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goob, oh, I hardly ever mix them ALL up.
tallcall, thanks man. Hearing you say that someone(s) believes in me makes me feel valuable. Truth be told, this anxiety stems from not believing in myself. My parents never challenged me and I never got pushed into something that as a kid youd hate, but as you grow up, you respect. For instance, my parents never said shit to me about taking my SATs. Not trying to pass the buck WHATSOEVER. There were just some things that I was never made aware of that I should make important nor did I ever get reconogition for talents that I showed. |
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However, 3rd was indeed, fucked. 
Powerlifting Arm Specials, but as far as size is concerned, my arms need a little more involvement.
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Warm ups.. Stability Ball Rollouts Sets of 5 full Crunches w/5 lil crunches within each full crunch DB Marching Lunge 30lb DBs for 2 sets, 10 steps 40lb DBs for 2 sets, 10 steps 60lb DBs for 4 sets, 12 steps (90 sec RI; total steps) Bulgarian Squats 50lbs for 3 sets, 10 reps (45-60 sec RI) Calf Press on Leg Press 2 plates one ach side for 2 sets, 8 reps 4 plates on each side for 4 sets, 6 reps (30 sec RI) Treadmill for 18:10, 1 mile Static Stretched Holy shit...burn central today. Two exercises that scream for cardio and lactic acid. The lunges burned less than the bulgarians, but jesus, those bulgairans always catch up with me. Dbs were used for lunges, a weighted bar for the bulgarians. Calfs were higher intensity. I was too fucked for any sort of HIIT. |
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Maybe you should ass one (or two) supersets of EZ Bar Curls and Standing EZ Bar Triceps Extensions to your workout. That'll bust the shit out of your upper arms.
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Is this a new technique of yours?
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I got to go to court on monday for a "doc-it" (thats how she pronounced it). My arraignment is tomorrow and neither me nor my attorney needs to show, but we have to go to this "doc-it. Judge will ask if we're ready to pursure and supposedly no, we are not. The SA hasnt given my attorney the evidence that is running against me.
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Anyway, Wides came after Neutral. I normally do Wides first.
). I am getting closer to move day..and my mother and brother are helping me move on a day that is a few days before school starts. Ya know whats causing the anxiety? Fear of being bored! What the fuck am I going to do those couple of days before school?! There are some things I can do, but they arent time consuming! Like unpack? 2 hours tops. Cook? Ugh, I know I KNOW! What the fuck is the big deal right? This is what troubles mental cases like me. The key is to keep busy when stress strikes, but with boredom on the horizon
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Today will be the last day of the ephedra (oh and I weighed 212lbs today out of nowhere?
). I am getting closer to move day..and my mother and brother are helping me move on a day that is a few days before school starts. Ya know whats causing the anxiety? Fear of being bored! What the fuck am I going to do those couple of days before school?! There are some things I can do, but they arent time consuming! Like unpack? 2 hours tops. Cook? Ugh, I know I KNOW! What the fuck is the big deal right? This is what troubles mental cases like me. The key is to keep busy when stress strikes, but with boredom on the horizon I keep saying to myself: This is school. This is school. Not jail. Relax. No big deal. This will be better. Youll see. |
For those of old folk..who are never gonna know what is't like to have hot, young college girls...getting drunk and...experimenting...we are gonna have to live vicariously thru you! Don't let us down! You can DO IT!
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So what's going on here? You found a place to workout at yet?? How's Gainesville so far?? Classes start? Fucked any hoochies yet? What's the score?
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Yeah, UF is one of the largest party schools in the state, and probably country, so I bet he's having a good time!
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Suppose he's having another one of his "special" moments on the "throne?"
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ROFL, he just called me actually! He's at a Hooters about to watch UFC 74.
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Suppose he's having another one of his "special" moments on the "throne?"
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But there are plenty at The Swamp and Hooters. Of course, last night all I cared about was being pleasantly surprised from the fights.
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Im still alive! I am actually getting ready to go check out this gym they have at the school. Its supposedly FREE for students! Gotta check that shit out.
