Jeanie's attempt at a Journal

M.J.H. · 10-21-2004, 08:50 AM

Hey Jeanie, I realized that I rarely read your journal so from now on I am going to make an effort to read it on a daily basis. I just noticed your gallery pics and you look great!

Jeanie · 10-21-2004, 03:56 PM

Thanks everyone for your support

. That is another reason I came here. I can to about him to people that aren't his friends

. To be honest, once I get finished with school and get a job in the field I am going to school for, he will probably be kicked to the curb

. He is not the father of my children. Yopu see, I am previously divorced and have full custody of my kids

. When I met my current husband he was so nice and fun to have around

. He was really interactive with me and my kids. Now he is a grouch all of the time

. I have confronted him with this and of course he puts all of the blame on me

. I know what I need to do. I just have to find a good time and some money

Jeanie · 10-21-2004, 03:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MonStar

Hey Jeanie, I realized that I rarely read your journal so from now on I am going to make an effort to read it on a daily basis. I just noticed your gallery pics and you look great!

Thanks for stopping by at this tragic time in my journal

Please feel free to come by and cheer me on.

M.J.H. · 10-21-2004, 04:21 PM

I hope that everything works out okay Jeanie, I really do. Good luck sorting everything out.

Rissole · 10-21-2004, 05:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jeanie

Now he is a grouch all of the time

. I have confronted him with this and of course he puts all of the blame on me

.

Sounds like me at the moment, I feel your pain Jean....

Jeanie · 10-21-2004, 05:42 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Rissole

Sounds like me at the moment, I feel your pain Jean....

Really? please expand...

JLB001 · 10-21-2004, 09:04 PM

Jeanie...start stashing money away. Set up a savings account and have the statements mailed to your work.

Hang in there!

GoalGetter · 10-22-2004, 04:39 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jeanie

.... I know what I need to do. I just have to find a good time and some money

Jeanie, knowing this makes me feel SO MUCH BETTER. I was worried about you. Hang in there and count on us to help you through some of those rough spots on the way.

**Emma-Leigh** · 10-22-2004, 05:50 AM

Hang in there Jeanie... Stay true to yourself and have the strength and courage to follow your passions. Don't let someone else's insecurities impact on your choices in life - get out as soon as you can. Your life is worth so much more and you are wasting it with him.

ncgirl21 · 10-22-2004, 06:17 AM

Morning!!! Hang in there hun! And if you EVER need to talk, just call!!

Velvet · 10-22-2004, 06:34 AM

Good morning Sweetie..JLB's advice is spot on! Don't let him know you are saving! Do what you know in your heart is right for YOU. We are always here for you

Jeanie · 10-22-2004, 05:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by JLB001

Jeanie...start stashing money away. Set up a savings account and have the statements mailed to your work.

Hang in there!

That is so funny

, I was aready planning on doing that but I am trying to figure out where to have the statement mailed to since my work is actually my internship placement

, so it wouldn't be appropriate. I think I will ask my sister if I can use her address. God, I hope he never finds this site

. I always delete the cookies and temp internet files. Is there anything else that I need to do? I want you guys to know that he has never physically hurt me. Just be assured of that. Oh, crap...he is home...gotta go!

Luke9583 · 10-23-2004, 09:12 AM

G'mornin' Jeanie. I'm sorry to hear things aren't going so hot. Just remember you've got alotta people here for ya

Jeanie · 10-23-2004, 04:48 PM

I am back! Great shoulder workout and cardio.

Why is my husband being so nice to me all of a sudden?

Very odd. Maybe my ignoring him and trying to avoid him is helping him to get the hint that he is not an enjoyable person to be around.
Anyway, I talked to a friend of mine who is going to help me with my diet (once i start) and I also got some advice on tweaking my physique. BTW, I asked for it. I was told to stop going so heavy on the leg sled and to start doing lunges.

