strawberries

totals(not counting fiber)
2372.5 cals
288.5 protein
120 carbs
73.5 fat

50%p, 20%c, 30%f



Posted by: P-funk

Okay, 2 weeks of bulking down.....This will be my body composition analysis and my look ahead to next week.

Analysis:

Well I weighed in at about 153.5lbs today. That is a gain of 3.5lbs in 2 weeks. I feel/look bigger. I still have abs but they are blurred (creatine bloat no doubt). Vascularity is still good and my strength/energy is on the rise. If I can keep going like this hopefully I will hit about 156-157 in two weeks, at which point I will cycle down to a mini cut for about 2-3 weeks (mainly to drop the excess water which I am holding due to my higher carb intake) and see what kind of muscle I have added.

Looking ahead to next week (I need some opinions here people so jump in........does anyone read this thing? Aside from the dipshit comments Yan makes doesn't anyone want to help me out?)

Okay, I am going to re-feed tommorow for the sake of raising leptin levels.....This could get ugly . I am not going to count carbs or macros. I am going to just simply over eat. Probably a big bowl of pasta for dinner (I never eat pasta anymore and I am almost 100% Italian ) and I will also purchase a bag of jelly beans to munch on during the day. Maybe some dried fruit and other stuff too. I will post what I eat tomorrow. I know the food choices aren't clean (not even a close) but, well, this is a bulk and I need to get leptin levels up so I may as well go down in a blaze of glory.

(now the part I need opinions with.....................
anyone......anyone.....bueller):

I have been bouncing the idea around in my head about trying protein cycling since I have never tried it before. The idea behind it would be that since my protein intake is high (1.5-2g per lb bw) if I drop it down to about .8-1g perlb of bw for about 2-3 days my body will go into a nitrogen storage mode (lol or maybe it will just go catabolic??). Then, when I go back to eating my usual amount of protein my body will absorb it more efficiently and hold onto/store more of it. Any thoughts? So on monday (after my re-feed day) I am going to carb deplete to a)make sure that my protein intake is going to be super high and b)drop some water becuase my carbs are going to be really high when I drop protein in order to meet my caloric needs. I will carb deplete from mon-wed. My carbs will be about 50-60g, most of them coming in my first meal and post w/o. Then thurs-sat. I am going to cycle off of protein. Then I will go back to my regular clean bulk diet and see what happens. Has anyone tried this? Do people ever read this thing?



Posted by: P-funk

Okay here is what I have eaten for my re-feed so far (ate lots of shit):

(omlet)
3 egg whites
1 ground turkey pattie
cheddar cheese
omlet veggies
salsa

1/2c oatmeal
1 apple
some natty pb

2 balance bars

1 burito

2small cartons of dried fruit/nuts trail mix

bag of jelly beans (still working on this one......might have to throw it out, don;t know if I can eat anymore)

Got food poisoning last night so my stomach is kind of wrecked. Was unsure if I should re-feed today or not but decided priciples are principles so just go for it.



Posted by: P-funk

c'mon people.......no ideas on protein cycling or my ideas for next week????? anyone??????



Posted by: Pepper

OK...I am a bit surprised that 1 gram of protein per lbs of bodyweight is half of what you normally do. Wondering if I should not up mine...but I do have a question...

what's with the jelly beans? Is that just a way to jack up your calories?



Posted by: P-funk

What I normally do is 1.5-2g per lb of bw. I was thinking of dropping it down to 1g per lb of bw for a couple of days to cycle my protein.


jelly beans, lol, well. Yeah, basically I needed to bump my cals up. But there is more behind it, even though it just looks like some sort of sloppy type of cheat becuase seriously the other foods I have eaten today aren't that bad (especially since I am bulking). Okay so why jelly beans:

a) easy way to get calories in
b)lots of carbs/sugar which is going to help me out strength and enrgy wise when I carb deplete for the next three days.
c) I needed to bump up my leptin levels. I am eating around 2400-2500 cals and I am still hungry in between meals. By bf% is still low and my leptin level needs to be raised so I purposley at all that sugar with the intention of spilling over into adipose tissue........I can't finish the bag though, I am really full and getting sick of them fast. I am pretty disappointed in myself, I haven't even polished of half the bag yet. lol...But I did what I needed to do.



Posted by: Jodi

Quote:
Do people ever read this thing?
Well I read this everyday. I have never tried protein cycling so I wouldn't be able to give suggestions.

Personally I would have picked swedish fish or Twizzlers instead of the jellybeans.



Posted by: P-funk

LOL, sweedish fish and twizzlers are great choices, but I saw the jelly beans first when I walked into CVS, easter display. My problem is that I think that I really want that stuff and it looks so good(probably becasue my diet is so void of sugar). But once I start eating it I get a terrible stomach ache and can't finish them. I can't tell you how many half eaten bags of candycorn or spicedrops I have thwon out. The jelly beans are about to go into the garbage right now. My brain wants the sugar but my body just rejects this shit after a couple of bites......I gues that is best though.



