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Breaking this 6-hour habit and I am going to focus on 7-8 hours every night.
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Originally Posted by JerseyDevil
^^^What he said. I'm starting to think you just crave the attention.
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Originally Posted by MonStar
The reason that I start a new journal after I binge is because for whatever reason that's almost my excuse or way of telling myself "it's okay to binge." I go into this whole mindset "well starting tomorrow I am going to be strict so I better enjoy this last night." Really immature way of thinking, I know.
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Originally Posted by MonStar
The reason that I start a new journal after I binge is because for whatever reason that's almost my excuse or way of telling myself "it's okay to binge." I go into this whole mindset "well starting tomorrow I am going to be strict so I better enjoy this last night." Really immature way of thinking, I know.
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). With this statement you are conceding to the problem, and that is a great start. 
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Originally Posted by simbh
When you want to fall asleep , try sticking in one position and just close your eyes. This usually works for me when I have trouble falling asleep. When I cant sleep , I have a tendency to move around a lot , and that doesnt help at all.
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Originally Posted by MonStar
Tuesday; 12-14-2004
[list]Training: Flat DB Presses 4 sets of 6 with the 120's Incline BB Presses 2 sets of 8 with 205 2 sets of 3 with 245 Nautilus Pec-Deck Flyes 2 sets of 12 with 180 Decline DB Flyes 2 sets of 10 with the 50's |
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Originally Posted by MonStar
Come to find out the girl is compulsively lying to me, just a shame I wasted my time.
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But definitely hang in there with your workouts. It does pay off in the end.



How have you been? Journal is looking good!!

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Originally Posted by MonStar
Seated DB Presses 3 sets of 6 with the 75's 2 sets of 4 with the 95's |

| After my 4th meal today I pigged out like crazy on tons of cookies, choclates, donuts, cake, pie, a double bacon cheeseburger, fries, soda, and just stuffed myself the rest of the night. I felt like sh*t afterwards, of course |
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Originally Posted by MonStar
I'm Trying: Thanks for stopping by man, I binged last night like crazy! But I am still going to stick it out with this journal, that's for sure. I really want to hang in there with this one no matter what. I am trying to stop pigging out and then feeling like I am going to vommit afterwards. That's such a bad habit, I guess being a binge eater for so long. I always have that urge to eat and eat and eat until I feel sick to my stomach.
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Originally Posted by BigDyl
what is sodium unsnic, and where can i get it?
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Originally Posted by MonStar
DD: Thanks bud, appreciate the feedback. I am trying to keep things pretty frequent, especially after my binge yesterday. By the way, I bumped up my dosage of sodium usinate from 200mg 2x per day to 300mg 2x per day. I am going to keep this dosage for a few days and see if I can tolerate the sides. I am also taking milk thistle, by the way, for liver support.
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Woke up for absolutely no reason at all.
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Originally Posted by PreMier
Mudge, do you use cytomel?
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Originally Posted by MonStar
I am not even going to bother posting my meals anymore. This is just ridiculous.[/list]
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Just my thoughts.

then I might not think of it so much when I bitched about my bodyfat, that they its my own doing coupled with my metabolism being what it is (I have a deskjob too).

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Originally Posted by MonStar
soxmuscle: I'll tell you, man, that negative motivation or whatever it's called really works for me. I am sitting here thinking "he's f*cking right, my diet has been nothing but total sh*t lately, what the f*ck is my problem, I need to get my sh*t together."
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Originally Posted by soxmuscle
I love it more when I come to IM and I have guys as big as Mudge and Duncan and thinking how big of a pussy I am.
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I have guys tell me the same thing sometimes but I dont consider myself that big. Compared to the average guy sure, but you know we look at things in a distorted way when we think 21 inch arms and 600 pound benches are "not bad." But I want to be healthy too, so there is not much further I will probably go.


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Originally Posted by MonStar
BTW, I attached a pic so now you can kind of put a face with the name.
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