I knew I was going to have to start doing those soon. He told me that I look boxy so this should help narrow my waist, along with widening my lats, to give a taper. I can do that.
I am getting really excited about doing this

Oh, i also need to adjust my posture since I am begining to look rounded in the shoulders .....this is cause i do do back very often cause i tend to grow fast and get really broad/something else you know who complains about.

gwcaton · 10-23-2004, 05:21 PM

Hi Jeanie

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jeanie

cause i tend to grow fast and get really broad

I wish I had that problem, well I do but in a bad way

GoalGetter · 10-24-2004, 06:44 AM

hey! good morning!

Talk about adjusting your workouts! I had to stop doing upright rows, and do front raises instead because my traps were getting too defined in comparisson to everything else in that area.

Lunges - an acquired taste, hahaha. I LOVE walking lunges. Good luck with the change-ups!

Jeanie · 10-24-2004, 02:22 PM

I did a half hour of just lunges

But they are actually kina cool, my glutes where feeling good and round when i was done

standing in place lunges (one at a time)
10lbs x 10
15 x 10
20 x 10
25 x 12
25 x 12

walking lunges
10 x 10
15 x 10
15 x 20

15 x 20

lying leg curls
70lbs x 5 : 65 x 2 : 60 x 2: 50 x 5(Couldn't do any more so I did drop sets)
repeat for 3 more sets

leg extensions
110lbs x 8 (knee hurt)
90 x 12
90 x 12
90 x 12 drop to 80 x 5 drop to 50 x 5

hip abductor and the other one that goes with it
closing 90 x 15 3 times
opening 70 x 15 3 times
then did both to failure

120 sit ups
decline abs 12 x 3

had a shake and a 30 minute break
Cardio
stationary bike for 50 minutes

nap

Rissole · 10-25-2004, 03:27 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jeanie

Really? please expand...

We were just fighting last week and you saying "it was all good and then they become a grouch etc" sounded like what i was getting put through but we had a good talk and its cool now. We have been married 12yrs last weekend and its for better or worse and that was a worse time so ya can't just kick it...

gwcaton · 10-25-2004, 05:54 AM

Morning Gorgeous

No I wasn't talking to you Riss. LOL

Jeanie · 10-25-2004, 06:01 AM

My legs are sore today...I love it! I am totally off my diet this week,,,,candy every day

, well, I might take today and tomorrow off from my candy intake since I am starting next Monday. I know that sounds kinda gross but I want to do a before and after where you can see a lot of improvement

Right now I think I am at about 14 percent bf% and I love cardio so I know I will lose it in about 3 weeks, if that. I really want to do some kind of photo shoot since GG's are so beautiful. I would love to have pics of myself like that, especially to show my future grandchildren.

Of course my husband doesn't want to do anything like that. I even suggested we do a sexy type of shoot together but his reply was. "we are above that".

gwcaton · 10-25-2004, 06:06 AM

A photo shoot would be great ! All in favor say "aye"!!

AYE !

You could always use a stunt double for your husband . I'm sure you would have no problem getting volunteers.

Rissole · 10-25-2004, 06:08 AM

"Aye" I will stunt double too

Jeanie · 10-25-2004, 06:11 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by gwcaton

A photo shoot would be great ! All in favor say "aye"!!

AYE !

You could always use a stunt double for your husband . I'm sure you would have no problem getting volunteers.

.

Hahaha

You guys are funny! I was thinking that I could do something with a santa's helper like gettup. It would be abuot a week before Christmas. I should be nice and tan (i bought tanning sessions), my diet will be in order and I should be looken pretty ripped. I am exxcited

Maybe I could use a couple of stunt doubles???

Rissole · 10-25-2004, 06:20 AM

I'm not big on sharing....

ncgirl21 · 10-25-2004, 06:35 AM

Good Morning Hottie!!!

Look at those abs girl--

!! You've got it going on babe!!

