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OK, I am so Over Myself!

I go back and read the old posts in my other journal and u guys are really supportive but if u get to know the Real me, I am so NOT like how I sounded! I guess bc everything is a thinking process, at least until I get used to it……..but its like that For Everyone right? I probably seemed like a Drama Queen and then some……I usually wrote the posts like right after whatever would happen, and so id sound like all stressed out but whatever it was, really WAS NOT a big deal. You people deal with it all the time. I am not special!

Bodybuilders /(people that have competed) are no better than any1else, at least not in the kind of way I thought u were! but bc that goal seemed so impossible for Me to achieve (and still sometimes does) I would try that much harder! Bodybuilding is a hard thing for everyone!

Not Every Bodybuilder cooks ALL their food! But Kris did, my old trainer(she competes) so I thought i had2, if i didnt i would never be able to compete if i didnt! Grocery shopping gets expensive! And cooking is a hard task! That’s right, 4 everyone! So my diet’s gonna be lil worse mmmmmmmmm

In my opinion, it looks like you want your outside to look the way you feel deep inside. You know how hard you've worked to get where you are, and the physical expression of the internal strength is why you like the idea of muscle -Kane