BACK!.... kinda

**sofargone561** · 01-08-2012, 06:03 PM

Hows everyone been? i have not been on in a long long time. i stopped on every now and then for a little to check pm's but not to much else. I fell on hard times. over due bills, a terrible break up. i ruined my sober streak and almost started drinking again and almost even did something very stupid and took some thng i shouldnt of, thank god i didnt.

Long story short I have not been in the gym nearly as mch as i would like. Ive gone enough to kind of maintian what i have. I started at 189lbs got up right around 220. Im holding steady at around 210-215 but ive cut up quite a bit. Im actually starting to like the cut look a little more then when i was bulking hard. althought i do miss constantly seeing my ar,s get bigger and bigger lol.

Well lets just say im almost cuaght up on my bills, 2 of my 3 traffic tickets where thrown out and the other 1 is still in court and looks pretty good. Me and my ex broke up and have only talked once in the past few weeks, ive decided to move on and im now talking to a wonderful girl. Next week i should be back in the swing of the gym, full time going everyday and also no more dirty bulking as much good dieting as possible. I will be starting my PCT soon. for this cycle.

For thhose of you who stayed in contact with me thank you there are some guys on here who have been very supportive in everyway.

For those of you who followed some of my shit EPO is still in my future. I will be resting my body and everything patently awaiting my next cycle. I will be running atleast 1 more cycle beore the military. I decided not to ruch that and be patient and let life take its course but i will still be joining.

For my next cycle i think ill be running sort of the same thing i did this time only ill have everything on hand b4 i start since i know so much more now. I cant wait for my next cycle and i catn wait to fucking get back in the gym hardcore again.

**secdrl** · 01-08-2012, 06:15 PM

Good to see ya back! Recon Recruit School is waiting for you.

**sofargone561** · 01-08-2012, 06:28 PM

Originally Posted by secdrl

Good to see ya back! Recon Recruit School is waiting for you.

I know! i have a buddy who leaves in about 6 months and he has a recon contract. Also a very very good friend of mine is in reserves and i and about to start running and trianing with him and another friend who is trying to get into swicc or w.e. the fuck its called.

Ive been so mind fucked and depressed lately. some good friends stabbed me in the back and so much other shit. now things are back on track im happy. most of my bills are paid i am a very happy man at this moment. once i get back in the gym after the first 2 weeks ill be even happier. I wish i could start my swecond cycle now tho LMAO =p

**sofargone561** · 01-08-2012, 06:40 PM

I will most likely be running a varient of OSL's Hulker Bulker cycle. OSL has never steared me wrong and he is still one of my most trusted friends/mentors and advisors on this site. Ill be adding Proviron 50mgE/D, aromasin 12.5mg/ED, and var 100mgE/D, might consider a differnt cycle or adding something else. more research will be done but i will keep you guys updated. I also think i will be running a log with this one MAYBE.

The Hulker Bulker
The Hulker Bulker is a perfect cycle after you ran a basic Beginner cycle, This cycle has a higher amount of Test, for Longer, and a Kick start dbol with an ending dbol, Making for huge gains, and Will help you solidify the gains at the end!

The Cycle
1-12 Test Enanthate 750mg/wk
1-5 Dbol 50mg/ed
8-12 Dbol 50mg/ed

PCT
14 Clomid 100mg/ed
15-16 Clomid 75mg/ed
17 Clomid 50mg/ed

**Dark Geared God** · 01-08-2012, 06:42 PM

**sofargone561** · 01-08-2012, 06:43 PM

Originally Posted by Dark Geared God

This guy

^ so much coffee!

**ExLe** · 01-08-2012, 11:53 PM

Good to see you back bro...

I was wondering where you vanished off to...

It feels good when you start getting those pumps back in the Gym...

Hit it hard, and no more looking at food porn.

It might tempt you...

**sofargone561** · 01-09-2012, 01:05 AM

Originally Posted by ExLe

Good to see you back bro...

I was wondering where you vanished off to...

It feels good when you start getting those pumps back in the Gym...

Hit it hard, and no more looking at food porn.

It might tempt you...

haha no more food porn. i think things are going uphil from here. cant wait to get back on the gym, running shoes and weighted vest are coming in a few days.

**owwwch** · 01-09-2012, 01:35 AM

dont know you, and dont know your past. but congrats on getn back on track and good luck from here forward. without going into a big speach ill just recommend this lil bit of advise that i follow...

f'k everyone else. if they arent with you then theyre against so toss em out like the trash. you gotta look out for you because when its all said and done you are all you really got..

best of luck brotatoe

**myCATpowerlifts** · 01-09-2012, 09:49 AM

Just curious, what did you "almost take"?
Was it heroin?