Posted by: Nike_Girl

Hey P-funk!

Just read through your whole journal (yah, very busy at work lol ), and I'm impressed!
Keep up the good work!

Jen



Posted by: Nike_Girl

Quote:
Originally posted by Jodi

Personally I would have picked swedish fish or Twizzlers instead of the jellybeans.
Lol, great choice Jodi.. though, what is it ??(I should know that )



Posted by: Jodi

They are similiar to gummy bears but I hate gummi bears. They have this really sweet coating and they aren't as chewy as gummy bears.

Funky - Candy Corn Rulez!



Posted by: P-funk

I can't argue with ya there, jodi. Candy corn does rule. It is my favorite candy and is good year round.....unfortunatly I just can't find a way to work it into my diet.

Nike Girl....thanks for the read and the compliments. If you have any suggestions please offer them up....don't work to hard.



Posted by: Nike_Girl

Quote:
Originally posted by P-funk

Nike Girl....thanks for the read and the compliments. If you have any suggestions please offer them up....don't work to hard.
I will! not any right now though..

And, I never work too hard.. except in the gym..



Posted by: DaMayor

Quote:
Originally posted by P-funk
But once I start eating it I get a terrible stomach ache and can't finish them.
Just speculating here, however, if you're having digestive problems with the (~90-99% sugar) candy, why wouldn't you substitute some super high GI foods? (e.g., fruits or fruit cocktails in syrup....something less extreme.)
Aw, just eat boy!



Posted by: P-funk

Quote:
Just speculating here, however, if you're having digestive problems with the (~90-99% sugar) candy, why wouldn't you substitute some super high GI foods? (e.g., fruits or fruit cocktails in syrup....something less extreme.)
I do use high gi carbs instead sometimes....it all depends on how i feel, what i crave..my re-feed can go either way. Sometimes pasta, sometimes candy, sometimes rice or oatmeal, sometimes ben and jerry's frozen yogurt and sometimes cereal...It just depends on my mood at the moment I am in the store buying then food. What ever catches my eye first.



Posted by: P-funk

4/14- chest

I am not going to post my meals today becuase they were really messed up. I tried for the protein cycling and was eating only 1g of protein per lb of bw which means my fat and carb intake were extra high. I feel like shit after today (you can read the post in the diet and nutrition forum if you are interested in the details.) so I am dropping the idea. Tomorrow I am going back to my regular diet. I am probably going to keep the carbs on the lower side for a few days to drop water which i am now retaining from todays failed attempt.

Okay, now to the chest workout. First things first. I felt like crap today after this diet, I was very sluggish and tired so it messed me up a bit. Also my strength sucked today. I know I always say I don't lift for strength but I know when I am not up to my bodies full potential. After my first pathetic set of bench press I really wanted to cry, I really felt like just getting out of there. I hope it was just from the high carb/fat diet I was on for the day. Here it is:

bench press
205x6+1
205x4
185x5
185x5

That was awful

decline fleys
35x18 (oops, went to light )
45x12
45x9

Incline smith machine press (weight listed does not incude the bar)

140x10
160x6
170x4

high cable cross over
60x16
drop set
70x8, 50x10

This was upseting and depressing.....I am going catabolic just thinking about this workout.



Posted by: DaMayor

Quote:
Originally posted by P-funk
I do use high gi carbs instead sometimes....it all depends on how i feel, what i crave..my re-feed can go either way. Sometimes pasta, sometimes candy, sometimes rice or oatmeal, sometimes ben and jerry's frozen yogurt and sometimes cereal...It just depends on my mood at the moment I am in the store buying then food. What ever catches my eye first.
(Grumpy Old Man Rant)
If that works for you, okay then, go for it. However, it just seems illogical, if not detrimental, to deviate so radically........ i.e., after all of the training and exercise in self dicipline, why put that junk into your system? I thought the BB diet was about consistency and quality. ( )

Oh, by the way, quit bitchin' about the workout .....you're starting to sound like DaMayor....Jeeze. The next one will be better.



Posted by: P-funk

Yes Dm, you are right, bb diets are about consistency and quality. However I am also a man of science. Sugar is sugar when it comes down to it. I can either choose to refeed by eating 2c oatmeal, a banana, a sweetpotat etc. which with all that fiber will a)probably fill me up before I can get the needed amount of calories for my refeed and b) with all that fiber send me running to the bathroom every 10min. for the rest of the evening. Or I can choose to refeed with candy which provides a ton of calories with no fat in only a small amount. Usually I'll refeed by eating a big bowl of pasta and a small bag of smarties or some sort of sugary candy and that works well. This time I choose a burrito and jelly beans.....But sugar is sugar..

Stop bitchin???? It is what I do best and after all this is my journal.......more rants to come i'm sure.



Posted by: DaMayor

Quote:
Originally posted by P-funk

Stop bitchin???? It is what I do best and after all this is my journal.......more rants to come i'm sure.
Yeah. Yeah. I just didn't want to see another journal sink in a river of tears.....Like MINE did...if you recall.



