cajunFit

Ok things are starting to look up

I've got the suit issue solved

I'm meeting with Jodie to help me with my posing.

A friend of mine is gonna help me with hair and make up........


The question is how do I start working on building up my confidence?

Does it all come together in the end?

I guess I need to read that article that greeky gave me again.

Another thing.....I will try not to cheat....rather, I will not cheat

cajunFit

Today.....So far I'm being very good.......no cheating (yet).

Going to the gym at 3pm working back & bi's & cardio.

My hubby and I coach my sons Tball team and we have a game tonight at 5:30.....oooohhhh how fun ,lol.

JLB001

I had one of those "fun size" butterfingers for you. Oh...and stole a carmeal while in walmart.

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."

JLB001

It will come together when those suits arrive, and you feel comfortable in your shoes. Shine from within! The rest will be icing on the cake...Look how far you have come, look at the things you overcome daily....You have everything to be proud and confident of! Oh...do a search on this name: Kenny Kassel. I sent your pic to him...he said you will do very well. And Kenny knows!

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."

cajunFit

Omg Jodie, I cant believe you sent my photo to him. You crazy girl

Thanks for believing in me.......I need that right now.

My daughter and I are off to the gym.

cajunFit

Btw Jodie, you should be a motivational speaker

Did he really say that Jodie? Why cant I see the good things, I always over analyze myself.

JLB001

I didn't keep the email. But he did say that.

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."

cajunFit

I had a good workout but didnt do cardio today because of the ball game.

But I did sweat like a pig on the baseball field.

I think all 5 & 6 yr olds have ADD ........j/k

JLB001

Some men too!

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."

gwcaton

Jodie !

My Last Journal Before The One You're Reading Now
Old Journals :
My P/RR/S Journal
My GWcaton Journal
My Bulking Journal

Just remember, when you think you're done you've just started . DEADBOLT . 2005

JLB001

I said some...not all. lol

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."

cajunFit

Jodie I would have to agree

I know my hubby is for sure!!!

cajunFit

Yeah!!! No cheating today!!!!

Hmm, now lets see if I can be good tommorrow.

Go to my trainers tommorrow (Leg Day), I drive through Lafayette, where all my sinful delights are Hope I can be good!

Last week for legs we did lots of super sets, thought I was gonna puke and pass out. My quads, hams & glutes were sore for 3 days.

I wonder what my trainer has in store for me tommorrow.

Ya think its all the stress that makes it hard for me to sleep? I know its important to have a good nights rest......those are few and far between.

JLB001

No Maggie Moo's if something calls your name!

Ewww...leggie day! Me too. But this one isn't a bad one. Just buttloads of walking lunges and stuff like that.

Could be stress making you not sleep.

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."

greekblondechic

Stress can definately be making you not sleep.. try relaxing before bed w/ a nice bath, book, massage or music!

ncgirl21

Hey Cajun Girl- I checked out your gallery and dang- you should be VERY VERY proud! Your body is smokin!!!! You've made an AMAZING transformation. Your going to kick at your competition!!

http://stephlg.proboards44.com/index.cgi#general

cajunFit

Thanks NCgirl, I'm trying.

greekblondechic

You're not trying hon, you're doing

I can do it

I WILL be a size 5.

JLB001

So modest!

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."

cajunFit

First of all, Aunt Flo came to visit today. So major PMS. The first 2 days are the hardest for me......severe cramping and all.

On top of that it was Leg day, I felt horrible this morning and didnt feel like driving the 45 min, but convinced myself I have only about 3 weeks left.

Needless to say, I had an emotional breakdown. (tried not to let my trainer see I was in so much pain) The last 2 sets I was crying while I was doing them .....ughhh the cramps.

Came home and took 2 muscle relaxers along with 3 advil and I'm still in pain. Laying here on a heating pad.

The good news is that this will be long gone in time for the comp.

cajunFit

Greeky & Jodie too funny!

Jodie wait until you see me in person and then you can tell me the truth.

JLB001

Did you photoshop the pics? You are gonna be fine! You just don't realize how great you do look.

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."

cajunFit

Jodie I was good today, no cheat, no Maggie Moos

cajunFit

Aawww, you are too sweet Jodie! Hmmmm do I owe you money or something? j/k

No photoshop here. I know pics can be decieving. We talked about that before. How girls look in their comp photos......that they are not as big as they appear.

I will definitely feel better when you are able to critique my physique in person. I can take constructive critisism.

JLB001

I had the cheat for you. LOL We can't have anymore now.
Ban cookies from the kids for the next few weeks. hehe.

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."

cajunFit

Duck Tape usually works well.....its strong enough to hold them to the walls.....lol.

The worst part is when we are at the store and they eat a snack, they walk up to me and say "Mom, you wanna smell it since you cant eat it?"

Those little hoodlums

JLB001

LOL...I have always wanted to try that thing where you put on that bodysuit that has huge strips of velcrow and then hurl yourself at the walls to stick! That would be so much fun!

Money? What's that? I use my atm for everything. LOL Lucky to have a dollar in my purse.

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."

JLB001

I would have to divorce them. hehe Mine when he comes to visit, thinks its cute to have Krispy Kremes. OMG...you can smell the sugar in the car for days.

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."