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firestorm · 09-21-2003, 06:40 PM

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Name: Brian aka Fire
Age: 41
Height: 6'0

Current Weight: 210lbs and aprox.
Goals: Drop bodyfat, gain my size back.

Stats:
neck: 17"
chest: 47 1/2"
upper arm: 16 1/4"
forarms: 13 1/2
waist: 39 1/2"
thigh: 24"
calve: 15 1/2"

Leslie · 09-21-2003, 07:25 PM

Oh thats not right. I was expecting pics in here

Leslie · 09-21-2003, 07:33 PM

I am a MOD- so I have to see everything

So just post the damn pics

Rissole · 09-21-2003, 09:31 PM

18% not that bad Fire....
Let me fill in for you
Stats:
neck: 20"
chest: 50"
upper arm: 9"
waist: 72"
hips: 86" fat arse!!
thigh: 42"
calve: 9"

8 pak man · 09-21-2003, 09:38 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Rissole
18% not that bad Fire....
Let me fill in for you
Stats:
neck: 20"
chest: 50"
upper arm: 9"
waist: 72"
hips: 86" fat arse!!
thigh: 42"
calve: 9"

haha

J'Bo · 09-21-2003, 10:59 PM

wear the tights wear the tights

seriously though hun you are not setting a good example for everyone here

no pics and no stats

AND STOP WITH THE FAT CHICK COMMENTS you sound like an ignorant hick

J'Bo · 09-22-2003, 07:04 AM

i am hard on you cause i know that really your a softy but you keep making those rude "fat chick" comments and it isnt nice

you know that i think you look drop dead sexy in those tights

shortstuff · 09-22-2003, 09:59 PM

Dammit fire, man you are such a whore, you and riss both

firestorm · 09-22-2003, 10:42 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by J'Bo
i am hard on you cause i know that really your a softy but you keep making those rude "fat chick" comments and it isnt nice

you know that i think you look drop dead sexy in those tights

Hey fat people are allowed to make fun of other fat people. It's only rude when some tightass body dude makes fun of fat people that it's rude. That's why black people are allowed to call each other the "N" word and it's not offensive. Why it's acceptable for a Polish person to tell Polish Jokes and so on. In short when your part of the club you get to bust on the club. My observation anyway. I also make fun of myself much more then others, you know that. You should also know I mean no offense.

shortstuff · 09-22-2003, 10:43 PM

LOL Been a while since you got some

YOU SEEM A BIT "PENT UP"

shortstuff · 09-23-2003, 12:15 AM

Jenny · 09-23-2003, 12:46 AM

I've seen about ONE serious post in here

Get to work fire

firestorm · 09-23-2003, 02:12 AM

Ironic you said that Jenny, I was just deleting all my whore posts. (look above). Notice I left the one about fat people. I left it for a reason.
Now that I've FINALLY posted my STATS, YOU CAN SEE WHY I CAN MAKE FUN OF FAT FUQING PEOPLE. BECAUSE I AM ONE!!!!!!!!!! (YES I'M YELLING) I'm soo damn DISGUSTED right now you have no
I FUQING DEA. I was kidding a bit earlier about being out of shape BUT JESUS CHRIST I SWEAR I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS THIS FUQING BAD OFF. WHOS BRIGHT IDEA WAS HAVING TO POST STATS ANYWAY??? Oh man, I really can't believe the measurement around my stomach was 40!!!!! 4 fuqing 0 !!!!! I'm still wearing 34' waist pants for Christs' sakes. So my hips are 34 and right above my pant line I'm a fat bastard. And the rest of those measurements oh I want to puke right now I swear to God. I can't remember the last time I was this upset. I've never been a much of a tape measure guy and did not get off on measuring my arms and stuff but I do know that the "last" time I measured my arms and that was on a request by someone, they were over 18" Yes I'm rambling cause I want to get this all out in one post. I don't want this journal FAT too!!! THIGHS 24"!!!!!!! Oh God this is BAD. I think I need to get off this computer right now I'm soo upset, and humiliated and embarassed. I'm also removing that FUQING AVITAR PIC TOO. I don't deserve to have that up there. That is NOT ME. That WAS me.
I'm sorry for whomever reads this but I have to get this out now so I can get over feeling sorry for my BIG FAT ASS and get busy fixing EVERY FUQING THING! Christ this reminds me of my old steroid days after I gave them up for life. I took every huge ripped and bad to the bone pic of me and shreaded them. I feel just like that right now. Oh well I suppose I'm done for now. I gotta go cry so I can move on to the 2nd phase of depression, Anger. then to phase 3 recovery. Then phase 4 kick ass take no prisoners phase. Hope that happens by tomorrow.