Posted by: Jodi

Funky, I want your diet, Swedish Fish, Jelly Beans and Pasta

BTW - Sorry but I like calling you Funky



Posted by: P-funk

that's cool I like being called funky..


I wish my diet consisted of swedish fish, jelly beans and pasta....Unfortunaty my diet is really clean, I don't want anyone to get the impression that I am a slacker on this stuff. I am really strict with my diet but I also believe that when refeeding there are things that you can eat that make it a lot easier on yourself and are just as effective as eating an ass load of oatmeal..(which I have done many times before and have no problem with because oatmeal is one of my favorite foods)...



Posted by: Jodi

Funky I'm only kidding with you, I understand your concept and know you eat clean.

Don't mind DaMayor - He's a little slow!!



Posted by: Pepper

Funky ...no, I don't like that, P-Funk,

Would you recommend a similar re-feed for a lard butt like myself? I feel my BF loss has slowed down lately. I up'd my cardio, but maybe I need to refeed.

is the high sugar approach one that you would recommend for chubby's?

Sorry to clutter your journal with my questions.



Posted by: P-funk

Jodi, I knoe you understand, I'm just playing around in a "Funky" sorta way

Pepper, don't be sorry, I stated in the begining that all questions, comments and suggestions are welcome.

When was the last time you did a refeed? I am not taking about a carb up but a refeed? Refeed's can be strange and are dependent of bf%. IE people with lower bf are going to refeed more often becuase there leptin levels drop quiker do to the fact that they have less bf. People with higher a bf% are in a fed state more often becuase their bf% is higher. However, a refeed may benefit them as well. I say that yes you could use a sugary type of refeed but be careful?? Sugar is sugar but not all sugars are created equal..... On refeeds I stay away from fructose (even though the jelly beans had fructose....god that was a bad example, I really opened up a can of worms here...lol, I just knew I could get away with the jelly beans in my diet). Also stay clear of fat. That is why ben and jerry's low fat frozen yogurt works well and so does cereal and skim milk.. Low in fat and not much fructose....You need to figure out how much sugar/carbs you need to ingest based on your body weight but just becareful not to go to crazy. One reason that the sugar refeed may not work for most is because they lose control and can't handle the cravings so a one-two day refeed turns into a week of cheating. I have never had this problem so I know I can handle it. As for you, that is something that you need to decide. How much weight are you losing per week still? How much do you weigh? How many cals/carbs are eating per day? And finally, hoe often do you carb up?



Posted by: P-funk

4/15 back/calfs

barbell rows
135x12
155x10
185x4(damn it, stupif me i should have used wraps)
185x6(okay, better, got my wraps on)

superset
A. wide grip pull ups
B. close grip seated cable rows
1a. bwx7
1b. 140x6
2a. bwx7
2b. 130x6
3a. bwx5
3b. 120x9

Wide neutral grip pull downs
140x10
150x9+1 forced rep
170x6

decline dumbell pull overs
45x15
55x12

seated goodmornings
115x25
135x15
135x12

calf press
(The number of plates listed refers the number of 45lb plates on each side of the leg press sled..ie 3 plates=6 total 45lb plates)
3 platesx23
5 platesx15
6 platesx12
6 platesx10



Posted by: P-funk

4/15 what i ate:

5g creatine

m1
1 scoop egg protein
1 whole egg
4 egg whites
1/4c. shredded mozzarella
omlet veggies
1/4c. oatmeal

m2
6oz chicken
1/4c brown rice (after cooking)
2 tsp flax
1 tbsp cider vinegar
salad

m3
1 can chunk light tuna
3 egg whites
1/3c oatmeal
1tbsp natty pb

m4(post w/o)
2 scoops optimum whey
1/2c oatmeal

m5
1 can albacore tuna
1 whole egg
1 egg white
1 tsp flax
3oz sweetpotato

m6
1.75c cottage cheese
3-4 strawberries

totals
2357.5 cals
288.5g protein
102g carbs
79g fat

50%p, 20%c, 30%f



Posted by: P-funk

Okay I have noticed some interesting things. I have been getting stronger in stange exercise while I have either stayed the same or gotten a little weaker in others.. For example I have not really progressed on bench press but the amount of weight that I can do flyes with or dumbell press with has gone up?? I think the main reason for this, and the main reason that I have been gaining more size but not a crazy amount of strength is becuase I have been really focusing on making my form as strict as possible with very little cheating. I see tons of people in the gym just throwing weight around knowing full well that they could not do half of that weight if they tried to use proper/strict form.....So why am I boring you with this?? This is why:

Sicnce the readers of my journal have made themselves more vocal in the past few days ( I really apprreciate the responses guys...thanks) I want to take a little poll to see what you guys think:

Is it more important to you to keep your form as strict as possible without unwanted movement or assistance from any other body parts.. Or do you let your form slide a bit and cheat a little for the sake of increasing muscle mass and moving some heavier weight? What do you guys do/think?? Opinions please!!



