Thread: Sometimes i get tired of everyone and everything

You're 24, you were on heroin but clean for a year which is good. Give it time.

Well Im a old soul, and I get tired too...................what keeps me going?

hate

It's tough figuring out who the fug you are when young.......I felt better after I hit 50.....life is a series of up's & downs.....[mostly downs lol]

pin gearz and tan bro

I thought I knew everything until I was In my early 20's. only to lose all perspective in my late 20's. things are becoming clearer in my early 30's.
hang in there man. Worry about today only. What's ment to happen will.
Advance your career, train and eat like a machine, get some strange ass... That's what a 24 year old should be doing

im pretty sure i have things figured out

Your not any different than other people.

What irritates you about people? Be specific here...

I'm pretty irritated with people because they seem soo fake, and I feel that I have to constantly put on masks to relate to others and to make a living. It's simply taxing to put on a mask and go on. I also hate how people are so materialistic and make every decision by the penny. It's better to live life to the fullest than to penny-pinch. Money has become God.

The only refuge I find is in meditation.
People suddenly seem to be tolerable..and unimportant.

I guess they were always like this, and it was me who was judging them too much. I had to slow down to realize that fuk the mask, I'll put up whatever comes from within.

Originally Posted by milf_rid

What irritates you about people? Be specific here...

I'm pretty irritated with people because they seem soo fake, and I feel that I have to constantly put on masks to relate to others and to make a living. It's simply taxing to put on a mask and go on. I also hate how people are so materialistic and make every decision by the penny. It's better to live life to the fullest than to penny-pinch. Money has become God.

The only refuge I find is in meditation.
People suddenly seem to be tolerable..and unimportant.

I guess they were always like this, and it was me who was judging them too much. I had to slow down to realize that fuk the mask, I'll put up whatever comes from within.

That's some good shit.

I think kind of the same thing irritates me. The "mask" wearing and all that shit, but at the same time i kind of enjoy the "politics" of life.

My biggest frustration with people i think in general is the lack of trust you can really have in them. I been thru some shittttt man and sometimes i just feel so cold. Like i cant really get close to anyone, i cant care about anyone but myself.

Maybe i am the problem, maybe i am just a product of the lifestyle i was previously living.

Either way i was having a bad night when i started this thread. I feel better today.

Originally Posted by milf_rid

What irritates you about people? Be specific here...

I'm pretty irritated with people because they seem soo fake, and I feel that I have to constantly put on masks to relate to others and to make a living. It's simply taxing to put on a mask and go on. I also hate how people are so materialistic and make every decision by the penny. It's better to live life to the fullest than to penny-pinch. Money has become God.

The only refuge I find is in meditation.
People suddenly seem to be tolerable..and unimportant.

I guess they were always like this, and it was me who was judging them too much. I had to slow down to realize that fuk the mask, I'll put up whatever comes from within.

I feel that 90% of my life is fake. I have to be fake to make it through my day without indecent. My thoughts and beliefs are considered very radical to most. I get to be honest on IM, but I do not get that luxury at my job or in most social settings. I have my handful of friends that truly know me, but how often do I really get to spend with them. One or two nights a week is not enough time to be who you truly are. 40 or more hours a week relating to people in a superficial capacity sucks my soul out, and leaves me with nothing.

I need to be like you and devote time to medication. I believe in it. I have read the research, and it is conclusive that it does work. I just never stick with it long enough to see results.

You only have to put that mask on to be safe. Take it off, and you will find your in good company with some of the most successful people in the world.

Originally Posted by KelJu

I feel that 90% of my life is fake. I have to be fake to make it through my day without indecent. My thoughts and beliefs are considered very radical to most. I get to be honest on IM, but I do not get that luxury at my job or in most social settings. I have my handful of friends that truly know me, but how often do I really get to spend with them. One or two nights a week is not enough time to be who you truly are. 40 or more hours a week relating to people in a superficial capacity sucks my soul out, and leaves me with nothing.

I need to be like you and devote time to medication. I believe in it. I have read the research, and it is conclusive that it does work. I just never stick with it long enough to see results.

Work is designed to suck your soul out.

Probably easier said than done, but you need to make the effort to stick with the medication for a month at minimum. Most take a couple weeks to build up in your system to a high enough level to help you.

Ha, I meant to say meditation. But, yeah I'm already on medication. I hate that shit, too.

today i feel like i am superman.



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