lol you've just finished PCT right? When's your next cycle?
Definitely gonna try that turkey burger recipe, sounds tasty.
If you have legit oral steroids available, I'd shy away from the ph. Have you tried turinabol? It's pretty hard to find, you'll have to look around for it. I know naps has some (there's a ph out there with a similar name, not that one). It's a dianabol derivative, but weaker compared to dbol. However it's extremely clean and anabolic, and it binds to SHBG, increasing the amount of your natural testosterone that's free. Plus it doesn't aromatize (none of that bloat like dbol). I've heard good things from buddies who've done it solo (yeah, not a great idea to run an oral alone, but it worked for them well) Check it out if you can get your hands on it, sounds like a good oral to kickstart with if you run it at a higher dose than what a typical dbol dose is.