Damn bud, sounds like you are having a pretty shitty time to go through right now. At least you get to back to school in a month, college is always a fun time and hopefully that'll pick you up again. What are you going for?
thanks guys. youre right about me wanting to believe and her being convincing, and looking back, she is a terrible liar. i think that in lew of things, i wont be associated with her anymore. it sucks though, im going to miss the sex, because its a month till schoolin starts up again, and there is no point trying to start a relationship and then moving away in a month.![]()
Damn bud, sounds like you are having a pretty shitty time to go through right now. At least you get to back to school in a month, college is always a fun time and hopefully that'll pick you up again. What are you going for?
If god were suddenly condemned to live the life which he has inflicted on man, he would kill himself.
- Alexander Dumas (1802 - 1870)


Another good drug addiction book-gone-movie is "Requiem for a Dream".
If you want her to see where Ice will get her send her to live with me for a month. My gf's mom had a $1000 dollar a day habit because she dated a dealer. Now the lady is so fucked in the head she lives in constant paranoia if she doesn't take anti-psychotic medicine, her teeth are rotting out of her face and shes 56 going on 76.
Coarse edged youth, the irish pendants string from their smiles
not yet plucked as to slacken the seams
and drag down the features of age,
no folds or creases from unkempt wear
eyes of tranquilty, crystalline-beads
no sign of despair in their hair, nor their hearts
but oh they have yet to be experienced and that makes aging so very worth it...ML circa2012
Run
i JUST got out of that situation. except my girl was going to rehab and court for being caught with it. i trusted her to stay clean 6 months it went on, no problems.
then...
shit changed fast, she dindt want me around, i was holding her down.
i payed for everything, i helped her EVERY day, i woke up at 4 am countless times when she called becuse she had a urge, i was there at court with her.
and then she pushed me away, right before she relapsed and started meth again.
she called me and told me what she did, it was at 2:45am. i woke up, drove to pick her up, while she cryed and cryed and cryed.
that hurt me more than anything so far in my life.
after that, she said she dindt want to be around me and that she needed to be alone.
last i heard she cleaned her self up, but thats only hear say.
you need to talk to someone, let me know... been there done that
and i wish i dindt!
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