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I understand what they were saying though when they said "too convincing". People thought you were scary before you did the scene, then you did something that scared the shit out of them even more. They pre-judged you and you fell right into their sterotype with the scene you chose, they probably thought that would be all you were capable of. I'm glad you proved them wrong though.
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) with a tight ass knot on my left side of my lower back (my herniation is on my right side). Anyway, I tried stretching it out and man is it tight. I tried doing some self-myofacial release, but I couldnt keep doing it (it did feel good). 
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Oh, what they thought of me at the beginning of school wasnt in the same time frame as the BFA audition. That was in February. Remember when I went up there to do an audition? Yeah, all those kids whom said I was "intimidating" never saw that performance.
In any case, what this guy said didnt make much sense. He told me "well we didnt know you then." I would assume that I wouldnt have to go all out on people that I know and that have already seen my pros and cons. A director whom didnt know me..thats someone Ill have to hit with a sledgehammer to get his/her attention, otherwise, Id just be another spoke on a wheel. I thought about if theyd hold a student to a "higher standard" for their audition, but I just cant buy it. In any case, there were 6 judges in there and I only heard from one of them. I have another teacher whom was in there...someone who asked the most questions when I auditioned. I am going to ask him what he thought. This guy will have a much more valuable opinion cuz he HASNT seen me do anything else. |
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Dont forget, I did another monologue before it that was a contrast.
I never heard of a suggestion of 'holding back.' Hell, I did that in 11th grade when I went to Belle Glade (sp?) for an acting competition. I was told I shouldnt hold back. Now that makes sense to me. Either way, the character was crazy, I convinced them I was crazy, and now they wished they admitted me. (He did say if I did the same pieces now, Id be admitted) Kinda nice to know....NOW. |

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Who knows...I guess well see how I feel later, huh?
Dude, you seriously are a monster! Way to go!
Dude, you seriously are a monster! Way to go!6' 209lbs (8/16) Bench 360 (11/29) Squat 370 Deadlift 435 How long have you been at this? |

But when I failed here, I had to muster up some motivation.
No way, was I going to fail again.
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I know what one piece of shit member on here would say..
By the way, if youre reading this, I know it was lack of diet today, so you can shove your obvious pointing finger up your ass. |
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No it wasnt him. But who knows what the hell happened to him. I guess life got in the way(?)
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until my second set. Still felt strong though.|
Do you have access to a chest supported row machine (spider rows) or a hammer row machine? I happen to find those exercises a lot more effective than t-bars or barbell rows. Besides saving your lower back for deadlifts and such, they are much more strict and don't allow much cheating, so you are pretty sure you are using the muscles in question and not using momentum or other muscles.
I do the chest supported rows pretty much only now and I can tell you I feel that my back actually gets worked out from them, whereas when I did barbell rows, I felt my biceps and low back getting almost more of a workout than my upper back muscles... just something to try, especially on a deload since you can use like 2 plates on the spider rows and really concentrate on form and feeling the muscles uses. |
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The T-bar is a variation to me. I was doing Spider rows primarily for my max strength exercises. I just wanted to switch shit up, but now that I am at a new gym...I am not sure if they have either row setup you mentioned.
I do know what you mean, however. Ive never really liked doing any sort of heavy rows because I never feel the muscles being worked. Its as if I am just going through the motions. Usually, after a while, Ill drop the weight, feel the burn, then progress back up. I always think its my form that is fucking up too, so its another reason why i drop the weight. However, when its time to progress, i am back at stage 1 again. You got any recommendations for dealoading? Ive never seen a program for cutting, but I cant imagine it being too different, but I am now thinking of frequency as well. |
Wrong direction, AKIRA. Back on the bus, it is!
Not bad! Its a deload, so who cares, but this was a GREAT cardio workout. I was pressed for time, but man was I winded!
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Yep! I celebrated with a pizza from 5 star pizza!
I think I should just declare this cut a failure and get back to the numbers. |
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OMG pizza sounds so good right now!!! I haven't heard of 5 star though.. must be an east coast thing?
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I had a chicken bbq pizza a couple of weeks ago for a cheat. It was fantastic.
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Shoulda known!
... thx for the idea.
Shit! Have I not read far enough back in your journal? When did that happen? How serious is it? How can you still be doing monster ATG squats? WHY are you still doing monster ATG squats!? Back herniations are crazy-serious, no?|
Wish my gym had a fat bar. I've never seen one. It's just a big fat bar I guess, right?
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Shit! Have I not read far enough back in your journal? When did that happen? How serious is it? How can you still be doing monster ATG squats? WHY are you still doing monster ATG squats!? Back herniations are crazy-serious, no?How long are your workouts? |
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Just goes to show you that going down all the way wont cause problems.
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Guess I wont be so strong after benching eh? These will remain until I get them.
Went away when I slowed the reps down. DONT BOUNCE FROM THE BOTTOM! Anyway, who knows why I gave up, but fuck it, this is my first 5x5 with this weight in a while.