Posted by: RCfootball87

i say you cheat a little but not much. keep a spotter nearby to control how much you cheat.



Posted by: Jodi

Quote:
Is it more important to you to keep your form as strict as possible without unwanted movement or assistance from any other body parts.. Or do you let your form slide a bit and cheat a little for the sake of increasing muscle mass and moving some heavier weight? What do you guys do/think?? Opinions please!!
I prefer to stick with proper form but sometimes I tend to get pissed off and then I get sloppy. I wish I had a partner to help me correct this. I think for me it also depends on how much energy I have and how much sleep I got.



Posted by: DaMayor

Searching for article...................



Posted by: P-funk

DM, where is the article? What is it about?

Jodi, what happens when you get pissed off, lol, do you squat like 300lbs??

RC, I usually train with a partner but I don't like to cheat if I have someone spotting me on an exercise. In my opinion the spotter should be helping you mover the weight threw your sticking point, instead of you having to use body motion (cheating) to do it.

Thanks for the replys guys. I feel that cheating is okay if it is used on the last couple reps of the last set of an exercise. If you have to cheat right from the begining of a set though I think you need to drop the weight and go with something lighter that you can control better.

Anyone else?



Posted by: Jodi

Quote:
Jodi, what happens when you get pissed off, lol, do you squat like 300lbs??
No but that is how I manage 225 last week.



Posted by: P-funk

225lbs, way to go.....how was the form on those?



Posted by: P-funk

4/16- meals (non-training day, carbs a bit lower)

5g creatine

m1
okay, i made some protein pancaes today that were awsome. The consistency was perfect...I wish I had some atkins no calorie syruo for them or I wish my calories allowed me to have soem cottage cheese on top of them....portion control sucks .
here was what was in them...this was breakfast

1 scoop optimum whey
1 whole egg
2 egg whites
1/3c oatmeal
1 tbsp natty pb
and add water to make a thick consistency.

m2 (not as exciting as meal 1 )
1 can albacore tuna
1 tbsp flax
apple

m3
1 ground turkey burger
2 oz sweetpotato
1 tbsp of sourcream
1 scoop egg protein
1 tbsp heavy cream

m4
1 can chunk light tuna
1 while egg
2 egg whites
1/3c oatmeal

m5
6oz chicken
1/4c shredded cheddar cheese
romaine lettuce w/salad veggies
2 tbsp newmans oil and vinegar

m6
1.75c cottage cheese
3-4 strawberries

totals (w/o fiber)
2367 cals
264 protein
83.5 carbs
98.5 fat

45%p, 15%c, 40%f

(can't wait until this weeek over so I can do a mini cut)



Posted by: Jodi

Quote:
Originally posted by P-funk
225lbs, way to go.....how was the form on those?
Fine cuz I only did 4 - anymore and it would have been sloppy.



Posted by: P-funk





Posted by: P-funk

4/17 legs

this workout was fun and challenging

5 min. bike to warm up (i hate that shit )

leg press (the number of plates listed refers to the number of 45lb plates on one side of the leg press sled. ie 3 plates means 6 total plates, 3 on each side......GOT IT!!!!)

7 plates x 11
8 plates x 7
8 plates plus one 25lb plate on each side x 2+1 forced rep

box step up with barbell across back
165x10 reps on each leg
185x10 reps on each leg

front squats (these are not my favotrite exercise and after the step ups were really difficult. I was fried)

155x10
155x8
135x10

Superset

A. adduction machine
B. abbduction machine
1a. 90x15
1b. 90x12
2a. 100x16
2b. 70x20

Single leg stiff leg deadlift w/ a dumbell in hand (these are performed by balancing on one foot and holding a dumbell in your opposite hand. (ie balance in right foot and hold dumbell in left hand). Your free hand is then placed on your hip and then you just perform the deadlifts. this exercise is difficult becuase of the balance and control needed. I highly recommend trying it out. )

40x10 reps each leg
40x8 reps each leg
30x9 reps each leg
30x 8 reps each leg

(exercises like that are fun because not only are they hard to do but they also piss off Yan, who would much rather do regular deadlifts and other power/strength exercises rather than doing exercises that focus on strength and stability. Anytime you have a good workout and piss your training partner off it is a bonus )



Posted by: P-funk

4/17 meals

okay my meal 5 was much more calories than the others. I had to go out and buy two small bags of nuts to eat for the simple reason that I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I am eating over maintenace cals, I am gaining yet I am still terribly hungry in between meals. I can't explain it so I went and got more food. Plus this is a bulk so I guess if you are hungry you may as well just eat.

Also you will notice that today I utilized a post w/o insulin spike and I even consumed dextrose (in the form of pixie sticks and smarties ) and protein during my workout. Why did I do this? Basically, just for shits and giggles. I purchased a small bag of pixie sticks and a small bag of smarties this morning to have in stock for my carb ups when I start my mini cut (starts this sunday). So I just decided to have fun and do the old insulin spike. Since I don't have the supplemental form of dextrose around, becuase I never use the post w/o spike, I used smarties and pixie sticks wich are pure dextrose just with artificial flavoring anyway.