I had my first day of school on Friday. Anatomy seems like a snap, but my acting classes seem awkward. I know its cuz I am not used to the whole "get up and participate" anymore. However, this teacher...jesus. He had us give massages ont he first day of class. Sorry, but after walking around in the sun, heavy a heavy ass bag of books on my back, on a bike, Id like to sit down. Great idea, but uncomfortable. I had this ugly girl give me a massage...and it wasnt a REAL massage, but a "relaxing" massage. Eh. The girl was ugly and I was self conscious about my sweat. I then had to massage her. And SHE was sweaty. God dammit. Thanks Dr. "Ralphie." I can tell he and I will have differences. The shittiest part is that he teaches TWO of my classes. The other class I have is Script Analysis. I hate this text so far. The teacher will end up being a favorite. Only thing left is the lab. No hot girls in the acting classes But there are plenty at The Swamp and Hooters. Of course, last night all I cared about was being pleasantly surprised from the fights. |

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Well I got back from looking at the school gym a lil while ago and I must say that I cant wait to get in there! Fucking place was HUGE. DBs only went up to 130s though, but fuck it, theres more than 1 squat cage!!!! FINALLY.
3 squat cages from what I saw. Maybe 6 flat barbell benches. Inclines AND declines. A straight bar for pullups (i had specialized grips at the other gym) T-bar row!!! Dip station. And pussy! I am gonna try to figure out when to go tomorrow.. |
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Well I got back from looking at the school gym a lil while ago and I must say that I cant wait to get in there! Fucking place was HUGE. DBs only went up to 130s though, but fuck it, theres more than 1 squat cage!!!! FINALLY.
3 squat cages from what I saw. Maybe 6 flat barbell benches. Inclines AND declines. A straight bar for pullups (i had specialized grips at the other gym) T-bar row!!! Dip station. And pussy! |
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was wondering if you got moved n all that already. a bit of reading answered that. i got amazing grades but grew up in one of those family situations where no one even mentions college. you're doing it now though n a lot of people here believe you will do great.
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Lunges were what felt easy, despite the rests.
I didnt really talk to anyone at all, but on some days I needs spots, well see how nice everyone is.
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Well, I trust those guys. I dont want to get videotaped being sick with people that just appear to be nice cuz I make them laugh at a bar. Quality is hard to come by...and with good reason.
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well look at it this way you are lonely cuz you had to leave great friends behind. you're lucky to have friends like that. and bottled up turmoil can help fuel a workout and the workout in turn can help calm you down and build your confidence. sometimes it's hard to see the good side of anything shitty but maintaining a positive attitude about things is the key to coping with them sometimes. look for the silver lining. corny yea but it does help.
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I hate shifts like this! The whole day I am thinking about what I have to do later, never focusing at the task at hand. I think thats a dissorder of some sort...
I was out of energy on 4th set..no burns or such.
I am not being arrogant, I used to be like that too...and will again when I start to want to lift heavier.
However, I couldnt do sets of them, so I had to drop down. 
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Yeah there are. See the thing is, I dont feel comfortable tying myself to something when I have obligations elsewhere. After tongiht (i start my new job here, same work though, security. to keep the benefits), when I get a work schedule, I will know when I have time for this and that.
I cant dedicate myself to something if work & school gets in the way of a group's/club's full potential. I guess I feel a bit of isolation.. |
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Lots of nice pussy there. But everyone looks like teenagers. They also look like they are into doing their own thing. Hmm, maybe they are alone too.
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I just looked at him. "Ill..Ill go curl over here." IN THE SQUAT CAGE. Jesus, Ill discuss this later.
X 10!!!!!! It was so packed in there, I didnt want to go get my straps and come back and see the fucker being used for forearm curls. (yes, I saw that on a bench today)
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This was Bad Form Central Station. Holy mother of fucking christ, does ANYONE know how to use decent form?! Jesus, I hope to GOD that my GMs looked good. Ive got a herniated disk doing GMs and I am not in pain, so Id say I am good to go.