I kinda called it though. 


Thats right Mr. Smiley, I didnt get that shit either.


God damn. Burn city, but damn did I look good doing it.
WITH 30lb DBs! 

My gym is open tomorrow then its closed until school opens back up. This sucks big fucking time.
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Today was the first time I felt an EXTREME core workout during deads. Keeping that back straight at that weight is a bitch with conventionals. I know, I am acting like I never did this before...but perhaps maybe I didnt. I AM coming from an injury mind you, so I had to have made a mistake somewhere.
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You are squatting all the way down, right? Are you rounding the back at the bottom of the lift only or all the way? Platform DLs and using 35's are two ways to force yourself into a lower starting position.
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) so who knows what I pulled. BUT I dont think that was what fucked me. His 300+lb friend fell and asked me to help him up. Well, I picked him up, with his arm around my right shoulder...and now my left glute along the lateral side of my torso (some obliques) are inflammed. I could hardly walk straight. Naturally, I thought I herniated or bulges the LEFT side of my injured disk, however, it doesnt feel like the experienced pain. So..2 days later I do a metabolic Vertical day..

I was going fucking nuts around the 12th rep on the 3rd set.
Alright Akira, you finally got it back up!





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I went right to Glute-Ham Raise where I got my ass raped. Oh God and baby Jesus, what the fuck is with this exercise?! It always makes me want to cry like a little K-Fed bitch. |
I always like reading your after workout comments..