5g creatine

m1
1 ground turkey burger
4 egg whites
1 grapefruit
1/4c shredded mozzarella

m2 (pre-w/o)
1 can of chunklight tuna
1 whole egg
1 egg white
1/3c oatmeal

Half way through w/o
7 pixie sticks (it sounds like a lot but that is really one serving.
60cals/15g sugar)
1/2 scoop of optimum whey

m3 (post w/O)
2 scoops optimum whey
4 packs of smarties

m4
6 oz chicken breast
4 egg whites
3 oz sweetpotato
2 tsp flax

m5
1 can albacore tuna
2 tsp flax
1 apple
1 small bag of almond w/ raisens
1 small bag of honey toasted cashews

m6
1.75c cottage cheese
3-4 strawberries

totals (not counting fiber)
2855cals (and still HUNGRY!!!!!!!!??????? )
288 protein
183.5 carbs
94.5 fat

40%P, 30%C, 30%F



Posted by: P-funk

4/18 delts/traps/abs

seated dumbell raises
60x12
70x4+1 forced rep
70x4+1 forced rep
75x3

Neutral grip front raises
27.5x10
30x6

seated straight arm side lateral raises
25x7+1 forced rep
20x9
20x8
20x8

Super set
A. Behind the back single arm side cable raises
B. High cable rear dets
1a. 20x10
1b. 30x18
2a. 30x10
2b. 60x5
3a. 40x5
3b. 40x11

Cable upright rows (rowing until bar is over forehead)
80x13
80x10
90x7

Dumbell shrugs
90x18
100x15
100x13

Abs giantset (3 sets)

a. crunches
b. crunches with feet in air
c. knee ups
d. swiss ball crunches



Posted by: P-funk

4/18 food from yesterday

Okay, I am not going to bother listing my first five meals of the day becuase they are exactley like all the other meals listed in my journal. However, I will jump straight to my last meal(s) of the day.

I think that my refeed last sunday was a failure becuase I wasn;t able to get all the calories I needed in due to the fact that my stomach was messed up becuase I got food posioning the night before. So since I start my mini cut this sunday (more on that later) I decided I need to properly refeed (read into that I cheated becuase I am bulking) becuase my hunger is off the charts and I am consuming over maintenace calories.


So I did it last night: I WAS FINALLY ABLE TO GET FULL!!!!!! (kind of). Here is what I ate:

first I went to a resturaunt and ate a huge blue cheese burger with fries. The freind I was with couldn't even finish his plate and I killed mine in about 10-15min. Then I was still hungry??? So I ate a whole pint of ben & jerry's phish food frozen yogurt. (that should do it right?) Nope!!!!!! still hungry. Then I ate about 1.5c cottage cheese with 4 strawberries........then I was full!!!!!! But about 1hr later I was still hungry. so what did I do? I went to bed hungry ........grrrrr.....need more food.


OKay that is it....I'll be back later after mt w/o to post it and my meals for today as well as give my body report and talk about what I am going to do on my refeed and my final thoughts about the effectiveness of this past three week mini bulk....(im sure you all are so interested )



Posted by: P-funk

I almost forgot. As I was sitting in the resturaunt with my freind, waiting for our burgers I was so hungry I actually left the resturaunt and went to the corner store to buy a power bar. (does anyone else ever experience this kind of hunger? especially when bulking? when cutting it is expected.)



Posted by: P-funk

4/19 Arms

This time, instead of doing bi's first and then tri's I decided to do an exercise for bi's (verying number of sets) and then going to an exercise for tri's (verying numer of sets)

Standing dumbell curls
45x7
45x4
drop set
40x8, 30x15

Dips
bw+45x16
bw+65x10
bw+80x6
drop set
bw+90x6, bw x 9

Standing preacher curls (cambered bar)
80x10
80x8
80x4

Smith machine decline close grip bench press
(weight does not include bar)
140x10
150x7
160x5

Reverse grip standing preacher curl (cambered bar)
60x9
60x6

Reverse Grip tricep push down (i gues with a reverse grip it isnt a push down.......RG tri extension maybe? )
70x10
70x8
60x12

Superset (burn out)
A. cambered bar curls lying face down over incline bench
B. overhead dumbell extension

1a. 50x15
1b. 50x20



Posted by: P-funk

I am not going to list my meals today because they are just like the other ones perviously listed (eggs, chicken, whey, cottage cheese, sweetpotato, oatmeal, etc..).

Tomorrow I start my mini cut, about 3 weeks long. Right now my cals are in the high 2300 and somedays a bit over 24000. So I am going to start my cut by droping them just a tad, down to about the high 2100, lw 2200 and maybe 2000 on non training days. My only carbs are going to come in my first meal (1/3c oatmeal), 1.5-2hrs pre-w/o (2-3ox sweetpotato) and post w/o (1/3c oats). On non training days the carbs will be in my first meal and one other meal after that during the day. Obviously I am not refering to fiber here, which I consume a lot of when cutting however don't count.