**SloppyJ** · 01-09-2012, 09:56 AM

Glad you're back brother. I think most of us go through the friend/GF thing at least once in our lives. Last year just happened to be my time too. It sucks and I got depressed and just didn't want to do anything but workout and sit at home. Just keep your head up and good things will come.

**sofargone561** · 01-09-2012, 10:38 AM

Originally Posted by myCATpowerlifts

Just curious, what did you "almost take"?
Was it heroin?

xanax, i was offered to my one day and some of you know my past that would have destroyed everything.

Originally Posted by SloppyJ

Glad you're back brother. I think most of us go through the friend/GF thing at least once in our lives. Last year just happened to be my time too. It sucks and I got depressed and just didn't want to do anything but workout and sit at home. Just keep your head up and good things will come.

yup it sucks it would be a lot easier if she didnt live literally like a stone thro away. also the fact ive known her for so long and dated for so long we share the same friends. so its almost guaranteed ill see her if i go out lol im keeping my head up pretty good right now im pretty proud of myself

**SloppyJ** · 01-09-2012, 10:39 AM

Originally Posted by sofargone561

xanax, i was offered to my one day and some of you know my past that would have destroyed everything.

yup it sucks it would be a lot easier if she didnt live literally like a stone thro away. also the fact ive known her for so long and dated for so long we share the same friends. so its almost guaranteed ill see her if i go out lol im keeping my head up pretty good right now im pretty proud of myself

That's even better bro. Get a hotter GF and then take her out where you know you'll see her. It works every time.

**sofargone561** · 01-09-2012, 10:54 AM

Originally Posted by SloppyJ

That's even better bro. Get a hotter GF and then take her out where you know you'll see her. It works every time.

haha not yet, i dont know how shell react i hate drama and not much of a fighter anymore and for some reason my ex thrives off of those things lol ill hold off on that for a little just to keep everyone happy

**Gissurjon** · 01-09-2012, 12:24 PM

I'm glad you didn't kill yourself, that's always a plus. However, bitches and money is nothing to cry over!

**btls** · 01-09-2012, 12:41 PM

Hey, say a post about BRC or ARS, I hope you are in the shape of your life bro! One of my buddys from the Corps enlisted in the Navy, and is about to graduate BUD/s; he is a beast! I speny 4 years in the grunts, if you have any questions, feel free to pm me.

**Madmann** · 01-09-2012, 12:42 PM

Originally Posted by sofargone561

Hows everyone been?

Doing better than most.

**sofargone561** · 01-09-2012, 12:46 PM

Originally Posted by Gissurjon

I'm glad you didn't kill yourself, that's always a plus. However, bitches and money is nothing to cry over!

it wasnt just her, had a lot of other problem. everything went to shit for a while. im almost back on track, i just gotta pay the last 250 on my credit card and my 600 in court fees and im almost back on track as far as money. shit its getting there tho!

Originally Posted by btls

Hey, say a post about BRC or ARS, I hope you are in the shape of your life bro! One of my buddys from the Corps enlisted in the Navy, and is about to graduate BUD/s; he is a beast! I speny 4 years in the grunts, if you have any questions, feel free to pm me.

im in the best shape of my life but no where near where id like to be tghats one of the reasons im taking my time joining.

Originally Posted by Madmann

Doing better than most.

hahah

**myCATpowerlifts** · 01-09-2012, 01:27 PM

Glad to hear you're doing better.

**IronAddict** · 01-09-2012, 01:59 PM

Yeah, dude, these are speed bumps in the grand scheme of things. We've all pretty much been there.

Try not to sweat the small stuff, like women.

But by all means, do try to stay away from standing in front of a judge.

**sofargone561** · 01-09-2012, 04:01 PM

Originally Posted by myCATpowerlifts

Glad to hear you're doing better.

feeling great today =) thank you

Originally Posted by IronAddict

Yeah, dude, these are speed bumps in the grand scheme of things. We've all pretty much been there.

Try not to sweat the small stuff, like women.

But by all means, do try to stay away from standing in front of a judge.

yup ive come to start to not worry about things. idk but i have become much more humble lately. i avoid conflict. i somehow have been calming myself before i get out of control things have beeen great. money is the only issue right now and im kinda get that under control as well =)

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