Diary of a madman.....

Pitboss · 07-01-2003, 11:39 AM

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Originally posted by butterfly
Too bad Tina couldn't have helped you out today... you would have forgotten all about Ashley!

sWEeT Dreams

Hmmm the Tina and Ashley show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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sWEeT Dreams

There is a message here I know it!!!

Pitboss · 07-02-2003, 12:30 PM

What a beautiful day!!! It 's my favorite day of the week too. Hump day of cours!! LOL

It's a miserable 100 degree day but that's okay cause I work indoors! Only two moe days until I get Carter and I plan on taking a ton of pics. I'll post some of the good ones. Maybe even a couple of my ugly mug.

So hit the gym for the 3rd day in a row.. sweet

had a good back work out. I have decided to only work on back, chest, shoulders and legs. Skipping arms for a little bit. Seems they are the only other body part on me that likes to grow and I don't want to look like Popeye! I squint too much as it is.

Gonna be an intersting day at work I think. I have 2 girls working with me that I have had uhm relations with. I don't they they know about that though. I mean they know we had sex but not if they know I had sex with the other. Could be fun... LOL keep dreaming. It's all just drama.

Tonight Amanda i s coming over for a ride on my bike and some dinner. As bad as I want her... even after a year she still turns me on like no other woman.. I will not give in. I will use the last drop of will power to make sure it doesn't happen. As much as J'bo and Butterfly and I'm sure others think I should just be done with her I can't help but want her in my life. She makes me smile. most of the time and I make her happy most of the time and Carter, well I think Carter would rather spend the whole day with her than with anyone else. So yeah it's for him too. Maybe I'm wrong about all this and maybe it the long term it will make things worse but I hope not. I mean it can't hurt to try right? What if it does work out as a great friendship? If I had given up now that would never had happened.

Well hope you all have a great day!!!!

XXX

PB

Pitboss · 07-03-2003, 10:19 AM

Took a couple of quick pics yesterday... of course I'm not happy with me in the picture but oh well.

My bike

Burner02 · 07-03-2003, 10:23 AM

hey...it's all shiny and stuff..
looking good....for a non-sport bike..

Pitboss · 07-03-2003, 10:27 AM

Thanks Burner. I was going to PM ya so you could see but nevermind.

Here I will ruin it now... from looking good to "God why did you have to put your ugly ass mug in the picture???"

Uhm I'm looking a little bloated here....

Pitboss · 07-03-2003, 10:29 AM

and again

Pitboss · 07-03-2003, 10:33 AM

then these pics I posted in another thread. My work clothes and my uhm friends

Burner02 · 07-03-2003, 10:54 AM

hey...your 'friends..look pretty capable of helping you in a jam..
have you had to use them?

I would look into getting some...but I think my days as a bouncer are about to end...

Pitboss · 07-03-2003, 12:04 PM

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Originally posted by Burner02
hey...your 'friends..look pretty capable of helping you in a jam..
have you had to use them?

I would look into getting some...but I think my days as a bouncer are about to end...

Haven't as of yet. Generally the people that I'm paying attention, problem people, I make it a point to see that they notice them. Kind of a deterrant.. deterant.... hmmm damn illiterate bastard!!

Pitboss · 07-03-2003, 12:13 PM

Almost forgot.

So yesterday was great. It was extremely busy for a change at the bar. I got my daily allowance of attention from the girls which I loved!!!

Last night Amanda met me at my place had a steak dinner waiting and then we went for a ride out to Malibu for a quick drink. It was really nice. Although taking the canyon to get there was a bit different. Pitch black, 2 lane, extremely curvey road. I'm a good rider but at night in those conditions it makes it rather scary. In a car I fly through that canyon. But it was still fun.

We had our drink and headed home where we said our goodnights. Yeah we held hands, we kissed alot. I was hot and horny as usual. But again we stopped. I'm not sure how long that'll last. We both want to.. badly!! But if we can keep passing it up I think it'll work out in the long run. I hope.

I'm still not sure what to say when she asks if I have been with anyone else. Well actually she asks am I seeing anyone else and my reply is always "I'm not looking for anyone else" implying that I am not looking for someone else to be in a relationship with. I know it's way too soon to let her know that I have slept with someone... okay we really didn't sleep. In fact it was more like a 3 hour visit... LOL well if I say anyhting now it would be the worst thing to do. But eventually I guess she will find out, ya think?

anyhow. Tomorrow I get Carter and we are going to see a parade, and take a nap, and have a BBQ and watch the fireworks and play with Amanda and it's gonna be great!!!!
So I'm gonna have a great 4th of July and I wish you all the same!!!