Body analysis. I have gained some good size so far and now I want to see how much is water and how much is actually real gains. The scale at the gym is broken so I have no way of knowing what my weight is. I did weigh myself earlier in the week at another gym and I was 158lbs. If I had to guess I would say I am pushing 160lbs, maybe even over it by now. I will discontinue creatine for my cut so that i can drop water and see what I have left. My vascularity has actually gotten even better during this bulk, which is cool. I don't think I gained that much fat because my waist line really has not changed (my pants are still huge on me ). So I want to see if I gained any muscle.

My thoughts on this bulk cycle. For those of you that don't know (I don't think I said this in the begining) I was using the beverly nutrition macro ratio for bulking (50%p, 20%c, 30%f). I think it is okay but I don't feel that there is enough carbs to make the protein anabolic. Also the carbs are to low for me on a bulk and didn't provide me with enough energy/strength for my workouts. My usual bulking ratio is 30%p, 50%c, 20%f. This is the ratio I will use in three weeks, after my mini cut, on my next mini bulk. Then I will compare the two and see which one is more effective.

I am scared about this cut becuase if I am hungry at 2400+cals I am going to freak when I drop them. I hope I don't have to go below 1900-2000 cals for this cut or I am going to be hurtin' .



Posted by: P-funk

4/20 (non-training day)

First day of cutting........this sucks, I am hungry as hell

m1
1 scoop egg protein
1 whole egg
1 egg white
1/2c oatmeal

m2
6oz chicken breast
1 2/3 tbsp. newmans oil and vinegar
1 whole egg
romaine lettuce

m3
1 can albacore tuna
1 whole egg
1 tbsp. flax
steamed broccoli

m4
6oz chicken breast
1 whole egg
3 egg whites
5oz sweetpotato
2 tbsp. sour cream

m5
1.75c cottage cheese
4 strawberries

totals (not counting fiber)
2001 cals
226.5g protein
66.5g carbs
72g fat

(can't wait till this three week mini cut is over so that I can go back to eating normal cals )



Posted by: Jodi

Quote:
can't wait till this three week mini cut is over so that I can go back to eating normal cals
You just started today your in trouble.



Posted by: P-funk

Quote:
You just started today your in trouble.

I know, thanks .....My hunger is off the hook but mentally I am prepared. I waited until about 10 min. before my second meal, a time when I am most hungriest, and went to the store and stood in front of all the oatmeal raisen cookies with $10 in my pocket (ready to make a purchase). I stood there for about 5 min., until i just couldn't handle it anymore and then I just left with out buying anything. That is when I know I am ready to cut, when metally I can handle my hunger in front of a possible cheat.......I love putting myself through pain



Posted by: Jodi

Well good for you I'm glad somebody's got some will power around here.



Posted by: Jodi

So what no update today - those oatmeal cookies didn't get you did they?



Posted by: P-funk

Okay, sorry for the delayed update....I just started working at a new place so I have been really busy. Plus the commute kind of sucks (due to the late night NY subway ride I have to take there it can be anywhere from 1hr-1hr and 30min. So I have been waking ujp at 3am to get ready to leave by 3.45 to get to work at 5.30am ).

4/21

Oatmeal cookies didn't get me yet . I can't remember my exact meals but I had 2100kcals with about 66g carbs and protein somewher in the mid 200g's, the rest being fat.....no cheating over here .

4/21 chest/abs

I am going light this week to give myself a break and as a way to get into my cutting.

Incline dumbell press
70x16
70x12
65x11

low cabke crossover
50x15
40x15
40x15

dumbell flyes (flat bench) dropsets
40x16, 30x8
40x12, 20x8
30x17, 20x8

Superset
A. hammer strength chest press (weight given represents the amt. of weight on each sid of the machine)
B. high cable cross over
1a. 70x12
1b. 50x12
2a. 55x11
2b. 40x17
3a. 45x12
3b. 40x16

peck deck
90x25
105x17



Posted by: P-funk

4/22 meals

m1
1 ground turkey birger
1 scoop egg protein
1/3c oatmeal

m2
1 can albacore tuna
1 tbs olive oil
1 whole egg
steamed broccoli

m3
same as meal 2

m4
6oz chicken breast
3oz sweetpotato
2 TSP flax
3 eggwhites

m5 (post w/o)
2 scoops optimum whey
1/3c oatmeal

m6
1.5c cottage cheese
3 strawberries

totals (not counting fiber)
2133 cals
267.5 protein
56 carbs
82 fat

50%p, 15%c, 35%f

I'll update my workout tomorrow since I have to go to the gym and then go right to bed to wake up at 3am again


Still hate cutting......I'M HUNGRY



Posted by: Jodi

Quote:
I'll update my workout tomorrow since I have to go to the gym and then go right to bed to wake up at 3am again
I know the feeling. I have to be at work for 4 am so I get up at 2:30 AM every morning. And look its 9:45 PM and I'm still up



Posted by: P-funk

Quote:
I know the feeling. I have to be at work for 4 am so I get up at 2:30 AM every morning. And look its 9:45 PM and I'm still up
God, that is the worst. It is so hard to fall asleep early enough to get 8-9hrs. And it is even harder to flip your days around so that you can go to bed and wake up at that hour. Especially since my days are so inconsistent. # days a week I have to be in at 5.30am (which means i get up at 3am) and then the other days are like afternoon shifts. I have been up since 3am today. Last night I tried to go to bed at 5pm. I laid there for so long. I didn't get to sleep until about 10.45pm. I feel so damn catabolic. I am about to take a nap since my day is done .


