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You both are such sweet people and make an amazing couple!! Have fun sweetie!
Thanks for all of your sweet words
We're having a really good time
We've been eating crappy and it's been taking its toll on me, I don't handle cheating too well. So, instead of feeling crappy about myself and letting steam out on Justin, I'm cleaning up my diet today and will continue my healthy eating
I'm bloated and not looking as good as when Justin arrived, but I'll get there again 
No fun, but we'll do some time managing and make it happen 

Hope your creating some special memories. Take care.
And getting my body in super shape for the summer 
I'm wearing a baby tee that says "cranky" today, I'll let it speak for itself
I know, we only have about 8 weeks apart or something, it will pass quickly. That's what I keep trying to tell myself 
But thats great you only have 8weeks to go!!!!!
I'll sneak in some kind of workout though.. The meeting is actually pretty nice since it's a Reebok sponsor night where we can buy cheap items from next seasons collection 
I feel okay, cause I know that what we have is amazing and very special and I'll get to see him soon again
you two are the cutest lovebirds!!!


We really are amazing together 
Sooooo much.. I need those arms around me, falling asleep on your chest and just feeling so good that only your presence can make me..


I'm not very adventurous here either these days, I stick to my journal, Justins journal and PMs most of the time.
I'm so glad you've found your own little treasure, I know you deserve it more than most. You are a very sweet man and I hope it all works out for you and Kelly

We really have to try to meet next year if I get my exchange year. Justin and I might come down to Florida for one of our breaks since his Grandmother lives there too 

My friends were making chocolate muffins and I helped them mix all the stuff together and bake them, but I didn't eat a single crumble or lick any spoon
I had some plain black coffee
It wasn't even hard either, I don't want that food
You're amazing!
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Originally posted by Jenny Hey David! ![]() I'm so glad to see you here. I'm not very adventurous here either these days, I stick to my journal, Justins journal and PMs most of the time. Remember how we used to go into every other thread etc... or at least, I did Thanks for all of your sweet words I'm so glad you've found your own little treasure, I know you deserve it more than most. You are a very sweet man and I hope it all works out for you and Kelly Thank you sweetie! I hope it works out and if it doesn't, it'll be back to the drawing board, right? But again, thank you for all the wonderful compliments! Justin and I are doing great. I still have some issues to work with, but he's by my side all the time and our communication is amazing. We've got such a strong foundation, something I know being away from each other has helped us built. Our love overwhelmes me sometimes, I've never experienced anything like it ![]() I am TRULY amazed on how you two keep it together being so far apart! I'd go nuts! I do recall of a someone I once loved and she was so far away that I would've sacrificed most everything that I had and this gorgeous weather to be with her. But life takes a turn as usual I need to visit you more often David, I'll try to I would love for you to but I am a little whacky and out there with my life but to me that is ME and that is Livin' for happiness. That is what my journal is for. Rememberances, reminders, logging in diet and workouts at random times etc. Alot of people couldn' t imagine this and the things that I "PULL" but that is me and that is my personality. Full of laughter, smiles, sarcastic remarks, comedy, practical jokes and yes, women. We really have to try to meet next year if I get my exchange year. Justin and I might come down to Florida for one of our breaks since his Grandmother lives there too ![]() That, I can only say is way TOO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope that we do!!!!! Take care, enjoy everyday and treasure all the beautiful things that life brings you ![]() Thank you so much and I will keep in touch! I promise!! ![]() ~ Jen |
It was so much fun
They have, no weights and only some cardio. I'm going through some major soul searching right now and finding a lot of answers and just feeling more and more at peace with each day passing, even though some things are down right chaotic in my head sometimes
Justin and I are growing together in so many ways that I know many couples never do.. It's amazing
I'm so happy, my life is filled with beautiful things 
I saw great progress from it last time I tried it and I will cycle it with my 4 day split routine to mix things up. One month or two months at each, not sure yet.
I hope you who are reading this are having a good day


I love you too
And we're growing so much that we might have to buy bigger clothes soon
No, not that way for me, I'll let your body be the only bod growing
wanted to stop in a say hello.