XXX
Roger

butterfly · 07-03-2003, 12:23 PM

At this point, I think it would hurt Amanda more if you slept with her since you've been with two other women. She won't feel special anymore... just used.

Have a great 4th!

BTW, lookin good

Pitboss · 07-03-2003, 12:30 PM

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Originally posted by butterfly
At this point, I think it would hurt Amanda more if you slept with her since you've been with two other women. She won't feel special anymore... just used.

Have a great 4th!

BTW, lookin good

Okay. So what if I said "NO" and she just used me??? Hey it could happen.... I think..... ????????

Thank you BF. I need a haircut, about 2o more pounds and about 4 more inches, and couple more inches in height too!! Oh and bigger feet and hands. Less gray. Smaller nose might help, but then need the ears a little smaller too to match the nose. Oh blue eyes would be cool. Yeah that'll about do it

Burner02 · 07-03-2003, 12:38 PM

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Originally posted by Pitboss

Thank you BF. I need a haircut, about 2o more pounds and about 4 more inches, and couple more inches in height too!! Oh and bigger feet and hands. Less gray. Smaller nose might help, but then need the ears a little smaller too to match the nose. Oh blue eyes would be cool. Yeah that'll about do it

you..yeah...you DO live in LA? the plastic surgury capital of the world? Where your new you is only a scalpel away?

butterfly · 07-03-2003, 12:41 PM

Don't be silly man... you have character... why would you want to look like everyone else? You have smilie eyes and a great smile!

buff_tat2d_chic · 07-03-2003, 01:18 PM

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Originally posted by butterfly
Don't be silly man... you have character... why would you want to look like everyone else? You have smilie eyes and a great smile!

I have to agree with butterfly...don't change a thing!

buff_tat2d_chic · 07-03-2003, 01:22 PM

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Originally posted by Pitboss

Now when I saw the name of this pic...not that I don't know what a HD softtail is....but....I thought of PB and a girl with a "softtail" lmao

Must be your rep PB

naturaltan · 07-03-2003, 01:23 PM

PB ... you gotta think more along my lines ... that you're the king of the world.

In my world, I rock! If someone doesn't agree, I banish them forever.

And this is all without any stimulants.

buff_tat2d_chic · 07-03-2003, 01:28 PM

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Originally posted by naturaltan

And this is all without any stimulants.

You crack me up, man!!! Good advice, though.

naturaltan · 07-03-2003, 01:40 PM

on certain days anyways ...

Pitboss · 07-03-2003, 11:07 PM

Thanks everyone for your supportive comments. But uhm you have to remember who you are making them to. Butterfly said it best "character" Think about it. I may not like myself in pictures but who else is silly enough to post a picture of himself in boxer briefs and a towel wrapped around his neck and then call himself Super PB????? Only I!!!!

Sure I'd love to change a few things but I'm pretty happy with who I am. Just improving me a little bit at a time

buff_tat2d_chic · 07-03-2003, 11:16 PM

We are just posting from a ladies point of view. From our point of view...you are fine....quite yummy IMO!!

Pitboss · 07-03-2003, 11:22 PM

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Originally posted by buff_tat2d_chick
We are just posting from a ladies point of view. From our point of view...you are fine....quite yummy IMO!!

Thank you

now stop making me blush!! How about a hug?? A kiss? A lick????? okay, okay I'm just excited you think I'm yummy. Want a bite????

butterfly · 07-04-2003, 12:31 AM

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Originally posted by Pitboss
Want a bite????

OK!!!

Pitboss · 07-04-2003, 09:49 AM

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Originally posted by butterfly
OK!!!

Tease!!!!

Okay found a problem with my tongue ring. Seems I can't kiss like I used to and I like to kiss!! I love kissing!! I'd almost rather sit and makeout for an hour than have sex....almost!! Not sure if it's worth it or not to have it now. Well if I ever get to use it on Amanda at least then I can get an answer as to the before and after. LOL

Have a great 4th!! On my way to get the little stud muffin... LOL

naturaltan · 07-04-2003, 09:53 AM

Interesting .... never heard anyone say that they couldn't kiss as well as they did after getting a tongue ring.

Pitboss · 07-05-2003, 01:06 PM

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Originally posted by naturaltan
Interesting .... never heard anyone say that they couldn't kiss as well as they did after getting a tongue ring.

Well I have been told I was a great kisser... seems the ring interferes with my style of kissing. I am not one of those "shove your tongue down the other persons throat kind of kisser" I am more of the running the tip of the tongue across the lips, along the teeth, tip of tongue to tip of tongue and of course a little lip bitting never hurts..

