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    Quote Originally Posted by KelJu View Post
    I am experiencing somewhat of a failure to launch. Fucking shit keeps popping up that is keeping me in town. I have loose ends to tie up, people who owe me money for work I did for them, and furniture I can't fucking get rid of.

    The good news is I have been high all day everyday for the past 4 days. However, the combination of vaporized nugs and sleeping 2 hours a night may be starting to take it's toll. I sold my PC, and the only computer I have is my old shitty Dell 2003 laptop. Installed a power inverter in my car today. I have all my equipment purchased for temporary camping.

    Need to knock out 3 more things in town, and then I should be able to split.
    It's OK to tie up lose ends.

    Some of your stuff will probably have to be given away (goodwill).

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    brother you gonna live you life to the fullest, life that is for some fucked , but Ive done when i was in my twenties left Chicago with
    $ 50 in my pocket .hop trains hitchhike across usa . met shit load of different people i have seen shit that no average motherfucker will ever see.i v Donne the same shit in europe biggest lesson i learn there is area that money is just a coin.that so many people don't give fuck about your income they impressed of your survival skills. now im thinking again maybe its enough of this rat race ,enough pressure make dollar ....this time if i decide to do it ill do it on motorcycle ha yeah cuz i newer own my own chopper .

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    Sounds kind of like Walden with Thoreau. Sounds awesome!
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    I could never do something like this. I'm a person who always needs a logical plan. But hey if everyone was like me the world would be a boring place.

    Good luck.

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    KelJu,
    Best of luck in your journeys. I hope you find what you are looking for.

    There are so many things one can do with their lives and you can choose to use yours to touch others in various ways. With that said, I'm glad to read that you have a mission. Keep thinking of other missions before you conclude them all, okay?

    Although I don't know you personally, I can tell you there are a lot of people out there that care about you, including most members of this forum. Although I've turned to lurker-mode over the past few years, I've always appreciated your opinions and personality.

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    Thanks a ton for the support everyone! So far, i have had a blast. Went to Mississippi to see some friends I haven't seen in a while. Left there to come to Nashville, TN. I didn't expect it, but I fucking love this city. On a scale from 1 to 10, Nashville women on average look 2 or 3 points better looking than Alabama and Louisiana women. There is a lot more culture here. People are into music and partying.


    I only came here to visit a buddy, but now I am tempted to try and setup temporary living and work. I would like to stay here a few months and take in the whole city. I had an idea that I could work a few odd jobs, something fun. After brainstorming I came up with a couple of jobs I would like to do, not for the money, but just because it seemed like a fun job:

    Smutshop
    Gym
    Headshop
    Bouncer
    Barback


    Other ideas are appreciated. I have stayed true to my commitment to be a stoner again, and it has been one of my better decisions. I feel 10 times more relaxed and easy going. It kind of limits my working options, but that is just the price I'll pay. I'm still struggling with sleeping issues. I've been sleeping every couple of days, but that isn't going to cut it much longer. I need to figure out a long term plan for that.


    Went to see Pink Floyd: The Wall Laser Light Show last night. It was pretty awesome. Roger Waters has still got it, man. The guy sounds just as good live as he did 30 years ago on tape. They also had 5 story tall balloon puppets and shit. Everybody lovers puppets.


    I've been on a vegan diet for almost a month now. That was always something I wanted to do, but never had the fortitude. I'm doing pretty good so far. It's hard, and I will probably shrivel up quick. I need to read some books on vegan nutrition and training to make sure I am getting enough protein from veggies. One thing is for certain, my stomach hasn't felt this good in years. I thought the GIRD was going to kill me. I had heartburn all day everyday and even all night. I was eating 15 to 20 TUMS a day. now, I only get a slight case of indigestion after my morning coffee, but I am fine the rest of the day. I'm looking into low acidic organic coffee to see if that will help with the morning indigestion.


    Budgeting is almost down to a science. I am spending about $30 a week to eat. That is as cheap as I can get it and still get all the nutrition I need. Still, money for gas, events, weed, and other misc stuff is going to wipe me out fast if I don;t make something happen quick on the job front.
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    yeah buddy now i'm fuckin jealous.