PS. Please don't waist posts in here trying to console or make me feel better. I don't need pep talks. What I need only I can give to me. That is how I work best. Alone. Thanks anyway but keep the pitty party, I'm not attending. (think I'm already on the anger phase).
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Edit: adding to this post from earlier:

I just remembered I have to post pictures!!!! This really sucks. I'm suddenly NOT liking this contest at all. This is going to be way to humiliating if not only to myself. Knowing the callibur of people here you'll lie and say oh you don't look so bad and shit but I know better. Numbers on a tape measure don't lie. I swear I'm going through some sort of shock and disbelief right now.

firestorm · 09-23-2003, 02:31 AM

ok I'm seriously considering altering my goals for this contest. I'm thinking to screw heavy training what so ever and just work on weight reduction. Shit loads of dieting, even more shit loads of cardio, weight training not concerning myself with getting bigger for awhile. then maybe some heavy liposuction with my Hoover. What do you guys/gals think.

TheGreatSatan · 09-23-2003, 02:41 AM

That Hoover might just give you a Polish hickey. Try a Kirby.

firestorm · 09-23-2003, 02:43 AM

hey not funny plus your not supposed to be joking in the journals anymore.

J'Bo · 09-23-2003, 07:27 AM

fire.
we are all in the same boat hun and i felt the same way as you a couple of weeks ago. I relaized that NOTHING i had in my closet fit me anymore. I ended up crying and putting my jammys on and going back to bed for the day. We all have to love ourselves no matter what form we come in. If we have let ourselves go then we have to just pick ourselves up and get back to it. Habits are hard to break, but its all attainable and you will get there with the rest of us. When you say "fat people" it drives me nuts because thats not who they are as a person its just who they have come through bad habits and not taking care of their inner bodies and mind first. So hun pm me your diet and training and lets get you going

firestorm · 09-26-2003, 10:34 AM

Photos moved to Official area: "Let the Games Begin" Thread

firestorm · 09-26-2003, 10:34 AM

Photos moved to Official area: "Let the Games Begin" Thread

firestorm · 09-26-2003, 10:36 AM

Photos moved to Official area: "Let the Games Begin" Thread

derekisdman · 09-26-2003, 01:10 PM

Fire the way you were talking I was expecting a lot worse. You still look big and your back is wide as heck.

J'Bo · 09-26-2003, 01:16 PM

k i have to say something here hun.
you need to talk to someone about your problem with thinking your fat.

i geuss you are suffering the same sydrome as many people here, me included.
you are leaner than 90% of the population and look AMAZING.
pm me and we can figure this out.

Leslie · 09-26-2003, 01:19 PM

Fat??!! Hardly.

You look great. Just need some finishing touches. And as JBO said, you look better than most of the population. Don;t be so hard on yourself

butterfly · 09-26-2003, 01:20 PM

I totally agree with J'Bo and Leslie!

Rocco32 · 09-27-2003, 08:26 PM

What the hell Fire? If your fat then what does that make me? Half-kidding, mostly serious! You look great, I'd give quite a bit to look as good as your pics! Remember, it's all relative though. I say still train heavy till around Jan or Feb and then cut, I don't think you'll hurt at all doing that!

Rissole · 09-28-2003, 09:36 PM

Fat arse

Rissole · 09-28-2003, 09:37 PM

Not really mate

You should come back to your old shape in no time. You could'a at least friken smiled.....

09-21-2003, 06:40 PM	#1
firestorm P/RR/S Advisor Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: New Jersey Posts: 7,765 Photos: 3	Fires Online Comp Journal NO WHORING PLEASE ** NEW RULE: PLEASE NO WHORING IN INDIVIDUALS JOURNALS* Keep posts related to THAT individuals Journal. anwering questions, giving constructive criticisms etc. No jokes and quick comments. ********************************************** Name: Brian aka Fire Age: 41 Height: 6'0 Current Weight: 210lbs and aprox. Goals: Drop bodyfat, gain my size back. Stats: neck: 17" chest: 47 1/2" upper arm: 16 1/4" forarms: 13 1/2 waist: 39 1/2" thigh: 24" calve: 15 1/2" Last edited by firestorm : 09-29-2003 at 12:52 AM.

