Pitboss

Well that's basically the way I'm loking at it.

My first concern or question was why?? Why would a 24 yo girl be intersted in going out with me?? But then I realized that she is just that young and doesn't care where I live, what I do for a living, how big my bank account is, doesn't concern her self with my ability to provide her with a comfortable retirement.. etc, etc.

Seems like every 30+ woman is more concerned in being in love with a what a person has to offer than the person himself..

Sorry about that rant. I know it's not true, not completely. I'm just bitter towards someone.

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Pitboss

Well I got a good 5 hour nights sleep. Coffee is kicking in and need to head to the gym. Chest day! Feel like I haven't been to the gym in days, well actually when was the last time??? LOL

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NT...well it isnt an age thing i dont think...and your right everyone is different...but if he forsee's uncomfortable situations like meeting parents and people asking if its his daughter then there will be issues.

PB...i think that i know you, because you are like me. we both jump in with both feet and fall hard, i just want you to look at the situation a little closer before you go further thats all. plus you and i both need to learn to screen the people before we let them in. that way you can weed out the bad ones. not bad people but not nessesarily good for people like us. get me?

....and thats my $.02

Pitboss

You are so right though. I'm not putting my heart and soul into this. But I am keeping a positive outlook on what ever the future may hold... that's good right?

I am being picky about who I ask out. Really picky. I have several ops over the past week to go out but turned those individuals down because I am looking for something more. I am not interested in casual sex!! I have had sx once this year and at this point of my life it is not the most important thing.

Did I really just say that

Thanks Jenny, again! You always do say the "right" things.

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Pitboss

I don't care what anyone says "sleep is not overated!!!" In the past 2 days I have gotten a little over 10 hours of sleep and it showed in my workout this morning. Talk about feeling fatigued. I'm not even gonna dare post my workout. Sucks

That's okay there is always tomorrow!!!!!!!!!

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naturaltan

sleep is a wonderful thing - and it's showing. I've gooten way too much beauty sleep. I'm in bed and sleeping by 9:30pm every night ... up at 5:45am

just kick'in it in the ole Charger

Pitboss

Well when I got off work yesterday I had some built up aggression and hit the gym for arms. I normally don't do arms much as they tend to grow.. I mean really grow too much. But I did it and had an awesome work out. I forgot what was pissing me off by the end.

In bed by 10pm and then got a phone call from Amber at 2am to meet her at Denny's. So I did. Back in bed at 4am and up at 8am. No gym this morning.

I have to work a concert tonight from 8pm to 2am and work all day today. It's a band called Pennywise. Gonna be a kick ass show. Plus it's sold out. 1000 people and 12 security. I like those odds!!!

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butterfly

~Ann
We must teach our children to dream with their eyes open.
-Harry Edwards

butterfly

OMG you've been going to... the... GYM!!!!!!

~Ann
We must teach our children to dream with their eyes open.
-Harry Edwards

PreMier

Pennywise is bad ass! Thats cool man.

P-side Inc.

"the post-workout high is more profound than any drug-induced rush imaginable." -Dante B.

Pitboss

Yes I have!!

Might still go today but am really sore, cut up and bruised..

Have today off but running around, cleaning house, washing bike, getting my car washed... and then working tonight.

Not enough time in one day when I do have a day off Oh well.

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Pitboss

Well haven't been able to get to the gym since last Wednesday or was that Tuesday?? I know I could go to the gym when I have Carter but I start feeling guilty for leaving him the day care while I'm working out. we only have so much time together and this weekend was less than our normal because I picked him up late Friday and then worked a double (14 hour) shift on Saturday. The gym is important but not as important as kicking in bed eating cereal and watching the Dnsey channel in the morning!!

Not much else to post. Amanda has been calling more often. depending on my mood I'll answer and then make sure she knows I'm doing great!! Kind of like the rub it in her face thing.

