Blooming Lotus

I'm not even trying to generalise. Maybe you didn't realise how that came across. At least i was honest and answered your question though . It's my job to see more of ppl 's spirits than than they do themselves.. it just doesn't always go down well I have to tell it back to them.

Premier.. I am nOt insecure. this is about being patronised. It doesn't change anything but sometimes I'll point out that I notice. If ppl are secure - they dont need to do that.

Just start a war on Australia for it then. Get in line.

Jodi

Essence EFA

Blooming Lotus

[quote=Jodi;1669467]Please get over yourself. You ain't all that and a bag of chips. You are rude to everyone that questions anything you do or even makes a comment about your workouts, which I think you just lie about anyway. QUOTE]

truth comes out. so dont fucking sit there and tell me I didn't pick it up!



not to someone who doesn't think they are , I can imagine. I dont need to even post here if I have to keep running into particularly youur garbage Jodi. You are so far on the basher bandwagon you dont even see yourself. you wre fUcking rude to that guy wanting the 1200 cal shake. You do it alll the time and then jump on others when you imagine they have. Now thaat was an innocent question asking for help.

BoneCrusher

BLT I see a consistent pattern with you. You are unable to prevent your self from responding to a post about you. Let this go. Don't respond to me or katt or Jodi. Just let it go ...

PreMier

Who is patronizing you? There were simple questions asked. Ever since the begining of this journal you have been very defensive towards EVERYONE.

It shows your insecure, even if you say your not. Insecurity is when your beset by fear and anxiety.. and I see no other reason for you lashing out at people when they ask you questions, unless you were insecure in where you are right now.

Like I said maybe you should leave here for a while and go socialize with people in the flesh. If you dont have any friends or have trouble with that, then dont come back.. because its the same here as it is in person

P-side Inc.

"the post-workout high is more profound than any drug-induced rush imaginable." -Dante B.

Burner02

wow...things got ugly in here quick-
I don't think you understood her question...and then attacked her.
She aked you if you were going full speed, I believe?
Maybe you disn't realize what she meant by that?
Full speed, is 100% effort into your work out.
I haven't read thru yourjounral...so maybe you are getting back into the 'swing of things?'

As for me...I've been off and on for a while w/ my workouts. So, when I start out, I'm going maybe 1/2 speed, or very easy workouts for a couple weeks to get my body used to the loads again....then bulid up to 'full speed' (100% intensity)

That, is what Katt was referring to...she wasn't patronizing you. She was asking a question anybody here would have asked...for the little that I know her, she has no want or reason to attack anybody here...she does joke and will encourage. I think you were out of line, but that's just my .02 worth.

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Nobody cares what you did yesterday or what you are going to do tomorrow. What is important is what you are doing NOW to solve our problem

THERE IS NO TOMORROW!
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Blooming Lotus

i've explained it in great deatail already where I'm at and why. to insist on rehashing it in small snipes was uneccessary.

Premier - No.. my persistence and adamance is about not being bullied by jealous asses.
Reminds me of my fucking little sister. Marsha Marsha Marsha.

It was a fucking loaded situation from the start. It always is when you're a high acheiver. In Australia we call it tall poppy syndrome. pull that alpha down. and now you know why I'd best have a good reason for doing it and keeping on continuing..otherwise if that's what i get going public.. I'd be better off as a fulltime happy little hermit acheiving in private... except I fell in love and shit changed. Maybe thaats why I haven't competed for an international title before.


PLs notice who's calling names here and who's not.. or dont. I dont care. I think I made my point. Come in Orson!.

Jodi

Essence EFA

Blooming Lotus

I feel sorry for you.

I tell you what. I'm a good sport. you come to Australia and I'll take you to a masters lecture and show you around my gym and we can eat and work out together. I'll even do debrief chit chat.
If not, then maybe I'll see ya round in Pheonix.

Blooming tianshi lotus.

BC. .. you're wrong but thx.

JerseyDevil

Personally I think you have deep mental issues. You have basically shit on everyone that has tried to make friends with you, and alienated everyone else. I also think you are totally full of crap. You hint on all these wonderful things you have done, feats of strength, job offers, famous people.... but you never elaborate. The sad part is, I think you mean well, but just don't know how to act. If you are not a troll, and I don't think you are, then you need help.

Blooming Lotus

Yeh. Argue it with a psyche if you got that in you. i Am the cavalry. sad isn't it. Do you think that being spoken to like that and accused of being like that might insight a deeper integrity from myself evvery time it happens?? It's not nice you know. Warriors never arre popular in close proximity in real life. Ask George Bush. not unless you can get close enough to really see it for how it is anyway. . .

Enough.

Good luck with all your private battles and journeys.

Blooming tianshi lotus.

IainDaniel

Cunt says what?

Just leave, and chalk this up to a site that you haven't actually been banned from.

Obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.

Michael Jordan

Blooming Lotus

and now you sound like my ex ... dammed unresolved b.s.:/.

Yanick

Best journal ever.