I saw... Quarter Squats with knees bowing out Quater Squats with 405lbs...going down only INCHES!!!! Romanian Deadlifts with rounded backs Convential deadlifts that wanted to be rows that looked like shrugs Curls Curls Curls Pullups with body momentum Pullups that werent full ROM 185lb seated military press that went down to the very top of a guys head, then back up Power Cleans with too much weight The infamous rotating shrugs Situps, Crunches, Side Crunches, Decline Crunches...all toomuch volume, all rounding their spine |
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To tell you the truth, seeing people with bad form has no effect on me whatsoever, so the eternal question is, why would/should I care? I cant answer it.
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I guess Friday's Flat Iron didnt do well with me. Or drinking OJ when I got home from drinking...
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Wanna hear about a small world?
I ran into AmanDUH at Fridays. AmanDUH was a girl I fucked years ago that said she was going to go to UF. Well, shes still here and I cant believe I bumped into her. I drank with her and her friend Misty, follwed them to the ale house, had some drinks with them there, then followed them to "natasha's house" to play beer pong. Pretty fun night. Got both the girls numbers. I always liked AmanDUH. She lost some weight and believe it or not I was a lil disappointed. Repro, picture a body like Danielle's but 2-3 sizes smaller. She had a great ass that stuck out like Danielles too, just smaller. Welp, thats gone! Anyway, she stopped seeing me cuz she thought all I ever wanted to do was fuck. Its true, but I did want to keep seeing her. I mean, I did like her! It wasnt the sex, she was just one of those girls that I had an instant attraction to and I always wanted to spend time with her. Its tough to describe. In any case, our schedules only matched late at night...sooooo what is there to do late at night? However, she was a big burn out. Always fucking high and I never liked that. Her friend Misty said she was still like that. Either way, it was nice to run into her, but Id rather spend time with some new folk. I am not pretending to be picky here, I will see them again (Misty was ugly), but living in a new college town and fucking some pussy from the past? Eh... I would like to fuck her again though. ![]() |
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At least they try in your gym. There are 3 people in my gym that deadlift at all, myself included. In fact, about 75% doesn't train their legs.
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I wish I could do HIIT on the treadmill but Ive got shin splints again! I think its cuz of my work. I am on my feet ALL day at this job, plus Ive got to upstairs once an hour. Not much I know, but on my first day (what I suppose fucked my shins up), I was going down the stairs in haste, slamming my feet on every step or should I say every 2 steps since I was skipping a step)


I might go to DBs..
Hear me out! The show is popular right now, so one person really coudlnt pull off one of those lines alone, but two people could. Two guys, acting like their discussion is really being debated, not coming to any conclusion, being loud and noticable, could well in fact, turn over to the nearest hot girl and ask.. "excuse me, we cant come to a fucking agreement here, so could you help us? do you floss before or after you brush?" 
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"excuse me, we cant come to a fucking agreement here, so could you help us? do you floss before or after you brush?"
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Its lousy. I never have time to venture it out seems! There is so much shit I have to READ and memorize. Reading sucks for the whole idea cant be done with mulittasking. It cant be done! So you basically have to stop everything, sit down and read. I am trying to cram Hamlet, Romeo & Juliet, Tape, Bang Bang Youre Dead all in one day (today). Hamlet is almost halfway. Romeo will wait and the other 2 will be done in under an our Id say. No, make it two.
I do get to hang out with one of the good looking firls tomorrow and practice a scene. Thats a plus. I figured today I will have to get ahead of the game of some sort. That way I can either get out to places or get another job. And that of course will be training again. Yes the pullups were better today. Somehow they seemed just more possible... I do remember being HUNGRY last time I tried this and today, I did have a banana 1.5 hours before working out. Correlation? ![]() Oh yeah...anyone know about bananas? How come the fucker was yellow when I snapped it off its group, but less than 4 hours later, it started to brown? There was no opening to the edible part, yet it still (damn what is the word..) got more 'sugary.' |
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Its lousy. I never have time to venture it out seems! There is so much shit I have to READ and memorize. Reading sucks for the whole idea cant be done with mulittasking. It cant be done! So you basically have to stop everything, sit down and read. I am trying to cram Hamlet, Romeo & Juliet, Tape, Bang Bang Youre Dead all in one day (today). Hamlet is almost halfway. Romeo will wait and the other 2 will be done in under an our Id say. No, make it two.