07-02-2003, 12:30 PM	#542
Pitboss User title goes here Elite Member Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: In my own world Posts: 3,114 Photos: 6	What a beautiful day!!! It 's my favorite day of the week too. Hump day of cours!! LOL It's a miserable 100 degree day but that's okay cause I work indoors! Only two moe days until I get Carter and I plan on taking a ton of pics. I'll post some of the good ones. Maybe even a couple of my ugly mug. So hit the gym for the 3rd day in a row.. sweet had a good back work out. I have decided to only work on back, chest, shoulders and legs. Skipping arms for a little bit. Seems they are the only other body part on me that likes to grow and I don't want to look like Popeye! I squint too much as it is. Gonna be an intersting day at work I think. I have 2 girls working with me that I have had uhm relations with. I don't they they know about that though. I mean they know we had sex but not if they know I had sex with the other. Could be fun... LOL keep dreaming. It's all just drama. Tonight Amanda i s coming over for a ride on my bike and some dinner. As bad as I want her... even after a year she still turns me on like no other woman.. I will not give in. I will use the last drop of will power to make sure it doesn't happen. As much as J'bo and Butterfly and I'm sure others think I should just be done with her I can't help but want her in my life. She makes me smile. most of the time and I make her happy most of the time and Carter, well I think Carter would rather spend the whole day with her than with anyone else. So yeah it's for him too. Maybe I'm wrong about all this and maybe it the long term it will make things worse but I hope not. I mean it can't hurt to try right? What if it does work out as a great friendship? If I had given up now that would never had happened. Well hope you all have a great day!!!! XXX PB
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07-03-2003, 10:19 AM	#543
Pitboss User title goes here Elite Member Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: In my own world Posts: 3,114 Photos: 6	Took a couple of quick pics yesterday... of course I'm not happy with me in the picture but oh well. My bike
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07-03-2003, 10:23 AM	#544
Burner02 Super Hero in Training Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Tip of the spear! Posts: 28,324	hey...it's all shiny and stuff.. looking good....for a non-sport bike..
	Success leaves clues. People who produce outstanding results do specific things to create those results Nobody cares what you did yesterday or what you are going to do tomorrow. What is important is what you are doing NOW to solve our problem THERE IS NO TOMORROW! - Appollo Creed

07-03-2003, 10:27 AM	#545
Pitboss User title goes here Elite Member Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: In my own world Posts: 3,114 Photos: 6	Thanks Burner. I was going to PM ya so you could see but nevermind. Here I will ruin it now... from looking good to "God why did you have to put your ugly ass mug in the picture???" Uhm I'm looking a little bloated here....
	167 170 175 180 185 190 195 196 197 198 199 200 \|- -\|----\|----\|----\|----\|----\|---\|---\|---\|---\|---\| **** ^^^^^^^^^^^^^Progress^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 2/22- ?? my gym membership expired!! 2/11- 170lbs 2/4 - 167lbs

07-03-2003, 10:29 AM	#546
Pitboss User title goes here Elite Member Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: In my own world Posts: 3,114 Photos: 6	and again
	167 170 175 180 185 190 195 196 197 198 199 200 \|- -\|----\|----\|----\|----\|----\|---\|---\|---\|---\|---\| **** ^^^^^^^^^^^^^Progress^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 2/22- ?? my gym membership expired!! 2/11- 170lbs 2/4 - 167lbs

07-03-2003, 10:33 AM	#547
Pitboss User title goes here Elite Member Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: In my own world Posts: 3,114 Photos: 6	then these pics I posted in another thread. My work clothes and my uhm friends
	167 170 175 180 185 190 195 196 197 198 199 200 \|- -\|----\|----\|----\|----\|----\|---\|---\|---\|---\|---\| **** ^^^^^^^^^^^^^Progress^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 2/22- ?? my gym membership expired!! 2/11- 170lbs 2/4 - 167lbs

07-03-2003, 10:54 AM	#548
Burner02 Super Hero in Training Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Tip of the spear! Posts: 28,324	hey...your 'friends..look pretty capable of helping you in a jam.. have you had to use them? I would look into getting some...but I think my days as a bouncer are about to end...
	Success leaves clues. People who produce outstanding results do specific things to create those results Nobody cares what you did yesterday or what you are going to do tomorrow. What is important is what you are doing NOW to solve our problem THERE IS NO TOMORROW! - Appollo Creed