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Meanwhile I am repping 130lb DBs with perfect form... Jesus help them.
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You got injured from the whore's bfriend battle? Mustve been the fall..
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Seated OH DB Press
100lb DBs for 5 sets, 5 reps (>2 min RI) grip started to slip like a wet pussy on a banana peel. And thats that. |
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Quad Dominant (Squat Day)
Active Stretched Warm ups.. Bridge w/shoulder on ball & feet on Bosu, unilaterally (failed) Crunches on Ball Single Legged Squats ATG Squats 135lbs for 5 reps 185lbs for 5 reps 225lbs for 3 reps 245lbs for 3 reps 285lbs for 5 sets, 5 reps (2:30-full recovery RI) Unilateral Leg Press 6 plates for each leg for 4 sets, 6 reps (> 90 sec RI) Static Stretched Tried some harder warm ups today. Kinda had to due to the chilly bike ride there. Those bridges were crazy hard. I was all over the place. Squats were pretty tough. All the way down, with the best form I could muster is no easy task. I had to take a few breaths in between 3rd-5th reps a few times. Unilateral presses made me wonder if I have been a secret agent for the Pussy Posse. This shit was hard and right this second, I dont know what I have been doing, but if I could do this, then Ive obviously been taking the easy path. Volume & exercises are limited cuz of this yoga shit I do now in class. Its not fun going in there with sore quads, in fact, its the fucking pits. Anyway, thats it for a while. Actually, might not be a long while, but when I return, its push/leg/pull/leg for some metabolic work, then Ill get serious with this shit. 4x3 to 3x3 of max strength movements. |
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I dont want to have to use straps here..
Welcome back to Push/Leg/Pull.
Who knows..
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Active Stretched
Warm ups.. Floor Bridges Rope Crunches Pull ups Weighted Wide Grip Pull ups 25lbs for 3 sets, 8 reps (90 sec RI) DB Row 100lb DBs for 3 sets, 8 preps (90 sec RI) Close, Supinated grip Lat Pull Downs 130lbs for 3 sets, 10 reps (60 sec RI) Unilateral Hammer Strength Row 1 plate + 25lbs for 3 sets, 10 reps (60 sec RI) DB Shrugs 95lb DBs for 2 sets, 10 reps (45 sec RI) Static Stretched Ok, I am going ot have to find a new pull up bar cuz the fucker has no tape or brailing or anything. Its just steel and my fingers just start to slip off cuz of sweat? I dont want to have to use straps here..Rows were fucking hard! Welcome back to Push/Leg/Pull.Pulldowns were a lil easy, same with the HS rows, but it was for metabolic work mostly. Shrugs were thrown in cuz biceps were fried. Gotta be balanced with Push. I was going to do cardio but I was really wiped today. Who knows.. |
about it, but my left knee sounds like fourth of july when I squat. Its odd cuz it doesnt hurt, but its louder and they said I had cartilage problems. So I dont want to take a chance.
The only time I feel discomfort (not really pain) is going down stairs. Also, its if I go down 1 step at a time vs. 2 steps. Odd shit.
Every time I try to focus on breathing, I always fuck up that set! However, every time I just do the presses naturally, I am fine. Too much emphasis on details. 
Either way, it was tough.|
Speaking of God and damning something, looks like DB rows is done. 130lbs is as heavy as it goes and this rep scheme is not enough. I mean, I was doing 5 x5 of this last time, so I knew I was in for a short ride. Guess I have to throw Barbell Rows back in, afterall, its a bilateral movement.
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I am not a fan of BB Rows anyway, but I can only imagine that making it worse!
Ever since my disk issue, BB Rows have been a thorn in my side. Perhaps theyd be better with lower reps (less time in the arched mode)? |
I dont know...
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In any case, it didnt get in the way today, but there is some slight pain.
On top of the crackling (seems separate), I have to be careful. I might have to ditch everything for a while and just rest.
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I got into a struggle yesterday at work and now the top of my Tibia where it meets my patela hurts.
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You're not beating up women again are you?
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Oh and I wanted to use more smileys, but I guess the fucking ship sailed when some dickless wonder abused it!
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My subtext of the workout day is always long. If we had more smileys, plus, more smileys to work with, Id be a happier camper.
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Hayyyyyyy. Thanks! Thats an old pic..and I never took another back pic when I cut! Christ.
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Hayyyyyyy. Thanks! Thats an old pic..and I never took another back pic when I cut! Christ.
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Today went as expected for my bench. I grabbed a spotter to help with form. I was arching my back to get the shit up and to me, thats cheating. However, the last 2 sets had some awesome forced reps.
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About my knee...
I went back to the first clinic to give them the disk. They said they didnt know how to read it, but they had a sheet from the radiologist. Buuut they mustve misplaced it. They asked for the MRI place to fax it over again, buuuuut it never came. A different doctor looked at it and I told him I had no pain. I also told him I did various BW squats and lunges yesterday to test out possible pain, but I never had any. Until this fax comes that I suppose has this info on it, he wont know what to recommend (new doctor). He mentioned physical therapy, deep tissue massage, etc. However, until he gets his 'cheat sheet,' I wont know. |
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We do have a trap bar. I cycle my workout ideas and thats the next one up.
I guess the biggest reason why I havent yet is cuz of the rarity of trap bars. If I had to switch gyms, for instance, and they didnt have a trap bar, I might be stuck. Its like lifting with straps. The one day you forget to bring them to the gym, your workout will suck. |
90lbs never felt this heavy. Shit, even last time I did 2 sets of 3 reps AFTER 2 sets of 70lbs. I was strapped too, but nothing made up for it. I even had lousy range of motion for the 90. Nothing to it. I am a pussy. 
With pullups being kinda lousy (ive also lost interest in them), it might be time to make these a staple for now. 200 was too comfy, so I increased it. Ahh, there we go. I didnt come here to relax!
No pain then or now. Well see if I have some later.


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lol - I attempted the glute/ham raises a couple workouts ago.... got about 3-4 inches from parallel and went crashing to the floor like a rag doll...lol
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What the fuck, this shouldnt be hard.. Is it possible to be overtrained on an exercise? Everything else seems within normal range, but this shit shouldnt still be tough. I think even despite the low frequency of shorter rests. And, shit, 90 sec isnt all that short.

. With only 3 reps, you are surely not going to lose form as you go. there are varying opinions on how to do them, some say just lower and lift the weight as fast as you can, while others say lower it under control, pause for a split second and then explode up. I guess it's up to you as to what you do.|
Ohhh. Hmm. I havent read up on some things that I did years ago, so I have to re-freshen myself.
Id LIKE to do a heavier weight. 205 is a bit of a joke, but going fast, its not. I slightly remembered going down slowly and having an explosive concentric. (P/RR/S) However, I jumped around with it until I just declared that I dont know what I am doing. My sticky point of the 315 I did today was pretty much right off my chest. |

However, after reading threads on here vs. what I find on the net, chances are if I have one, I prolly know it. Truth be told, I feel a slight pressure on the anterior side where my femur enters into my pelvis. I look for some sort of bulge and I even cough to see/feel any sort of abnormality poking through when there is abdominal pressure. However, I feel both sides of my torso and nothing seems unbalanced. In other words, my left side flexes as much as my right side.