I do get to hang out with one of the good looking firls tomorrow and practice a scene. Thats a plus. I figured today I will have to get ahead of the game of some sort. That way I can either get out to places or get another job. And that of course will be training again. Yes the pullups were better today. Somehow they seemed just more possible... I do remember being HUNGRY last time I tried this and today, I did have a banana 1.5 hours before working out. Correlation? ![]() Oh yeah...anyone know about bananas? How come the fucker was yellow when I snapped it off its group, but less than 4 hours later, it started to brown? There was no opening to the edible part, yet it still (damn what is the word..) got more 'sugary.' |
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That's what you're there for though, you have to remember that.
I was pleased to find you studying when I called you tonight. That's some good shit. Either way, the ass will find its way to you, it's college, be patient. You keep doing the right shit like you are, and karma will put a fat slab of pussy sandwich right in your face. I know this. |
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but why do these people who CANT act, take up this major? They over-acted and insinuated one too many pronunciation. They totally were not natural and anyone that heard them would be perfectly aware that they were "trying to hard to make it realistic."
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That's what you're there for though, you have to remember that.
I was pleased to find you studying when I called you tonight. That's some good shit. Either way, the ass will find its way to you, it's college, be patient. You keep doing the right shit like you are, and karma will put a fat slab of pussy sandwich right in your face. I know this. |
Protein mix too, but Ive already been doing that. I hate nuts, so thats out. Last time I tried bringing a banana to school, the fucker got brown in less than 4 hours.
Good grip workouts inside the sets though, huh? Ill need straps.
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I have the same problem with the diet at work. I have appointments coming and going like mad right now since the gym has just opened in the past few weeks. I skip meals because of lack of time. I do get 2 hours a day to workout, but by that time I have a damned headache because lack of nutrition. So all in all I feel your pain.
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Good work Akira. HIIT obviously effective if you were in the HR 190 range. I think only me you and TC do HIIT after a weights workout. But you are the bastard crazy enough to do it on a leg day.
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Good work Akira. HIIT obviously effective if you were in the HR 190 range. I think only me you and TC do HIIT after a weights workout. But you are the bastard crazy enough to do it on a leg day.
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... and smart females are able to be more casual about sex then the dumbass types plus you enjoy the bonus of getting laid in the library. Them tiny study rooms are great for more than cracking books in ... 
I better make up my mind. Do I want numbers in intensity or reps? I need more rest in one department or less weight in the other.
Thanks for stopping in.
Everyone feels that though. 

What the fuck was I thinking?!
Why did I do these when I was fatigued? Well, needless to say, I choose a whobbly bench to begin with, but I said, eh fuck it. When I went to do my right leg, my right foot just lost balance and down I went. I made a big spectacle of myself amongst the people using idiotic form. Jesus, did I look like the cream of the crop today. Miraculously, I didnt get injured nor was anyone near me. My ankle got the worst of it, but damn was this humiliating.
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What the fuck was I thinking?! Why did I do these when I was fatigued? Well, needless to say, I choose a whobbly bench to begin with, but I said, eh fuck it. When I went to do my right leg, my right foot just lost balance and down I went. I made a big spectacle of myself amongst the people using idiotic form. Jesus, did I look like the cream of the crop today. Miraculously, I didnt get injured nor was anyone near me. My ankle got the worst of it, but damn was this humiliating. ![]() |

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ok...one of my 'best' dummy things I did in the gym:
...there I was... (this was about 5 years ago) I had just moved over from World Gym to 24 hour fitness. It was later in the evening...(luckily) I just got done with a set of pull downs. I pushed myself back from the knee pad...right off the seat and landed on my back! (I had forgotten that the seat on this pul down machine was about a foot SHORTER than the one I'd been used to working out on) So, I'm on m y back..and the only thing I could do...was laugh at myself...and got back up, took my rest and got my next set in. Stuff happens. |
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haha, that happend to me too, in peak time. I should of been embarrassed, but I found it as funny as everyone else.