and it's not just because of Justin, it's things falling into place for me in life and me realising what life really is about.. It's amazing and I just feel so powerful and strong 
I'm so glad you're smiling too! I bet we'd be two grinning fools skipping on the streets holding hands if we lived in the same town
Haha, that'd be funny
My physique had a little step back when Justin was here, but I'm having a whole new relation to food and I'm just not obsessive with it anymore.. When I'm on my plan that is, I had a bit of troubles when I was off it, I can't master that yet
I don't have any problems sticking to the plan, it's a relief actually. My body is far from my goal, but I'm really enjoying the journey to reach that goal 
I was craving fruits, like oranges, and ate. Funny thing is I ate like 4 and felt like I was coming down with a major cold. This morning I woke up feeling 100% again
My body is looking tight and I'm feeling good
The amount of cardio I'm doing is really helping me
I don't think I'm losing much muscle on it, but the amounts that I do lose I can live without. This is all for me feeling good about myself, and I don't need super much muscle to do that. I'm not competing, I'm just being the best me that I can be in my own eyes 
7 min moderate
Thanks
I've been dealing with a lot of emotions the last couple of days, with Justin and I dealing with decisions for our future.. I'm feeling really good though, life really is a wonderful thing and we're only setting our own boundaries, there really aren't any. It's hard to step out of the box sometimes, but when you do it it's really worth it
I love you're new sig, it's really really inspiring
Good to see you here sweetie, I've missed you
Didn't have much sauce 


*phew*

My workout today nearly killed me as well, I was so friggin beat
But they're lots of fun! Did your coordination measure up?
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Originally posted by Jenny I've seen such great results with medium carb and high amount of cardio before, so I'm thinking I should try that.. But maybe not, it might not help me get better results.. What do you all think? I could use some advice
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) Ive already seen the scale go down, and dont feel deprived, or cravings to cheat. Do what your body is telling you...
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Originally posted by Jenny Did your coordination measure up?
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No.....
I did ok though
I'm not going to do it just like you maybe, since you have a lot of other things to fight (which you are doing so well in, I'm so proud of you
). But I'm going to step in that direction, at least I'm going to try it for a while and see how it feels. 
I need to try to find someone to teach my spinning tonight, wouldn't be very wise of me to teach it


Looking forward to being there close to you and having that honey!
Thanks!! I'm not teaching spinning tonight, I managed to get out of it
I've been helping other instructors out so much that I deserved that
I'm home from school now and it feels like I could sleep for a decade.. But I'm still happy for some weird reason 


We really need to meet soon, I agree! Maybe we can figure something out if I get my exchange year 


I'll go look at your website
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Originally posted by Jenny Hey Dave ![]() Thanks for visiting me again I'll go look at your website
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*except for your old netry of signing my guestbook!

)

Thanks all
We had a nice birthday dinner for my sister today. I had some birthday cake
It was the first day of my period too, so I needed some chocolate cake
), so it's 60 days
Whew, you had me worried there for a while 
So we can eat the extra chocolate
It's actually true, the process cost a lot of cals
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Originally posted by Jenny Thanks Stace. Our bodies burn around 350 cals more around period times, did you know that? So we can eat the extra chocolate It's actually true, the process cost a lot of cals
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I AM ACCEPTED FOR MY EXCHANGE YEAR !!
I'm going to America
I cant hardly wait 
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Originally posted by Jenny I have GREAT NEWS!! ![]() I just got an email from a lady at the International office at ny university I AM ACCEPTED FOR MY EXCHANGE YEAR !! I'm going to America
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The exchange year gives me a FREE year at James Madison University in Virginia!
Since school is free in Sweden and I'm an exchange student, I just have to pay for living arrangements
Thanks for your congratulations

It's friggin amazing
I wanna leave now! Hopefully the visa thing will run smoothly as well.
Thank's for the directions
Justin and I will definately come visit you
You get to go to school for free? Thats great, school here is 4-5 thousand dollars a year. Take care hun, glad you are starting to feel better!

I am all PMSy right now, but I do feel like everything is falling into place. My cold is almost gone, but I gained some weight this week, I can feel it.. Blech..
I know it's sooo expensive there, the university I'm going to in Virginia would be $12 000 if I didn't get the exchange year
I'm lucky
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Originally posted by Jenny I have GREAT NEWS!! ![]() I just got an email from a lady at the International office at my university I AM ACCEPTED FOR MY EXCHANGE YEAR !! I'm going to America
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I know, it's so friggin amazing

Oooh, is that salmon? 



