I don't see what the problem is. Lee Priest is 5'4'' and weighs low 200's I believe. As long as your bf is in check, you get never really get "too" big.
I was looking at some old pics of me when i was a lot smaller and I looked better then than I do now. Over that past few years I've put on probably around 25lbs of muscle, same bodyfat % usually 13-15 or so but I just feel like I looked better then. Maybe it's because I'm only 5'8 and weigh around 180 and then I was 150. I wonder if I'm too short to be the size I am?


I don't see what the problem is. Lee Priest is 5'4'' and weighs low 200's I believe. As long as your bf is in check, you get never really get "too" big.
5'8 150? Youd get picked on by high school kids... IMHO
I got tons of poon when I was that size. I was kind of a metrosexual though. I did the whole gel in the hair, tanning, shaved chest, all of that ghey shit. It really did seem to work though. I don't really care about that kinda shit anymore since I have a smokin hot girlfriend![]()


Sometimes I feel like this
Coarse edged youth, the irish pendants string from their smiles
not yet plucked as to slacken the seams
and drag down the features of age,
no folds or creases from unkempt wear
eyes of tranquilty, crystalline-beads
no sign of despair in their hair, nor their hearts
but oh they have yet to be experienced and that makes aging so very worth it...ML circa2012

No matter how often people tell me that I look good and that they can't believe how much different I look, I struggle with feeling small and weak.
As long as I can get to the gym often it doesn’t bother me, but if I take more then 2 days off, I start to feel like I am shriveling up again.
“I used to do drugs. I still do drugs. But I used to, too.”


Coarse edged youth, the irish pendants string from their smiles
not yet plucked as to slacken the seams
and drag down the features of age,
no folds or creases from unkempt wear
eyes of tranquilty, crystalline-beads
no sign of despair in their hair, nor their hearts
but oh they have yet to be experienced and that makes aging so very worth it...ML circa2012

Hmm, no I dont feel like that at all.
If anything, I would go back in time and beat the shit out of myself for NOT doing more things than I did do. I never made 'enough' mistakes and lost out on some of life's adventures.
I got some decent pussy back then, but I get a lot more now. Some of it is still lousy though.
I also love the aura that I emit that makes people think that I am badass. Just cuz I have more muscle than most people, the majority think "dont fuck with him." As long as its not taken advantage of on a regular, negative basis, its a nice switch from being fucked with weekly at high school.![]()
6' 217lbs (10/18)
Bench 365 (12/3)
Weighted Pullups 80lbs 3x3 (3/19)
Squat 370
Deadlift after herniation 385lbs 3x3 (3/17)
NASM certified 2/06
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