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My partner won't allow it


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Thank you Everyone!!!
I am not in the best of moods though, Yesterday I did a leg w/o (a light one) just to get back into the swing of things, and as I got done my phone goes off, my Stepmom is in the ER, so I go to the hospital straight from the gym, and they have no idea what is wrong, she either had a seizure or a stroke, a battery of tests have been taken. Now keep in mind, I am the piece of crap in this womans eyes, and I am there supporting her and my dad. But apparently my brother, her "real" son (as she has mentioned for years) decides that his basketball camp is more important (He coaches High School Girls B-Ball) and does NOT go to the hospital!!! Now let me get this straight.................. I am NOTHING in this womans eyes or heart and yet I am THERE!!! Her own son doesn't think its important enough that his mother is in the ER!!! And the kicker was my dad was fine with him not showing, now had I missed, OH MY GOD, what a piece of crap am I!!! Sorry my Friends, I really don't like to feel this way, but I'm honestly trying to turn the page, go on and be the better person, and this happens!!! I'm sorry, I am gonna go, will be on tomorrow, will post a w/o and will be better by then, I just need to calm down, and writing it down has helped!!! I'm sorry to ramble, thanks for listening (reading) and GOD speed you ALL!!! |
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I honestly do not understand why people would treat someone who is trying their hardest to show their love? she is obviously completely ignorant to what you are trying to do, or she is heartless! I don't mean any offense with that Arch, but you're showing her affection and she still doesn't respond? that is heartless, man.
just keep your head up high, you know and everyone else that you care for knows you are a very compassionate person on a lighter side, that's great about the show Arch! with the weights you move, and your dedication you'll be ready to kick some ass for sure! |
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Thats good man a fire under your ass is a great way to really see what you need to do. Youll up that intensity and get that extra rep even when it seems like you can't.
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also, rest pause? is that where you..just stay in the finishing position of the exercise for 10 seconds, then continue to go at it again? that was a guess, but thats what it sounds like to me.
How'd I miss this new journal?
A year to prepare? You should be in fantastic shape for the next contest.
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