I think you should do the photo shoot- you look great already from what I've seen, I can't wait to see what a couple months

10-21-2004, 08:50 AM	#181
M.J.H. Obsessed Elite Member Join Date: Jun 2001 Location: Delaware Posts: 3,587 Photos: 12	Hey Jeanie, I realized that I rarely read your journal so from now on I am going to make an effort to read it on a daily basis. I just noticed your gallery pics and you look great!
	Stats! 23 years old, 5'11.5", 206 lbs., ~8% bodyfat 380/455/655 bench/squat/deadlift (current) 405/495/675 bench/squat/deadlift (goals) The M.J.H. Chronicles

10-21-2004, 04:21 PM	#184
M.J.H. Obsessed Elite Member Join Date: Jun 2001 Location: Delaware Posts: 3,587 Photos: 12	I hope that everything works out okay Jeanie, I really do. Good luck sorting everything out.
	Stats! 23 years old, 5'11.5", 206 lbs., ~8% bodyfat 380/455/655 bench/squat/deadlift (current) 405/495/675 bench/squat/deadlift (goals) The M.J.H. Chronicles

10-21-2004, 09:04 PM	#187
JLB001 I see YOU!! Elite Member Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Houston Posts: 8,293 Photos: 5	Jeanie...start stashing money away. Set up a savings account and have the statements mailed to your work. Hang in there!
	"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on."

10-22-2004, 06:17 AM	#190
ncgirl21 Registered User Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: North Carolina Posts: 2,135	Morning!!! Hang in there hun! And if you EVER need to talk, just call!!
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10-23-2004, 09:12 AM	#193
Luke9583 Lucky Luke Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: idaho Posts: 5,390 Photos: 9	G'mornin' Jeanie. I'm sorry to hear things aren't going so hot. Just remember you've got alotta people here for ya
	New goal for 2005, 190lbs @ 7% bf "She Blew my nose, and then she blew my mind"

10-21-2004, 03:56 PM	#182
Jeanie Mom/Student/Wifey Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: None Ya! Posts: 939 Photos: 6	Thanks everyone for your support . That is another reason I came here. I can to about him to people that aren't his friends . To be honest, once I get finished with school and get a job in the field I am going to school for, he will probably be kicked to the curb . He is not the father of my children. Yopu see, I am previously divorced and have full custody of my kids . When I met my current husband he was so nice and fun to have around . He was really interactive with me and my kids. Now he is a grouch all of the time . I have confronted him with this and of course he puts all of the blame on me . I know what I need to do. I just have to find a good time and some money

10-22-2004, 05:50 AM	#189
Emma-Leigh Acting Normal... Moderator Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Different shades of black Posts: 5,554	Hang in there Jeanie... Stay true to yourself and have the strength and courage to follow your passions. Don't let someone else's insecurities impact on your choices in life - get out as soon as you can. Your life is worth so much more and you are wasting it with him.

10-22-2004, 06:34 AM	#191
Velvet Leaning Out Elite Member Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Ontario Canada Posts: 4,542 Photos: 2	Good morning Sweetie..JLB's advice is spot on! Don't let him know you are saving! Do what you know in your heart is right for YOU. We are always here for you

10-23-2004, 04:48 PM	#194
Jeanie Mom/Student/Wifey Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: None Ya! Posts: 939 Photos: 6	I am back! Great shoulder workout and cardio. Why is my husband being so nice to me all of a sudden? Very odd. Maybe my ignoring him and trying to avoid him is helping him to get the hint that he is not an enjoyable person to be around. Anyway, I talked to a friend of mine who is going to help me with my diet (once i start) and I also got some advice on tweaking my physique. BTW, I asked for it. I was told to stop going so heavy on the leg sled and to start doing lunges. I knew I was going to have to start doing those soon. He told me that I look boxy so this should help narrow my waist, along with widening my lats, to give a taper. I can do that. I am getting really excited about doing this Oh, i also need to adjust my posture since I am begining to look rounded in the shoulders .....this is cause i do do back very often cause i tend to grow fast and get really broad/something else you know who complains about.
	Current weight 130.4 Goal weight 125 11 bf% Overall Goal is to be the best I can be and feel good http://www.ironmagazineforums.com/ga...ent_BF-med.jpg

10-24-2004, 06:44 AM	#196
GoalGetter is still around... Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: Arizona Posts: 6,097	hey! good morning! Talk about adjusting your workouts! I had to stop doing upright rows, and do front raises instead because my traps were getting too defined in comparisson to everything else in that area. Lunges - an acquired taste, hahaha. I LOVE walking lunges. Good luck with the change-ups!