4/23 food (non-training day)

m1
1 scoop egg protein
1 whole egg
3 egg whites
1/3c oatmeal
1tsp nattty pb

m2
1 can albacore tuna
2 tsp flax
1 hard boiled egg
steamed broccoli

m3
same as meal 2

m4
1 can chunk light tuna
1 whole egg
2 egg whites
3oz sweetpotato
1tbsp sourcream

m5
6oz chicken breast
1 whole egg
1 2/3tbsp newmans oil and vinegar
romaine lettuce salad

m6
1.5c cottage cheese
3 strawberries

totals(not counting fiber)
2065.5 cals
260 protein
50 carbs
88 fat

50%p, 10%c, 40%f



Posted by: Jodi

Quote:
God, that is the worst. It is so hard to fall asleep early enough to get 8-9hrs. And it is even harder to flip your days around so that you can go to bed and wake up at that hour. Especially since my days are so inconsistent. # days a week I have to be in at 5.30am (which means i get up at 3am) and then the other days are like afternoon shifts. I have been up since 3am today. Last night I tried to go to bed at 5pm. I laid there for so long. I didn't get to sleep until about 10.45pm. I feel so damn catabolic. I am about to take a nap since my day is done .
My day is done too and I've been up since 2:30 AM. I'm actually heading to the gym now. I guess I'm lucky because I only need 5 hours sleep and I'm good so going to bed around 9PM works fine for me. I was on 3rd shift and I couldn't handle that so I'm glad I have these hours they are soooo much better. I don't think I could handle the swing shift that you have.

I've come to like these hours actually. Leave work at 12:30 and I have the entire afternoon to do what I want. It will be great for the summer because I live only 35mins from the beach



Posted by: P-funk

damn, 35 min. from the beach, that is sweet.

yeah my shifts suck. Having the afternoons off is okay but I am to tired to do anything. Plus i usually hang around at work for a couple os hours once my shift is over so i really don;t have much time off at all.



Posted by: P-funk

4/22 back;calves (light day)

almost fror got to list my w/o

spider rows (reverse grip)
70x18
80x13
85x13
70x12

superset
A. close grip pull ups
B. smith machine barbell rows (weight listed does not include the
bar)
1a. bw x 9
1b. 90 x 10
2a. bw x 7
2b. 70x13
3a. bw x 6
3b. 50x14

superset
A. wide neutral grip seated cable rows
B. behind neck wide grip pull downs
1a. 100x15
1b. 70x12
2a. 100x15
2b. 60x12
3a. 100x 16
3b. 60x12

straight arm cable pressdowns
60x15
60x12

lower back/core

3 sets prone cobra on swiss ball

seated calve raises (weight listed is the number of 45plates I had on)
3 plates x 10
2 plates x 23
2 plates x 19
2 plates x 17



Posted by: Jodi

Quote:
spider rows (reverse grip)
Whats that?

I hope you work into that swing shift better than I did. I won't lie its hard thats why I'm working at 4 AM now, I couldn't handle it mentally or physically.

I live in the best area, really. 35-45 mins from the ocean/beach (depends where you want to go. 35 mins. from Boston, 90 mins from the mountains. Its really beautiful here. Hey didn't you go to school in Boston?



Posted by: P-funk

Quote:
Whats that?
They are kind of like t-bar rows, except instead of standing and supporting yourself you stand but your chest is supported by a small bench and your arms hang down and you row up towards you (*like t-bar or barbell rows). I don;t really like the exercise all to much so that is why I do it sometimes. I figure that if I don't like an exercise there must be some reason why (usually becuase it is hard to do or it hits the muscle in a strange way) so I better just do everything.

Quote:
I hope you work into that swing shift better than I did. I won't lie its hard thats why I'm working at 4 AM now, I couldn't handle it mentally or physically.
Yeah, I haven't adjusted at all . Tomorrow I have to be up at 3am again but today I didn't have to be up until 8am so it messed up my sleep pretty bd. I need to get to bed soon but i am not tired. Ah well, I'll probably be fired in a couple of weeks anyway.......and this is only my first week at this place



Quote:
I live in the best area, really. 35-45 mins from the ocean/beach (depends where you want to go. 35 mins. from Boston, 90 mins from the mountains. Its really beautiful here. Hey didn't you go to school in Boston?
Damn, sounds like you are in a prime location.