I still am talking and sort of seeing Amber, the 24 yo. Neither of us have made any moves toward expanding this current relationship. Although I am learning more about why she isn't interested in men.. sex... etc. Call me a glutton but I guess it's my inner persistance that wants to prove her wrng about men .. or me I guess. LOL But it's been good the time we can spend together. Talking on the phone daily. It's cool.

Anyhow just thought I'd post something just so this journal doesn't get burried!!

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buff_tat2d_chic

EEEK!! There's a 5:45am?!?!?! Are you sure? I've never seen one.

~health and fitness are a lifestyle~

Pounds lost as of 6/06/09: 4

buff_tat2d_chic

Hi ya PB babe...ya sexy thang!!

Nice to see you. I'm glad you started another journal. Now I know where I can find you

~health and fitness are a lifestyle~

Pounds lost as of 6/06/09: 4

Pitboss

Hiya Buff!!! Yep I'll be here for a while. No reason to leave this time!!


Okay so I had an awesome shoulder/trap workout and tossed a couple of bicep sets in at the end.

What I can't understand is why I can't put that same amount of effort into my chest, back and leg workouts. well back isn't too bad but chest and back are blah in comparision. I'll figure it out!!

So not much new for me this week. I'm dumping another 3g's on my shirts to bring my inventory back up. I don't want to only because that leaves me with nothing to put towards the only 4 shirts i want/need to do. I have two designs for women only that I might be able to squeeze by but that's about it. Have to put the beenies and caps on hold which sucks!!!! I have had so many requests for those already.

I know it's only shirts and hats but reality is that I need 30g's to do this the right way and getting there by one shirt sale at a time is tough. I'll figure it out


Okay once again I spent to much time here after the gym that I don't have time to take care of some personal business.... uh you know rub one out, choking the chicken.. etc.. LOL gonna have to find another way to burn those calories today!!

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butterfly

Any chance you could get a business loan from your bank? You've already shown that the product will sell. Just write up a business plan and submit a loan application.

~Ann
We must teach our children to dream with their eyes open.
-Harry Edwards

Stacey

Butterfly ~ HOW ARE U?????

I Believe in the Impossible!!!

Pitboss

Well since my divorce, selling of two homes, and losing my job nearly 2 years ago my credit is so bad I wouldn't loan myself money!!!!

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butterfly

Too bad

~Ann
We must teach our children to dream with their eyes open.
-Harry Edwards

Pitboss

It's okay. It'll work out. Things always do for me. Maybe not like some people but they still seem to work out.

I need to keep re-investing and hopefully find a cheap but effective way to advertise.

I could also get the art work done for my other shirts, print a couple just to get the images on my site and just take orders as they come. Will cost me more to order 1 or 2 sizes/color at a time but then again it's just another shirt out in thw world hopefully selling itself.

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butterfly

Well, that's a good plan too

John took a couple of pics of me the other day. I look sooooo huge I don't want to post them I'm 28 weeks now but I feel like I'm 40+

I got in our pool for the first time today. It was wonderful! I felt no strained or pain on my lower tummy or in my ligaments... pure Heaven! Think I'm going to make a habbit of getting in the pool after work

~Ann
We must teach our children to dream with their eyes open.
-Harry Edwards

Stacey

Oh Ann I bet that was Heaven in your pool today!!!!!!!

I Believe in the Impossible!!!

butterfly

Absolutely! I felt so refreshed afterwards.

The baby is so low now causing a lot of pressure, I have trouble getting off the couch and out of bed.

I try not to complain, my reward will be well worth it

~Ann
We must teach our children to dream with their eyes open.
-Harry Edwards

Stacey

oh wow honey!!! I bet that is very challenging!!!!!

If you ever need to complain though- you can to me

I Believe in the Impossible!!!

Pitboss

Okay I really, really am going to turn gay!! I just can't seem to figure you women out, at all!!

Okay so today at work this new girl started dancing, her first shift. Although she worked there many years ago. As soon as I saw here I recognized her. She played coye.. coi... she basically led me on all day about where I knew her from. Seems that she recognized me too. From when I worked with her at the club back in 93. Oh so it seems!! I remember a face, I always remember the pretty faces and never, ever forget the pretty faces attached to hot bods.. she was a fitness competitor but know does figure.. Anyhow I know here not from work but when I belonged to Bally's 3 years ago. Told you I don't forget!! I also remember her asking my status.. at the time married.

