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Old 12-21-2004, 03:58 PM   #1
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I canīt this anymore

Oh, the Goodbye thread was a joke and I am not mad at SUNT and Luke and this thread is not related at all to my fake drama I was trying to pull, I missed those dramas here. But since we are talking about drama, this world is just too much, I have seen, I have read too many books or news paper about dangerous things. This society is not good. I am usually cool but these last few days I am not good at all. I am so sad and depressed. Damn, that news about the women killing the other one and taking the baby was just too much. God damn. Sorry about this but it is just easier to use Openchat then my friends. I am not looking for sympathy since the world is for the strongest but I needed to unload somewhere. Writing makes me feel better.

I need sedative medication or alcohol fast.
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Old 12-21-2004, 04:10 PM   #2
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Yea. I went on a rant the other day about the world being a fucked up place.. This last weekend at the university, there was a girl raped by 9 football players. How fucking disgusting is that? It makes me sick... I mean how would they feel if they had a daughter, and that happened to them? Fuckers.


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Old 12-21-2004, 04:13 PM   #3
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I canīt understand man, the world can be so great but so fucking depressive. I need to go somewhere but I have no idea where I would feel better.
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Old 12-21-2004, 04:15 PM   #4
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Where is that escapism thread? It is the first time I become sad near christmas, I hope it is gone by friday.
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Old 12-21-2004, 04:21 PM   #5
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Again, sorry for bringing all that happiness on this thread to the Openchat.
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I could tell something was wrong. You didn't sound like yourself.
The last few days I am not ok. Every little thing makes me anxious and depressed. That is the price for being so damn cool all year.
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Hey Vieope. Have u ever talked to anyone about your depession? Seems like a reoccuring problem for you. I know how it is...believe me.


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Hey Vieope. Have u ever talked to anyone about your depession? Seems like a reoccuring problem for you. I know how it is...believe me.
Nobody believes I can get really depressed sometimes. How can a therapist solve my existential problems? Where to begin to describe this complexity?
I just need some pills.
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I think I may have seasonal depression.. for the past two years it has hit around Christmas & lasted through January. This year has been much easier, though. I'm not really depressed at all yet. I'm hoping I skim by this year (and from now on).

anxiety? my anxiety comes and goes.. but it also seems to be getting much better.

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Old 12-21-2004, 05:06 PM   #13
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Thanks busy I have depression quite often but I got used to it. It is not that bad after a while. But what I am experiencing now is severe depression but it goes away rather quickly.
I like this world but sometimes it is not that good.
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But since we are talking about drama, this world is just too much, I have seen, I have read too many books or news papers...

There's your problem, yur reading too much. Reading is an overrated form of communication, watch more TV, it is much easier.


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There's your problem, yur reading too much. Reading is an overrated form of communication, watch more TV, it is much easier.
Media is the problem. It doesnīt help too much.
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Just pretend that everything is for entertainment purposes, snice they basically try to put some spin on everything to make it marketable.


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Manic? I always thought it was way better then depression but I heard there can be manic states with anger and anxiety as well.

Btw Manic, manic is such a bad word. It doesnīt sound good.
Do you have something like that? I know that you are broken as well.
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Manic? I always thought it was way better then depression but I heard there can be manic states with anger and anxiety as well.

Btw Manic, manic is such a bad word. It doesnīt sound good.
Do you have something like that? I know that you are broken as well.
You seem to swing from frenzied episodes of goofy posts to these depressive downers, Manic-Depressive, I have states of anger and anxiety on top of my Manic moods I call it my manic-panic where nothing seems to be falling into place. I used to get into depressive states, but I learned to channel it back into creative devices instead of destructive and the moods revolve around each other like a gyroscope, but sometimes the manic knocks it off balance and I get the manic panic.

I am just slightly fractured, just enough to let a sliver of light in on my darkness.


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Yeah, bipolar would be one more thing that I self-diagnosed. Mild OCD would be the other thing.
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I was being pathological optimist with that mild. I have these things with numbers and the right order of things. Since I was very young. There was a thread that I lot of people admitted having it though.
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I have to go now. I need to sleep or go somewhere. Goodnight.
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Nobody here has seen the ass end of humanity more then I . In the last 20+ years I couldnt even begin to count the horrible things Ive both seen and had to deal with. I was asked recently how all that madness has skewed my opinion of people in a general sense. You know what my answer was?

I would say at least 95% of humanity is good people, certainly Americans. I have seen total strangers run into fires to try and save other "total strangers". Have seen people open their homes to others in need, have seen many acts of kindness and compassion, and have seen folks band together when tragedy strikes.

People are generally good. But you dont often find such "goodness" on the front page of newspapers or Internet news blogs. That is because evil-ness sells and news agencys/corporations are out to make money first and foremost. Its is both dangerous and erroneous to allow your perceptions and opinions to be shaped by news corprorations and media outlets.

Its all going to work out. Trust me, I know these things. And dont let all this shit ruin your X-mas season. Instead spend it with gratitude for all youv been blessed with. Boy if anyone should be depressed its me. But Im not! Then again I dont much watch the fucking news. And if I check news sights its mostly to check the science section..................................Rich


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Nobody here has seen the ass end of humanity more then I . In the last 20+ years I couldnt even begin to count the horrible things Ive both seen and had to deal with. I was asked recently how all that madness has skewed my opinion of people in a general sense. You know what my answer was?

I would say at least 95% of humanity is good people, certainly Americans. I have seen total strangers run into fires to try and save other "total strangers". Have seen people open their homes to others in need, have seen many acts of kindness and compassion, and have seen folks band together when tragedy strikes.

People are generally good. But you dont often find such "goodness" on the front page of newspapers or Internet news blogs. That is because evil-ness sells and news agencys/corporations are out to make money first and foremost. Its is both dangerous and erroneous to allow your perceptions and opinions to be shaped by news corprorations and media outlets.

Its all going to work out. Trust me, I know these things. And dont let all this shit ruin your X-mas season. Instead spend it with gratitude for all youv been blessed with. Boy if anyone should be depressed its me. But Im not! Then again I dont much watch the fucking news. And if I check news sights its mostly to check the science section..................................Rich
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