07-03-2003, 12:13 PM	#550
Pitboss User title goes here Elite Member Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: In my own world Posts: 3,114 Photos: 6	Almost forgot. So yesterday was great. It was extremely busy for a change at the bar. I got my daily allowance of attention from the girls which I loved!!! Last night Amanda met me at my place had a steak dinner waiting and then we went for a ride out to Malibu for a quick drink. It was really nice. Although taking the canyon to get there was a bit different. Pitch black, 2 lane, extremely curvey road. I'm a good rider but at night in those conditions it makes it rather scary. In a car I fly through that canyon. But it was still fun. We had our drink and headed home where we said our goodnights. Yeah we held hands, we kissed alot. I was hot and horny as usual. But again we stopped. I'm not sure how long that'll last. We both want to.. badly!! But if we can keep passing it up I think it'll work out in the long run. I hope. I'm still not sure what to say when she asks if I have been with anyone else. Well actually she asks am I seeing anyone else and my reply is always "I'm not looking for anyone else" implying that I am not looking for someone else to be in a relationship with. I know it's way too soon to let her know that I have slept with someone... okay we really didn't sleep. In fact it was more like a 3 hour visit... LOL well if I say anyhting now it would be the worst thing to do. But eventually I guess she will find out, ya think? anyhow. Tomorrow I get Carter and we are going to see a parade, and take a nap, and have a BBQ and watch the fireworks and play with Amanda and it's gonna be great!!!! So I'm gonna have a great 4th of July and I wish you all the same!!! XXX Roger
	167 170 175 180 185 190 195 196 197 198 199 200 \|- -\|----\|----\|----\|----\|----\|---\|---\|---\|---\|---\| **** ^^^^^^^^^^^^^Progress^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 2/22- ?? my gym membership expired!! 2/11- 170lbs 2/4 - 167lbs

07-03-2003, 12:23 PM	#551
butterfly Senior Member Elite Member Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Houston, TX Posts: 11,526 Photos: 11	At this point, I think it would hurt Amanda more if you slept with her since you've been with two other women. She won't feel special anymore... just used. Have a great 4th! BTW, lookin good
	~Ann We must teach our children to dream with their eyes open. -Harry Edwards

07-03-2003, 12:41 PM	#554
butterfly Senior Member Elite Member Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Houston, TX Posts: 11,526 Photos: 11	Don't be silly man... you have character... why would you want to look like everyone else? You have smilie eyes and a great smile!
	~Ann We must teach our children to dream with their eyes open. -Harry Edwards

07-03-2003, 01:23 PM	#557
naturaltan Going nowhere fast! Elite Member Join Date: Jul 2001 Posts: 9,938 Photos: 7	PB ... you gotta think more along my lines ... that you're the king of the world. In my world, I rock! If someone doesn't agree, I banish them forever. And this is all without any stimulants.
	just kick'in it in the ole Charger

07-03-2003, 01:40 PM	#559
naturaltan Going nowhere fast! Elite Member Join Date: Jul 2001 Posts: 9,938 Photos: 7	on certain days anyways ...
	just kick'in it in the ole Charger

07-03-2003, 11:07 PM	#560
Pitboss User title goes here Elite Member Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: In my own world Posts: 3,114 Photos: 6	Thanks everyone for your supportive comments. But uhm you have to remember who you are making them to. Butterfly said it best "character" Think about it. I may not like myself in pictures but who else is silly enough to post a picture of himself in boxer briefs and a towel wrapped around his neck and then call himself Super PB????? Only I!!!! Sure I'd love to change a few things but I'm pretty happy with who I am. Just improving me a little bit at a time
	167 170 175 180 185 190 195 196 197 198 199 200 \|- -\|----\|----\|----\|----\|----\|---\|---\|---\|---\|---\| **** ^^^^^^^^^^^^^Progress^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 2/22- ?? my gym membership expired!! 2/11- 170lbs 2/4 - 167lbs

07-03-2003, 11:16 PM	#561
buff_tat2d_chic Tat2d Freak Elite Member Join Date: May 2002 Location: Central Texas Posts: 2,176 Photos: 12	We are just posting from a ladies point of view. From our point of view...you are fine....quite yummy IMO!!
	~health and fitness are a lifestyle~

07-04-2003, 09:53 AM	#565
naturaltan Going nowhere fast! Elite Member Join Date: Jul 2001 Posts: 9,938 Photos: 7	Interesting .... never heard anyone say that they couldn't kiss as well as they did after getting a tongue ring.
	just kick'in it in the ole Charger

07-05-2003, 09:51 PM	#567
Pitboss User title goes here Elite Member Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: In my own world Posts: 3,114 Photos: 6