Holy shit!! Nobody warned me about the vivid and gut wrenching nightmares that are associated with effective meditation.
I'm just ten days in of half hour daily meditation and out of the blue I was hit with an unusually authentic nightmare that was not only as real as real can be but it specifically targeted the personal issues that I have not been able to put to rest for over ten years.
In the dream I had a specific set of tasks to complete which dealt with a number of extremely painful scenarios and although it tore me apart, I succeeded in completing these tasks however when I woke up I was in a state of shock and found it difficult to hold a conversation with anybody without losing my shit.
As this is far from the norm for me to be so shaken I googled "vivid dreams from meditation" and found that there is a heap of information that accurately describes the exact nature of my experience to a tee and why it occured.
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I was advised by a friend that some people eventually give up meditation as it can become too confronting for them and they would rather not face their demons. I also read about this in other articles but I thought to myself "bring it on, give me your best" but these experiences turned out to be far more disturbing than I could have possibly imagined.
1. Have any of you guys ever experienced this?
2. If so, how long did it last for you?
3. Are there always going to be serious challenges that you cannot predict or do things generally settle down in time after your mind becomes more self-aware?
Advise would be great.