10-24-2004, 02:22 PM	#197
Jeanie Mom/Student/Wifey Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: None Ya! Posts: 939 Photos: 6	I did a half hour of just lunges But they are actually kina cool, my glutes where feeling good and round when i was done standing in place lunges (one at a time) 10lbs x 10 15 x 10 20 x 10 25 x 12 25 x 12 walking lunges 10 x 10 15 x 10 15 x 20 15 x 20 lying leg curls 70lbs x 5 : 65 x 2 : 60 x 2: 50 x 5(Couldn't do any more so I did drop sets) repeat for 3 more sets leg extensions 110lbs x 8 (knee hurt) 90 x 12 90 x 12 90 x 12 drop to 80 x 5 drop to 50 x 5 hip abductor and the other one that goes with it closing 90 x 15 3 times opening 70 x 15 3 times then did both to failure 120 sit ups decline abs 12 x 3 had a shake and a 30 minute break Cardio stationary bike for 50 minutes nap
	Current weight 130.4 Goal weight 125 11 bf% Overall Goal is to be the best I can be and feel good http://www.ironmagazineforums.com/ga...ent_BF-med.jpg

10-25-2004, 05:54 AM	#199
gwcaton Lookin' for abs ! Elite Member Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: central missouri Posts: 9,271 Photos: 28	Morning Gorgeous No I wasn't talking to you Riss. LOL
	My Last Journal Before The One You're Reading Now Old Journals : My P/RR/S Journal My GWcaton Journal My Bulking Journal Just remember, when you think you're done you've just started . DEADBOLT . 2005

10-25-2004, 06:01 AM	#200
Jeanie Mom/Student/Wifey Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: None Ya! Posts: 939 Photos: 6	My legs are sore today...I love it! I am totally off my diet this week,,,,candy every day , well, I might take today and tomorrow off from my candy intake since I am starting next Monday. I know that sounds kinda gross but I want to do a before and after where you can see a lot of improvement Right now I think I am at about 14 percent bf% and I love cardio so I know I will lose it in about 3 weeks, if that. I really want to do some kind of photo shoot since GG's are so beautiful. I would love to have pics of myself like that, especially to show my future grandchildren. Of course my husband doesn't want to do anything like that. I even suggested we do a sexy type of shoot together but his reply was. "we are above that".
	Current weight 130.4 Goal weight 125 11 bf% Overall Goal is to be the best I can be and feel good http://www.ironmagazineforums.com/ga...ent_BF-med.jpg

10-25-2004, 06:06 AM	#201
gwcaton Lookin' for abs ! Elite Member Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: central missouri Posts: 9,271 Photos: 28	A photo shoot would be great ! All in favor say "aye"!! AYE ! You could always use a stunt double for your husband . I'm sure you would have no problem getting volunteers.
	My Last Journal Before The One You're Reading Now Old Journals : My P/RR/S Journal My GWcaton Journal My Bulking Journal Just remember, when you think you're done you've just started . DEADBOLT . 2005

10-25-2004, 06:08 AM	#202
Rissole 2 Samuel 24:24 Elite Member Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: "OZTRAILYA" :D Posts: 8,286 Photos: 36	"Aye" I will stunt double too
	My Journal

10-25-2004, 06:20 AM	#204
Rissole 2 Samuel 24:24 Elite Member Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: "OZTRAILYA" :D Posts: 8,286 Photos: 36	I'm not big on sharing....
	My Journal

10-25-2004, 06:35 AM	#205
ncgirl21 Registered User Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: North Carolina Posts: 2,135	Good Morning Hottie!!! Look at those abs girl-- !! You've got it going on babe!! I think you should do the photo shoot- you look great already from what I've seen, I can't wait to see what a couple months