Also, have fallen off the bench (light weight at that point thankfully), and been throw of a treadmill when I tripped on it and got ejected off the end. Was'nt laughing that much on that occasion, cuz it was pretty painful. I also looked a complete tool. |
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Nice work. Ok, being the upstanding gentleman you are.... Looks: Skill: Out of 10........ |
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SHE WAS A SCREAMER!!!!! AND IT SUCKED. "OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH MYYYYY GOOOOOD"
I was laughing so hard in the pillow. I laughed so hard, my hard on took a break. Well, we were drunk as fuck. The only thing I had to drink at my apartment was goldschlagger. In any case, because of her screaming, I couldnt finish. No tits...and average looks Id say. She is the nicest person and the first person that actually genuinely took an interest in me. I mean, she came over last night with a white fake rose, a UF hat, and two bottles of waters. I like little things like that. She didnt have to do that, but she did. It made me feel warm and cuddly....then I was pissed cuz she didnt bring Miller. Oh..and I think she sucked dick like a champ. I was so fucking gone though.. By the way, UF lost. ![]() |
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I've been kicking around the idea of taking a road trip to see if I'd like it there...how miserable is the humidity in the summer? That's my biggest concern...Im not huge on humidity... |
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I'm thinking that you don't like screamers..??
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I went and bought some stuff at Vitamin World. I got a 5lb jug of Twin Labs Whey Protein, which isnt bad at all! Vast improvement over the fucking 2 jugs of "Precision Protein," Vitamin World own protein.
I swear this fucker had ZERO taste. Its 100 calories a pop, but only 18g of protein per scoop. Naturally, I just overdosed..but I dont care for overdosing a bland protein mix.

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First thing I thought of was a withdrawl symptom of some sort. Its not so surprising at all to me. I found it funny to fall asleep at a coffee shop.
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Warm ups.. Planks w/extended appendages (each one) Ipsilateral & Contralateral BirdDogs 15lb DBs for Single Legged RDLs (can go up!) DB RDLs 50lb DBs for 6 reps 70lb DBs for 6 reps 90lb DBs for 6 reps 115lb DBs for 4 sets, 6 reps (90 sec RI; strapped) Good Mornings 105lbs for 3 sets, 10 reps (45 sec RI) Glute-Ham Raise (pain in quads?) BW for 3 sets, 6 reps (30 sec RI) Seated Calf 2 plates + 25lbs for 3 sets of 8 reps (30 sec RI) Tibialis Raise? 20lbs for 2 sets, 12 reps (30 sec RI) Cardio = Eliptical for 23 minutes HR =170-180 Static Stretched I felt strong today. Even my balance was 100%. DB RDLs can go up! Its either that or increase reps...so I dont know. GMs went down slightly, but so did rests. I increased the reps too. This was good. I mustve looked like I had some good 'fucking' strength, literally. The Glute-Ham shit was a bit weird. THOSE OF YOU THAT DO THIS A LOT, PLEASE CHIME IN...Stewart? Anyway, as I raise my body until about half-way, my quads are pressed really hard against the cushion. It was extremely distracting. I I wasnt too far away from the ankle supports, believe me. One more notch away and my knees wouldnt touch the pads. Should I move it forward some more (making the distance between the ankle supports and quads cushions shorter)? I did lower the ankle supports and that helped a little, but who knows. ![]() Calves were top notch, as always. Behind the seated calf, is a foot raise. The concentric portion of the movemnt is a dorsiflexion of the ankle, like youre standing on just your heels. Anyway, I hardly did this cuz I get this pain when I do cardio... Cardio was just that...cardio. |
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Right now I live almost 6 hours north of miami.
I havent been to miami since I was 19, so I dont know if the concept of miami is accurate (pussy beyond belief). I am sure there are better looking girls, but I wonder if they would give a shit about you unless youre a millionaire, if you know what I mean. |

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Overtraining? That is wierd, maybe it was Bigdyl that brewed the coffee with some extra rophynol.....
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Took out some core and after a night of drinking and fucking, it looked my workout didnt need as much of a warm up as I used to believe..
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I am doing hams again today, but Id really like some feedback on the problems I had last time.
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Yeah, we don't have one of those either. I saw in a magazine how you can do them on a lat pull down station, but it looked pretty tough and I was afraid I'd fall on my face while trying it..