"...we have to remember that training is a complicated dance of stimuli and response. Our goal is to understand how to manipulate the stimuli in order to evoke the responses we desire." -Nathan J. Polenchek

JerseyDevil

As usual, that makes absolutely no sense. Par for the course.

IainDaniel

Why do you speak like you type? Or did you try to Karate chop him.

No wonder he fucking left you.

Obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.

Michael Jordan

BoneCrusher

Pointless thread alert. Has a journal ever been closed by a mod at IM? If not than this one sure looks like a ripe candidate to be the first ...

Blooming Lotus

lol.. erm.. karate is probably one of the very few I haaven't studied.. unless that time in china with 21 yr old Russian foreign minsiter hopeful / nat. champion counts

He didn't leave me anyway. that's the fucked up part about it. Apparently I can stop calling anytime I want.. otherwise we 're just doing what else have to do to make things right and we'll each be there later or we wont be ..

Close it if you really want to. It'd save me writing the book but maybe I should keep some stuff to myself ( )

Yanick

Yeah you wouldn't want to give away all of your precious gems of information such as, Pilates, the Chuck Norris Total Gym, and 1000 sit ups

I think your liver is 'acting up' a bit again, go strip off some damaged cells and recoat the healthy ones with lemon juice and red wine.

"...we have to remember that training is a complicated dance of stimuli and response. Our goal is to understand how to manipulate the stimuli in order to evoke the responses we desire." -Nathan J. Polenchek

Jodi

Essence EFA

AKIRA

True Story

6' 209lbs (8/16)
Bench 360 (11/29)
Weighted Pullups 80lbs 3x3 (3/19)
Squat 370
Deadlift after herniation 385lbs 3x3 (3/17)
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Blooming Lotus

It's usually 3000 abdonimals / session and your just jealous you didn't have a fat enough friend to sit on yourr chucky norris total gym pro.

I 'm getting sick and tired of being patient and understanding of the dumbfucks of the world anyway... except some of us can't afford that luxury of hate because we have to negotiate our way through you all to run and set up the world infrastructures for yous because you dumb ass fucks cant fucking doing it foryourself .. and we have to try to love you all as parrt of it.

My head is going to explode that youre even that dumb. Either that or i'll cry regroup and rememeber every fucking one of you as a genre .. made up of lots and lots souls all in the same dilema .. like we didn't know you were out there in that condition beforehand and aren't working our asses off to catch the world up on what's going on and how to make life easier for you .

i might take that hooked on phonics program.. for tips on how to communicate to you in your own language.



It's nasty fuxcks like you that just want to pull ppl down to cater for your own shortcomings. We got that already.



Soldiering on here. Someone's got to be all love at some stage.. and I'm stiill good to continue giving that my best shot.


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Blooming tianshi lotus.

BoneCrusher

I have a solution for this whole problem BLT. Every time you want to post in this thread stop. Go in the kitchen, get out a frying pan ... and smack your self in the face with it. The results are the same, but you get less rejection.

Blooming Lotus

Ugly, isn't it.

YouTube - Evanescence - Lithium

IainDaniel

u wee todd did
sofa king wee todd did.

Obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.

Michael Jordan

Blooming Lotus

Long crazy week at Camp Lotus. I hear ya and I'd like to be sorry, but it's just at where it is. . so I guess i'll be sorry for that then.( shrug).

dicky but here you go - YouTube - Pink- Dear Mr President - Live .

Yanick

I can't stop because i'm actually very amused right now, sorry guys

Yeah, I'm really jealous that i spent my money on a gym membership instead of the total gym, and spent my time in the squat rack, for an hour or so, instead of in front of my tv for two hours, doing butt clenches and total gym triceps extensions.

I wanted to attend to a couple of points in here that i could make out but instead i'm gonna have more fun and say this...You're a moron lady, shut the fuck up.

In case they have hooked on phonics in several languages, i'll help you look. Our language is called, "English."

You're doing a great job.

"...we have to remember that training is a complicated dance of stimuli and response. Our goal is to understand how to manipulate the stimuli in order to evoke the responses we desire." -Nathan J. Polenchek

Blooming Lotus

For some reason this comment came back and replayed in my head tonight. Even iff I would otherwise probably have 'good reason' to lash back or lose tolerance, for so many different aspects of who am I, you're right and I dont mind being big enough to admit it. It was a tricky week. I'd like to think I would 've found my way to more tolerance on my own from neccessity and sensible practice and I'm not sure about the rest of your comment, but i willl bare it mind as i do that and meditate on the rest.

see that's at least maturely and intelligently benevolent so thank you.

Blooming tianshi lotus.

note on total gym ./. total being total body workout potential .. when the workout partner friend is more than dbl one's owwn weight and sitting on the slide board , single and dbl armed flys and ( virtual box) squats and single and dbl flexor abductions and even decline pushups and on that thing ,.. that's enough to get mee to smile anyway .. creativity is your friend. Enjoy your workouts.