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    I had a construction job framing commercial buildings. The job sucked ass and the foreman was incompetent. Got to work today at 6:00am along with 5 other guy only to wait around until 9:00am before realizing the boss man wasn't coming to unlock the work site and wasn't answering his cell. I got pissed and left.

    This turned out to be awesome because I got a new job today working at a bad ass titty bar. I'm security and also floor man. My job is to police patrons and collect information about each girls. The pay is better, it is in the air conditioning, and I get to look at pussy all day. There is a no fuck the girls policy, but I am betting that I will get fired for doing it anyway.

    I can't wait to start. This is going to be awesome!
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    Quote Originally Posted by KelJu View Post
    I had a construction job framing commercial buildings. The job sucked ass and the foreman was incompetent. Got to work today at 6:00am along with 5 other guy only to wait around until 9:00am before realizing the boss man wasn't coming to unlock the work site and wasn't answering his cell. I got pissed and left.

    This turned out to be awesome because I got a new job today working at a bad ass titty bar. I'm security and also floor man. My job is to police patrons and collect information about each girls. The pay is better, it is in the air conditioning, and I get to look at pussy all day. There is a no fuck the girls policy, but I am betting that I will get fired for doing it anyway.

    I can't wait to start. This is going to be awesome!
    That sounds bad ass and I'm jelly about the new job Please check in every couple days if you can . Hate when people go away and then you never know what happened
    like another thread going on right now. Good luck and enjoy the scenery you lucky bastard.
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    your my new hero KelJu!
    I never find the time to find another place,
    I'm a bad motherfucker who lives it every day.
    You never look at me now, you never look me in the face.
    I'm a timebomb yeah

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    Good to hear the good news.

    Keep us posted, Kelju.
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    The calm after the storm has now been turned into a beach party. A multi-year long depression is fucking over! The last few months have been incredible. I've wanted to post more here, but I have been too busy. My life feels like a party much of the time.

    This marks the 4th major era of my life. Each era starts with an awakening that is fueled by a powerful manic episode. That episode was in June and it was powerful enough to lead me to Nashville where I would find bliss working at a Titty bar. I am absolutely and completely satisfied with my life. There are ups and downs every day, but hardly a day passes that I don't feel alive and free.

    In this state, my brain seems to have made some unexpected changes. I figured that 40+ hours a week spent in a giant room being blasted by rap, dubstep, pop, and RMB would drive me crazy. Instead, it grew on me and now I fucking love it. An ocean of music is now available for me to consume and integrate with. I get it now! Holy fucking shit, I get it! I was a judgmental cunt, I get it. Rihanna, you sexy bitch, your voice makes my hair standup. Dubstep drops are causing me to roll like I am on ecstasy.

    I have been a strict vegan for the most part. I felt that I can't say I love animals and shop from the meat department of Walmart at the same time. So what? I'm probably going to lose some size. I'll just be lean instead of beastly. It is a small price to pay to feel like I have any integrity what so ever.

    I am thankful for this, and all I can do is try not to squander it. I feel like life isn't a prison, but instead, a game full of infinity possibilities. There is a ton of other stuff to tell, but I think these are my main thoughts at the moment.
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    Re: I'm leaving society for a little while, maybe permanently.

    Who wouldn't find bliss working at a Titty bar bro?! Lol.

    Congrats though man! Glad your doing well!

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    I think you settles down too soon. If you were gonna drop out of society and go on a long road trip with no care in the world, the possibilities could've been endless. I mean, you could have been slamming heroin in back alleys, stealing fancy sports cars, cruising the highways and killing hookers, and god know what else. You should've milked this for all that it was worth.
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    I'm leaving society for a little while, maybe permanently.

    Quote Originally Posted by GearsMcGilf View Post
    I think you settles down too soon. If you were gonna drop out of society and go on a long road trip with no care in the world, the possibilities could've been endless. I mean, you could have been slamming heroin in back alleys, stealing fancy sports cars, cruising the highways and killing hookers, and god know what else. You should've milked this for all that it was worth.
    He's not settled in, he'll be fired in the next month or 2 for banging a stripper in the back room while on the clock and move on to New Orleans, cause thats about the only place to party more and get better music than Nashville. Then he'll move on through Houston for a couple weeks and then hit Austin for a little more music and partying.
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    True, it ain't over yet. He'll prolly kill a hooker on the way to Houston.