Jenny still does
Juuuuuuuuuustin, get your butt over here 
It didn't turn into a binge though, which I'm really proud of 

I've been doing this "eating healthy without a plan" thing for a little over a week and it's not always working
Tonight I'm eating chocolate easter eggs
So, here it goes :
Dr Phils books are really helping me, I think I may be his biggest fan 
But I don't want to be all wrinkly and nasty 
Tomorrow it's time to keep working bathing suit season 
You know it's spring when you've got new shoes
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Originally posted by Jenny One thing I've felt helping is doing relaxation exercises when I'm feeling stressed out and want to turn to food. To take a deep breath and ask myself "Hey Jen, what are you doing now? Why?". I'm going to keep working on that Dr Phils books are really helping me, I think I may be his biggest fan
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you deserve them with all the hard work you have been doing! Keep it up hun, your so driven and dedicated!!
You are so supportive all the time and I don't know how you do it
You're a great inspiration to me and I need to post in your journal more often. I really hope you can beat that candida thing!


He really is a great teacher of life
I've learned so much from him and I have a lot more tools that I can use in life when I need it 

That's what I call this
This is not about willpower, it's not about restriction, it is about living life like I want to live it. There are 53 days left of this online competition. I don't see it as a real competition, but it's a good time line for me to do this. I have decided to take these 53 days and make the very best of them. There will be no cheats, not because I don't think I'd earn them. A cheat once every other week wouldn't hurt me bodywise, but it hurts my mind and spirit. I don't need cheats, I really don't and it is a relief to know that I wont cheat for 53 days. I have a plan and it is not just about what to eat and how to work out, in fact that's a very little part of it. In my plan I've outlined what usually brings me down, what makes me eat bad and sometimes binge. After that I've written things I can do when this happens, behavioural changes 
These treats won't have anything to do with food, it's things that I like to do. Taking care of myself and doing things that I enjoy, maybe getting a massage or a haircut.
Oooh, whats your first treat going to be? 
. I am going to have to check out Dr Phil's book, I love his show when Im working from home!
I don't know what my first treat will be... Maybe massage or new shoes since I didn't buy any today.. 
Why settle when I can improve?
Yeah, his books rock, he is a smart guy

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Originally posted by Jenny Hey Stace! ![]() Haha, another thing we have in common, we're Dr Phil geeks He really is a great teacher of life I've learned so much from him and I have a lot more tools that I can use in life when I need it ![]() Hey, maybe Justin and I will go for a Texan trip this coming year when I'm in the states! He has some family there and we could swing by Houston, that would be so much fun! ![]() Have a wonderful Easter weekend sweetie
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you will undoubtfully reach all your goals and beyond!
There are a lot of things happening to me inside right now
I just need to remember to eat today 
)
I went to a party and had a wonderful time
My friends were having pizza, I was watching them and talking and laughing. They started drinking, I had a diet coke. We played a drinking game, they had booze and I had water and a protein shake
Haha, well I did really well and it wasn't hard at all. The only thing that was hard was them saying I was boring cause I didn't drink, and I swear the guys did everything to try to get me to drink
I didn't though, cause I just didn't want to
I'm glad you had a fun time out... and regardless of what they said, I know for a fact you're not boring
It really was a big deal to me, cause I've never been that relaxed at a party. The food didn't have any power over me what so ever. It was a really empowering feeling and it just proved that I can do this
I have another party tonight and I'm going to use the same strategies. They're having dinner there, but I've decided to eat with my family and show up an hour later. It will help me eat healthy and I value the time with my family so much, especially now when I know I'll be gone for a year.
Yesterday I had a bit of struggles with some things from my past, but I've made peace with it and feel all good again.
I'm still the same Jen
Just a more happy Jen
I'm feeling very spiritual these days, but in my own sort of way, not in a religion based way.
I had a downfall emotionally yesterday and was a bit cold towards Justin in the beginning of the day and the day before that. It just all seemed too good to be true and I started questioning things, it just couldn't be that good!! But it is
I'm learning to allow myself to be happy, which is a bit difficult sometimes, cause I've never really allowed myself before. But I'm getting closer each day and I just feel like the whole world is open for me to enjoy. And it is, it really is 


I ammm so jealous! your willpower, postiveness and being soo assertive with everything is SO admirable!!! could you brush some of that off on me please!
Trust me
Right now I feel fat and flabby and I have to work really hard to not let it get me down 


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