09-21-2003, 07:25 PM	#2
Leslie DOWNSIZING Elite Member Join Date: May 2002 Location: Jersey Girl Posts: 2,911 Photos: 11	Oh thats not right. I was expecting pics in here
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09-21-2003, 07:33 PM	#3
Leslie DOWNSIZING Elite Member Join Date: May 2002 Location: Jersey Girl Posts: 2,911 Photos: 11	I am a MOD- so I have to see everything So just post the damn pics
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09-21-2003, 09:31 PM	#4
Rissole 2 Samuel 24:24 Elite Member Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: "OZTRAILYA" :D Posts: 8,289 Photos: 36	18% not that bad Fire.... Let me fill in for you Stats: neck: 20" chest: 50" upper arm: 9" waist: 72" hips: 86" fat arse!! thigh: 42" calve: 9"
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09-21-2003, 10:59 PM	#6
J'Bo Cuddle Slut Join Date: May 2002 Location: Back in Canada Posts: 9,753 Photos: 6	wear the tights wear the tights seriously though hun you are not setting a good example for everyone here no pics and no stats AND STOP WITH THE FAT CHICK COMMENTS you sound like an ignorant hick
	....and thats my $.02

09-22-2003, 07:04 AM	#7
J'Bo Cuddle Slut Join Date: May 2002 Location: Back in Canada Posts: 9,753 Photos: 6	i am hard on you cause i know that really your a softy but you keep making those rude "fat chick" comments and it isnt nice you know that i think you look drop dead sexy in those tights
	....and thats my $.02

09-22-2003, 09:59 PM	#8
shortstuff Trying to Survive Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: Oregon Posts: 3,727	Dammit fire, man you are such a whore, you and riss both
	Good things come to those who wait........

09-22-2003, 10:43 PM	#10
shortstuff Trying to Survive Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: Oregon Posts: 3,727	LOL Been a while since you got some YOU SEEM A BIT "PENT UP"
	Good things come to those who wait........

09-23-2003, 12:15 AM	#11
shortstuff Trying to Survive Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: Oregon Posts: 3,727
	Good things come to those who wait........

09-23-2003, 12:46 AM	#12
Jenny Senior Member Elite Member Join Date: May 2001 Posts: 6,728	I've seen about ONE serious post in here Get to work fire

09-23-2003, 02:12 AM	#13
firestorm P/RR/S Advisor Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: New Jersey Posts: 7,765 Photos: 3	Ironic you said that Jenny, I was just deleting all my whore posts. (look above). Notice I left the one about fat people. I left it for a reason. Now that I've FINALLY posted my STATS, YOU CAN SEE WHY I CAN MAKE FUN OF FAT FUQING PEOPLE. BECAUSE I AM ONE!!!!!!!!!! (YES I'M YELLING) I'm soo damn DISGUSTED right now you have no I FUQING DEA. I was kidding a bit earlier about being out of shape BUT JESUS CHRIST I SWEAR I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS THIS FUQING BAD OFF. WHOS BRIGHT IDEA WAS HAVING TO POST STATS ANYWAY??? Oh man, I really can't believe the measurement around my stomach was 40!!!!! 4 fuqing 0 !!!!! I'm still wearing 34' waist pants for Christs' sakes. So my hips are 34 and right above my pant line I'm a fat bastard. And the rest of those measurements oh I want to puke right now I swear to God. I can't remember the last time I was this upset. I've never been a much of a tape measure guy and did not get off on measuring my arms and stuff but I do know that the "last" time I measured my arms and that was on a request by someone, they were over 18" Yes I'm rambling cause I want to get this all out in one post. I don't want this journal FAT too!!! THIGHS 24"!!!!!!! Oh God this is BAD. I think I need to get off this computer right now I'm soo upset, and humiliated and embarassed. I'm also removing that FUQING AVITAR PIC TOO. I don't deserve to have that up there. That is NOT ME. That WAS me. I'm sorry for whomever reads this but I have to get this out now so I can get over feeling sorry for my BIG FAT ASS and get busy fixing EVERY FUQING THING! Christ this reminds me of my old steroid days after I gave them up for life. I took every huge ripped and bad to the bone pic of me and shreaded them. I feel just like that right now. Oh well I suppose I'm done for now. I gotta go cry so I can move on to the 2nd phase of depression, Anger. then to phase 3 recovery. Then phase 4 kick ass take no prisoners phase. Hope that happens by tomorrow. PS. Please don't waist posts in here trying to console or make me feel better. I don't need pep talks. What I need only I can give to me. That is how I work best. Alone. Thanks anyway but keep the pitty party, I'm not attending. (think I'm already on the anger phase). ******************** Edit: adding to this post from earlier: I just remembered I have to post pictures!!!! This really sucks. I'm suddenly NOT liking this contest at all. This is going to be way to humiliating if not only to myself. Knowing the callibur of people here you'll lie and say oh you don't look so bad and shit but I know better. Numbers on a tape measure don't lie. I swear I'm going through some sort of shock and disbelief right now. Last edited by firestorm : 09-23-2003 at 02:27 AM.