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    FYI

    Houston has some of the best asian hookers!
    I never find the time to find another place,
    I'm a bad motherfucker who lives it every day.
    You never look at me now, you never look me in the face.
    I'm a timebomb yeah

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    shit i was going to do the same thing. ive been back and forth from indiana and new jersey for the past year deciding what i want to do. ive got a job in both spots just wasnt able to decide what broad i wanted to bang for the next few months

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    Beijing has the best Asian hookers. Actually, in Changchun, me and a mate went to a cat house and I banged this tiny lil petite chick. She couldn't speak a word of engrish. She looked so young and when I asked how old she was, she was all like "shhhh! no no!". Made the AP all the moar fun. lol

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    Quote Originally Posted by KelJu View Post
    I dig their music. Mariachi is good, and flamenco is the shit, although flamenco is all over the place. I use to hate Mexicans until I left my hillbilly land, and was able to form my own opinions.

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    Lol, this thread should make all of you 9-5 working bees feel like a slave. A 21st century slave.
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    Quote Originally Posted by KelJu View Post
    I dig their music. Mariachi is good, and flamenco is the shit, although flamenco is all over the place. I use to hate Mexicans until I left my hillbilly land, and was able to form my own opinions.

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    Quote Originally Posted by GearsMcGilf View Post
    True, it ain't over yet. He'll prolly kill a hooker on the way to Houston.
    Kill a hooker? thats insane. to live life and break free is the opposite.
    Quote Originally Posted by KelJu View Post
    I dig their music. Mariachi is good, and flamenco is the shit, although flamenco is all over the place. I use to hate Mexicans until I left my hillbilly land, and was able to form my own opinions.

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    lol@ this thread, great comments.
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    Quote Originally Posted by HialeahChico305 View Post
    Kill a hooker? thats insane. to live life and break free is the opposite.
    Why wouldn't he want to kill some hookers? That's the benefit of being on the road. It's so easy to get away with it. Truckers do it all the time.

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    Hope you're having a good time bro and Good luck. I think a lot of guys here envy you.

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    I'm leaving society for a little while, maybe permanently.

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    Asian chicks moan so weird. sound like a cat making love.
    Try choking them as you pound them senseless... Hilarity assured!
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    He is the light of anything goes and will guide us to the promise land of debauchery, tranny diddleing and closet gheyness.

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    OP - this has been my dream for as long as I could remember but don't have the guts to pull the trigger. I will live vicariously through you

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    Quote Originally Posted by KelJu View Post
    The calm after the storm has now been turned into a beach party. A multi-year long depression is fucking over! The last few months have been incredible. I've wanted to post more here, but I have been too busy. My life feels like a party much of the time.

    This marks the 4th major era of my life. Each era starts with an awakening that is fueled by a powerful manic episode. That episode was in June and it was powerful enough to lead me to Nashville where I would find bliss working at a Titty bar. I am absolutely and completely satisfied with my life. There are ups and downs every day, but hardly a day passes that I don't feel alive and free.

    In this state, my brain seems to have made some unexpected changes. I figured that 40+ hours a week spent in a giant room being blasted by rap, dubstep, pop, and RMB would drive me crazy. Instead, it grew on me and now I fucking love it. An ocean of music is now available for me to consume and integrate with. I get it now! Holy fucking shit, I get it! I was a judgmental cunt, I get it. Rihanna, you sexy bitch, your voice makes my hair standup. Dubstep drops are causing me to roll like I am on ecstasy.

    I have been a strict vegan for the most part. I felt that I can't say I love animals and shop from the meat department of Walmart at the same time. So what? I'm probably going to lose some size. I'll just be lean instead of beastly. It is a small price to pay to feel like I have any integrity what so ever.

    I am thankful for this, and all I can do is try not to squander it. I feel like life isn't a prison, but instead, a game full of infinity possibilities. There is a ton of other stuff to tell, but I think these are my main thoughts at the moment.
    If you do see this, you should start working on a manuscript, it could eventually become a nice book.
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