Okay so moving on. Right before we got off work, both off at 7, I asked her if she was going out for dinner or would like to, something like that. I mentioned Fridays and she was eh not really part of my diet. Sushi?? Sure she says. Next thing I know she leaves... without me, without my phone number.. ?????? hello??? I'm lost at that point.

So I'm standing by car saying goodbye to a friend/customer who spent a lot of time talking to her. He tells me she likes me and asked him my status... ???? Hello?? I'm beyond lost now.

Somebody just shoot me now!!!!

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Pitboss

Still some what on track with my workouts... diet, eh I'm eating pretty much what I want. But taking a guess I'd say BF% around 14%.

Did back yesterday. Weight finally getting up. When doing lat pulldowns my goal is always my body weight and work for more after that. Yesterday I did 170 for 7 on my last set. My weight is currently 181.5 so getting there!!

Today was chest, not a bad workout. Should have pounded a shake as soon as I woke up for that extra energy.. oh well. Got a great pump, really tight right now.

I also through in a couple of sets of biceps. My left arm is so much smaller than my right and I really want to build it up.. I hate being crooked LOL

Anyway hope you all had a great Memorial weekend.. I worked and I'm working again today... blah.

Late!!!

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Pitboss

One thing I trully miss about Ama.... the ex-gf was her weird sense of humor. Got to have one in life. In the shower yesterday I dropped the soap and as I bent down I could hear her yelling out.... "I'll get it!!!" Took me forever before I understood what she meant by that.. don't know why but it did and now everytime I drop the soap I prolly will always think of her... LOL

Busy day off today. Slept in, cause I wanted to so no alarm was set. Having some coffee right now and sitting here waking up. Let's see things to do today.
3 loads of laundry
Go to the bank
Tanning booth
Gym.. legs blah
Get a hair cut, maybe get two cut
Get the car washed
Clean my bathroom
Clean my room
Have some cleaning to do outside the house
and I'm sure I am missing a few things.

Wonder if I will get everything done today.

Oh well have a great day!!

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Pitboss

Wednesday was a very long slow day... and not a profitable one at that But I ate through out the day... not good mind you but I did eat. LOL

Hit the gym on the way home from work, didn't make sense to drive by it to go home to change to go back. So it was Levis, steel toed boots and a tank. I don't care other than it was freaking hot in there!!

Had a good, heavy shoulder workout and finished with traps. I'm starting to think I may need to start doing lighter wght and higher reps as my shoulders look huge compared the rest of my upper body. I'm all arms and shoulders Maybe I'm wrong but it's just what I see in the mirrors and looking around at other people. Whatever.. LOL

Not much else to say..... oh well I guess there is but I'm not allowed to talk about her.

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Pitboss

Happy Saturday!!!!

This is my weekend with Carter.. I'm loving it!! Although yesterday I was a little ticked off. You see there is this indoor play place called "Under the Sea". They are open Monday thru Friday from 10am to 6pm. Then on Saturday and Sunday they are closed for the public, private parties only. Now my only chance to go with Carter is on Fridays. We took a little nap and headed over there. Grabbed some Mc'donalds to take with us. We get there and they are closed for a private party!!! I have them call their other store and they are closed as well. I was so upset. I was past upset!! My poor kid was so excited about going and we get all the way to the door and have to turn around.

Needless to say we left, the food got trashed.. cold Mc Donalds sucks!! Instead we hit the park and he was fine

Kicking it right now watching TV. Our mornings rock!!

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Little Wing

Watch this space for new pics.

"MUSCLE IS TRULY GUARANTEED IF YOU WILL HONESTLY work out to BE YOUR VERY BEST -

GO FOR IT!!! BECAUSE YOU CAN!!!!!!

Take Care, John H."