09-23-2003, 02:31 AM	#14
firestorm P/RR/S Advisor Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: New Jersey Posts: 7,765 Photos: 3	ok I'm seriously considering altering my goals for this contest. I'm thinking to screw heavy training what so ever and just work on weight reduction. Shit loads of dieting, even more shit loads of cardio, weight training not concerning myself with getting bigger for awhile. then maybe some heavy liposuction with my Hoover. What do you guys/gals think.

09-23-2003, 02:41 AM	#15
TheGreatSatan Satan Loves You Too Elite Member Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: In Min0's Bed! Posts: 11,791 Photos: 16	That Hoover might just give you a Polish hickey. Try a Kirby.

09-23-2003, 02:43 AM	#16
firestorm P/RR/S Advisor Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: New Jersey Posts: 7,765 Photos: 3	hey not funny plus your not supposed to be joking in the journals anymore.

09-23-2003, 07:27 AM	#17
J'Bo Cuddle Slut Join Date: May 2002 Location: Back in Canada Posts: 9,753 Photos: 6	fire. we are all in the same boat hun and i felt the same way as you a couple of weeks ago. I relaized that NOTHING i had in my closet fit me anymore. I ended up crying and putting my jammys on and going back to bed for the day. We all have to love ourselves no matter what form we come in. If we have let ourselves go then we have to just pick ourselves up and get back to it. Habits are hard to break, but its all attainable and you will get there with the rest of us. When you say "fat people" it drives me nuts because thats not who they are as a person its just who they have come through bad habits and not taking care of their inner bodies and mind first. So hun pm me your diet and training and lets get you going
	....and thats my $.02

09-26-2003, 01:10 PM	#21
derekisdman RAWR! Elite Member Join Date: May 2003 Location: Michigan Posts: 1,294	Fire the way you were talking I was expecting a lot worse. You still look big and your back is wide as heck.
	Homer: Hey! I saved your life! That egg sandwich could have killed you by cholesterol. Lenny: Pfft, forget it, Homer. While it has been established that eggs contain cholesterol, it has not yet been proven conclusively that they actually raise the level of serum cholesterol in the human blood stream.

09-26-2003, 10:34 AM	#18
firestorm P/RR/S Advisor Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: New Jersey Posts: 7,765 Photos: 3	My damn Front view Photos moved to Official area: "Let the Games Begin" Thread Last edited by firestorm : 09-29-2003 at 12:56 AM.

09-26-2003, 10:34 AM	#19
firestorm P/RR/S Advisor Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: New Jersey Posts: 7,765 Photos: 3	Side Freeken View Photos moved to Official area: "Let the Games Begin" Thread Last edited by firestorm : 09-29-2003 at 12:57 AM.

09-26-2003, 10:36 AM	#20
firestorm P/RR/S Advisor Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: New Jersey Posts: 7,765 Photos: 3	f'ing Back shot Photos moved to Official area: "Let the Games Begin" Thread Last edited by firestorm : 09-29-2003 at 12:57 AM.

09-26-2003, 01:16 PM	#22
J'Bo Cuddle Slut Join Date: May 2002 Location: Back in Canada Posts: 9,753 Photos: 6	k i have to say something here hun. you need to talk to someone about your problem with thinking your fat. i geuss you are suffering the same sydrome as many people here, me included. you are leaner than 90% of the population and look AMAZING. pm me and we can figure this out.
	....and thats my $.02

09-26-2003, 01:19 PM	#23
Leslie DOWNSIZING Elite Member Join Date: May 2002 Location: Jersey Girl Posts: 2,911 Photos: 11	Fat??!! Hardly. You look great. Just need some finishing touches. And as JBO said, you look better than most of the population. Don;t be so hard on yourself
	Leslie My Journal My Sponsor:www.AvantLabs.com

09-26-2003, 01:20 PM	#24
butterfly Senior Member Elite Member Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Houston, TX Posts: 11,526 Photos: 11	I totally agree with J'Bo and Leslie!
	~Ann We must teach our children to dream with their eyes open. -Harry Edwards

09-27-2003, 08:26 PM	#25
Rocco32 UNLEASH THE BEAST Elite Member Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Arlington, VA Posts: 22,313 Photos: 18	What the hell Fire? If your fat then what does that make me? Half-kidding, mostly serious! You look great, I'd give quite a bit to look as good as your pics! Remember, it's all relative though. I say still train heavy till around Jan or Feb and then cut, I don't think you'll hurt at all doing that!
	I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain...

09-28-2003, 09:36 PM	#26
Rissole 2 Samuel 24:24 Elite Member Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: "OZTRAILYA" :D Posts: 8,289 Photos: 36	Fat arse
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09-28-2003, 09:37 PM	#27
Rissole 2 Samuel 24:24 Elite Member Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: "OZTRAILYA" :D Posts: 8,289 Photos: 36	Not really mate You should come back to your old shape in no time. You could'a at least friken smiled.....
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