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I will go to bed soon. Just updating you on my next little adventure with my body> LMFAO sounds kinda kinky eh? WELL IT"S NOT> THIS IS SERIOUS> I WANT TO WIN THE MUSCLEMANIA LIGHTEWEIGHT DIVISION
And if I don't get some f****'n sleep soon I will have gone completely mental. OK< well more mental.
Goodnight kids!
You're nuts, lol!!!
...I had a wendy's burger...OMG, I haven't had fast food in forever, and an ice cream thingy from there...I also got a baked potato, but I couldn't eat it....I felt like a kid eating my ice cream though 
....keep that up CLP, and you'll kick ass at MM!
I'm definitely going to be much more disciplined this time around with my binging at least. I find if I don't try to cut back on drinking I don't stress and binge on junk food or just overeat in general. Beer does my body good. If I can have my beer I can stay on track.


Yeah!!! I told him I'm leaving all the training in his hands so I can concentrate on the nutrition end of things. I'm soooooo excited about this. I want to go in the Musclemania at a super solid, super ripped 115lb. I'd rather stay a little smaller for the summer too. Got some hotties to work on!
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Originally posted by CLPgold Got the pics back!!! I really like most of them. Except my face looks weird in some. Like my nose looks huge and my face is pale. Oh well. Considering I had a makeshift studio again with the eldest daughter doing the shoot LOL, they're pretty good I'm gonna post up a mini pic gallery in the pic gallery area ![]() |
....can't w8!


I just avoid that one ). Anyways, I hope SH#1 is doing well. I've been kind of worrying about him. I worried about him on the way home last night too. Hoping he wasn't driving too fast or being silly about anything.
But it was good healthy nutritious food.
hehe
I think I'm done for the day. I feel HUGE
The kids helped

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Originally posted by CLPgold Oh gosh my stomach looks like I'm 5months preggo right now. I'm trying with all my might to suck in and it hurts. |
....I don't know what this feels like....at all....really, I don't!
NOT FAIR
prime rib sauteed in 1tbsp.clarified butter, 1cp.mushrooms, 5cloves garlic, 1/4tsp.sea salt, 1/2tsp.Montreal Steak Spice
Going to check out the other gym tomorrow. Yeah baby!!! Let's see what eye candy is in there for CLP!
Yeah!
Whatcha resting up for?
j/k
) I am still head over heels for him. He kept walking by me today (more than usual, like right by me and it's a huge gym), but I just completley ignored him too. If he wants me again he's gonna have to be a little more aggressive, I don't want to make any assumptions and mess it up. I'm worried though cuz I know I could get way too attached to that boy. I already kinda am and I hardly know him.
I'm just a mess over the whole situation. So it's time for a new infatuation.
Plus I'll meet more people hehe. I love meeting people, especially hot guyz.
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Originally posted by lina Hehe, I heard that most cyclists are gay...just hearsay I guess. But then if you think about it, they spend an awful lot of time on that seat and that can cause damage to that area, plus the tight pants, LOL! CLP hi!
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I'm working on a 950ml can right now though so hopefully I can pace myself. I already finished half of one that was left from last night.


I still don't feel so hot or at my peak. Gonna need to keep this up all the time. I figure in another week or so all this good sleep will finally kick in.
. My flu or whatever bug I've got is almost gone. I'm pretty tired still.
I feel good today. Still a little tired, but getting better!

Oh well. Tonight I'll try again.
about the lunges.
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Originally posted by CLPgold At first it was kinda funny, that's worn off now. I'm laughing about it no longer. |
I'll be back down to 120-124lb by next Friday. Then maintain that til Musclemania. Just need some self control around those protein bars. I can avoid all junk foods now, it's just those. Oh yeah, and my parents are officially here as of 10:00am tomorrow. We're going shopping, then taking the kids bowling - there's a DQ in the bowling alley, then were headed out to the Chinese buffet.....

Your crazy girl!


That's a lot of food! I guess I can live vicariously through your journal *sigh*. Don't forget those Tums!
Kinda bummed about it, but the gym is getting seasonaly dead right now and it's just not the same caliber of hotties to eyeball. 
. Got lots of cardio to do over the next week though.
not the best song for my baby boy, LOL, but it is an awesome song. You want to get a killer w/o in? Listen to some of the old Offspring and Chili Peppers. Honorable mentions: Offspring; Bad Habit, Genocide, Why Don't You Get a Job, Self Esteem...

Wil is going to get the biggest accolades when I win the Musclemania LMAO>



Huggie Bear has a fever and was up whining all night. Poor wittle dude!

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Originally posted by CLPgold Thanks Lina. I am 5' 5 1/2" That huge weight gain and bloat was so nasty. My total fault. I should have gradually introduced things back in, but noooooo Oh well. Next time we'll see if I can practice some self control and intelligience. LOL |
I'm glad to know I'm not the only one
Oh well, it's leg day.
That's what 80oz of water today. Agh.

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Originally posted by CLPgold I'm still experimenting with cutting. But for the Apr.27th show, what I did seemed to work. Especially since I hadn't been the greatest with the diet. Tuesday 4:00pm to Friday 4:00pm no carbs, upped the fats. Thursday 10:00am started to cut back on water. Drank lots of wine Thursday night LOL ![]() Friday 6:00pm carb up meal- oatmeal, yams, banana, flax oil, natural PB (check a post by w8 on amounts/bodyweight) no water. 8:00pm -Protein and fats only. 10:00pm last meal, 2heaping tbsp.natural PB and a big glass of water. Saturday nothing til after first show. |


This is so hard!
ie. beer.
McDonalds?!?!?!?!?
I'm kind of looking forward to living sober for a long time. My workouts and health will be even better!
Do I need to come in here every day for an ass kicking or what?! I can just hear you backstage now! 

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Originally posted by CLPgold Had this guy that kept coming over and watching me while I was training with Wil. He kept going WOW, I'm impressed. He even spotted me for my last set on the bench press cuz he wanted too. LOL |
Cause then w8 will come over and there'll be a cat fight, wait a minute there, perhaps I spoke too quickly...
LOL
things sound great for you!
I don't think you should give up on the musclemania either...
I am going to enjoy this summer and spend many long days at the beach and parks with my children finally before they are grown up!
That's it. I'm so tired. Gotta get some zzzzz's.

Umm, sleep that is.
Hi Eggie!!!
I might have to compete in the heavyweights. I don't want to sacrifice any muscle this time. Hmmmm. Have to be very careful on this one. I do want to be 115lb ripped. Don't want to blow it. Got 7 weeks and 3 days left.
Keep it up!!

Diet and training are going awesome. This is my last super heavy week. Yahoo!!! My body definitely needs some recovery right about now. I can't wait to drop my weights next week and change exercises! Oh the excitment! 
I need a break so f*****g bad right now. Except for training. It's all about concentrating and focusing on my training and future. And of course being able to say YES to my children when they want my time. My manager is giving me a year free membership for the 2 years I've put in with the company. By then I may be back personal training again. It's all about getting free stuff right? I like free memberships and free daycare. They're my priorities.
hehe. 


It never ends! 