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Thanks Stewart. I thought I had it adjusted too far apart.
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What a surprise you caught that...
It was the same girl as before. I mustve been dehydrated alst night cuz I couldnt keep it up...and I didnt care. She sucked me off very well though. I love that kind of effort. Bottom line, I was terrible last night. ![]() |

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I just got caught up on the ephedra story. Just get online and get ya some more. I love the stuff. It also curves the shit out of my appetite.
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I am tired of seeing other peoples journals and their numbers. Fuck all of you! Ill catch up, believe me! Ill be back!
Nice to have barbells back. Never did this volume setup with the low RIs. Ive done it for legs, but never for bench. I guess cuz I always wanted numbers instead of anything else.
Little fatiguing, but I can go up slightly.
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I was SWINGING! I cant remember the last time I swung during pullups. Needless to say, it fucked me all up. Id say this week's failure was worse than last week's.
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I think you are overanalyzing it. From people who look outside in they probably think you have the best body of anyone they know. But we are always hardest on ourselves arent we!?
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Who knows. I told him that next time I see him in there to give me some feedback.
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I dont know. With my back and this setup...fuck I better just keep this weight.
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No Stretches today
![]() Warm ups.. Push ups on Stability ball Oblique Crunches w/legs on ball Scarecrows DB Woodchops Flat Barbell Bench Press 135lbs for 5 reps 185lbs for 5 reps 235lbs for 5 sets, 5 reps (45 sec RI) T-bar Row, Neutral Grip 1 plate for 5 reps 2 plates for 5 reps 3 plates for 5 reps 4 plates + 10lbs for 5 sets, 5 reps (45 sec RI) Alternating Incline DB Press 70lb DBs for 3 sets, 10 reps (30 sec RI; failed on 3rd set at 4th rep, RPed, got 3 more) Self Supported DB Row 80lb DBs for 3 sets, 10 reps (30 sec RI) Alternating DB Curls (pyramid) 30lbs for 6 reps 35lbs for 6 reps 40lbs for 6 reps 45lbs for 4 reps 25lbs for 6 reps (30 sec RI) HIIT, Eliptical 5 min warm up 5 sets of lvl 6 sprints for 30 sec w/1min in between 5 min cool down Total time 17 min Calories were way down today before my workout. I was surprised with the level of motivation I had considering I had a depressing day at school. Bench can go up! T-bars... I dont know. With my back and this setup...fuck I better just keep this weight.Inclines went down and it still burnt me out. DB Rows were easy, but man did I get winded. Curls were fucked around with cuz I thought my arms looked Fab-U-Lous. ![]() My cardio was really tiring, prolly from the Rows. Anyway, I was done. |
I know what he said in class and that certain papers were OPTIONAL, but that isnt what bothered me) He then asked me why I didnt make the BFAs.|
I know Repro will love this, if hes still here...
Today I met with my Acting teacher for an evaluation. He was displeased about some paperwork not handed in ( I know what he said in class and that certain papers were OPTIONAL, but that isnt what bothered me) He then asked me why I didnt make the BFAs.For those who dont know, there are BAs and BFAs (Bachelors in Arts & Bachelors in Fine Arts). I had to do an audition to get into the BFA division(?), but I didnt make it. Instead I got BA. It seems to me BFAs have more work to do anyway, so fuck it yes? Anyway, I told him, yeah, I thought I didnt get in cuz of the pieces I used for auditioning. He told me no, that wasnt it. Now I am extremely interested and asked him if he remembered me. He said yes, you threw a chair or something? I said, yeah, well, no I tossed it. He then proceeded to tell me that it was too real. TOO REAL. Imagine that. He thought I may be an "uncontrollable actor." "We have students here that go psycho, plus we didnt know you." I was baffled! I then responded with "how could this be? I disagree with you." He then started in about how scary I was. THAT WAS THE PART! THAT WAS THE CHARACTER! He then goes into the whole thing about not knowing me at the time. So I said "so I should hold back when I dont know the directors and go all out when I do? Is this bizzaro world?" He chuckled, I didnt. So basically, I was too convincing in my audition to get into a finer part of the schools program. Fuck that. |