Maybe, maybe notOriginally Posted by musclepump
But it is a strain I'm not used to yet. We'll see
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Maybe, maybe notOriginally Posted by musclepump
But it is a strain I'm not used to yet. We'll see
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I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain...

Still a couple pounds heavier than I was going into my last show. I'm not real sure why; I can't imagine one day of enjoying food again would pack on the pounds like this? I'm hoping it's just water retention that will subside when I get back on the Taraxatone.
It probably is water retention. Doesn't take much, especially when you've been dieting the way you have been![]()
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain...
yea, the worst part about being that lean is that anything you eat or drink you can automatically see on you...lol
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You'll do great buddy. Good luck and knock'em dead!
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain...
Good luck![]()
All the best MP, Own it![]()

Thanks everyone for the support. I'm pretty sure this journal has come to a close; I'm done competing. Both shows are over and I'm shoveling in food now at an unprecedented rate. It was a great process and one hell of a journey--I didn't bring home any trophies like I wanted, but I learned a lot. I think I may start another journal next week when I get back in the pool and in the gym (I'm taking a week off right now) just to keep my own tabs. You're all welcome to follow along, of course![]()
Good on ya MP, Anyone who's competed deserves a trophey if you ask me![]()
Good job buddy. So will you compete again next year? Did you have to do a posing routine?
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain...
Yeah, I'm 6 foot also. Great job for being in the running for best poser. What song did you pose to?
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain...
Great Job for being a natty!![]()

I posed to my own spliced mix... Olympic theme song with some Armageddon end track. I did a lot of "Greek-like" poses which the crowd loved. It was awesome--I only had about five people in the audience that knew me, but the entire auditorium (sold out) was clapping, screaming, cheering. Awesome crowd.
That's so awesome buddy. You definately have to do it again next year. Are you married?
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain...
Just wondering what the support system was for you. I'm married also and each time I've "tried" I know she's been a big help to me.![]()
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain...
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