I did go to school in boston but I hated boston while I was living there. The people are to snotty and stuck up and the clubs are boring and the all close at 2am.....how lame. But looking back on it now I guess it isn't all that bad. Plus some of my favorite resturaunts are up there, in china town (pennang and pho pastuer).

Where you live sounds really nice though, outside of the city. I'd like to live up there too, it is really pretty, especially out in western Mass. and up through vermont and maine. Maybe, after I get fired from this job I'll just move up to maine and live out my dream (to be a complete hermit ala henery david thoreau, live off the land and fish and just chill out and read.......ahhh the life )



Posted by: P-funk

4/24 legs (light week still)

Okay, first off, doing legs light is a pain in the rear end. I can barely walk right now.

hack squats (the number of plates refers to how many 45lb plates were on each side of the hack sled. ie 2plates=2 plates on each side aka 4 total plates)

2 plates x 16
2 plates x 16
1 plate and one 25 lb. plate x 22
1 plate and one 25 lb. plate x 27
1 plate x 20 (feet together for this set)

leg. ext.
70x15
70x19
70x16
70x16

(lactic acid........... )

dumbell still leg deadlift (this was rough becuase after so many reps with my quads I had a hard time stabalizing at the knee, everytime I bent down my knees would cave in a bit)

50x15
35x12
35x10

seated leg curl

70x16
70x14
70x12

(ugh, i hate doing light weeks, can't waite until this one is over )

that's it, short and sweet

meals

m1
1 ground turkey burger
7 eggwhites
1 grapefruit
omlet veggies (no cheese ....grrr......I hate cutting, damn portion control )

m2
1 can albacore tuna (6oz)
1 egg white
1 tbsp flax
1 tbsp cider vinegar
streamed broccoli

m3
6oz chicken breast
1 hard boiled egg
1 2/3 tbsp newmans oil and vinegar
romaine lettuce salad

m4 (post w/o)
2 scoops optimum whey
1/2c oatmeal

m5
1 can chink light tuna
1 whole egg
4 eggwhites
1tsp flax
steamed veggies

m6
1.5c cottage cheese

totals (w/out fiber)
2052 cals
275.5g protein
45g carbs
83g fat

50%p, 10%c, 40%f

i hate cutting..........just gotta make it to sunday the CARB UP!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn, I can't waite to eat some pasta



Posted by: Jodi

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Damn, sounds like you are in a prime location.

I did go to school in boston but I hated boston while I was living there. The people are to snotty and stuck up and the clubs are boring and the all close at 2am.....how lame. But looking back on it now I guess it isn't all that bad. Plus some of my favorite resturaunts are up there, in china town (pennang and pho pastuer).

Where you live sounds really nice though, outside of the city. I'd like to live up there too, it is really pretty, especially out in western Mass. and up through vermont and maine. Maybe, after I get fired from this job I'll just move up to maine and live out my dream (to be a complete hermit ala henery david thoreau, live off the land and fish and just chill out and read.......ahhh the life )
I love going to the Martini Bars in Boston I'm not stuck up though but then again I live in NH. I don't know maybe I am stuck up and snotty You think 2 AM is bad its 1:30 in NH

I like NH the best out of all the NE states. I complain about the cold here all the time but its a nice place to live - where's that global warming anyway j/k.

Why do you anticipate that you are going to be fired already



Posted by: P-funk

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Why do you anticipate that you are going to be fired already
Well, I am a personal trainer. Now training people has never been my problem but I suck at the business aspect of it.....I don't sell myself well. This gym is really really upscale and has high paying clientel, it kind of reminds me of a country club. On floor hours they want me to walk around and offer my assistance to people, try and offer them a free personal training session and try and sell them a 12, 24 or 48 week training package (which is not a small amount of change). This is a difficult task for me since I am a pretty shy guy and I also lack a lot of self esteem and confidence (doing this is just as hard as trying to pick up women at bars.....another tuff task for someone that lacks interpersonal skills like myself). Also, I have a real problem asking people for money, I hate it, I refuse to even ask my parents for money, even when I am really down and out. I would rather just offer my services for free becuase then there is less pressure on me. This gym is pretty demanding as far as how many clients you can "rope in" and they will let people go if you don't reach the numbers that they want. My manager keeps telling me "I don't care how smart you are. You can have all the knowledge in the world but if you don't have the interpesonal skills to sell yourself then you are going to be the worlds best kept secret all your life." WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT??? I wouldn't mind that at all. Then I don't have to be bothered with anything, (I am pretty anti-social if you can't tell all ready.....I mean seriously it is 10:15 on a friday night as I post this. I don't do anything but read, workout and eat on the weekends.). So I'll probably be canned soon on becuase I can't sell myself, I am to shy to walk up to people out of the blue. I'm not mean or anything but chances are if you don't walk up to me and say something first then good luck waiting for me to come and talk to you. Grrrrrr......I suck........now i am depressed, my life sucks, for some reason i am always falling short somewhere. Things just never seem to work out for me.....Ah fuck.

Okay, enou