I'll admit, I've been pretty worked up before.

The rage I am talking about is whats described in the dictionary, so Ill have to say you havent used it much or else youd be in prison.
I am talking a rage so powerful and meaningful that you can kill someone with your own hands. A rage that would have such dire consequences, but in the midst of it, you dont care.
Ive never felt full on rage, but when Ive had shades of it, no matter how wrong I was, no matter how bad I looked, I loved every second of letting loose.
Lets be clear on this...
Shades of rage = fighting with a passion
Rage = killing someone...american history x style
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I'll admit, I've been pretty worked up before.
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I know all about rage. Rage has saved my life. Rage has also gotten my in trouble. I haven't been in that mind state in a while. I guess it is all part of growing up and learning to deal with emotions the right way.
If ya'll think I am a lunatic now, you should have known me when I was in my teens. I would start drinking and my demons would come out to play. I took out 95% of the stop signs in my town with my brothers Jeep running over them at 40mph at 3:00am. I beat the shit out of one my highschool teacher's cars with a claw hammer, because she wouldn't stop fucking with me.
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Are we talking about blurred vision, can't remember clearly what happened afterwards, destroy life rage?
Then yes, it happens to me.
Has since I was a kid. Then it was just about anything would set me off. Now it only happens when I see something really fucked up and unjust happen in front of me or when someone hits me. It's a scary idea.
For me, when I have entered that state...It's more self-destructive.
Bad thoughts...Giving up hope for anything good in life completely.
Yep, rage to me was taking out my dads shotgun, putting it to my head and pulling the trigger...luckily it wasn't loaded. The shitty part is I was drunk of course, but yet I was so mad. At least I know I would rather hurt myself in my manic states, rather than someone else.
I drive a big truck
Yea...at those times I usually adopt a "Fuck everything and everybody" attitude.
I've never seriously thought about hurting myself though. I feel like that is weak, and I wouldn't want to be remembered that way. If I was going to end my life, I would try robbing a bank.
I know man, I hear ya. That was the only time in my life I ever tried to do anything like that...I was drunk, felt like nobody gave a fuck and a girl was messing with me. A year or so later I told some of my closest friends about that and they actually started crying, so that made me feel like I was wanted and appreciated. I was just full of rage and I thought that rather then hurting someone, I would hurt myself. Trust me, I'm a pretty normal guy. It's just sometimes I get really mad about shit and it starts to build up and rather than talking to someone and letting it all out I hold it in and get really, really pissed off. I think a shrink would probably be a good idea for me.
I drive a big truck
I can't think of a time when it has done anything good for me.
Maybe if your rage helped you kill an intruder into your home after you'd been shot, or something crazy like that. But just getting super pissed in traffic isn't something I really enjoy.
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I hear you man. There's nothing better than feeling truly wanted by others...especially friends. I mean yea, family too, but that's a given most of the time. It's when people you have bonded with really show that they care that makes all the difference...at least to me.
I am similar; I hold my feelings in too. Sometimes they boil out and I just want to break shit and hurt anyone around me who has made me feel bad recently. I am filled with a lot of hate for reasons that are personal to me.
I don't feel like i'll ever get over it though, which is the scariest part.
I'd never be able to go to a therapist though. It's a pride thing.
I'll be honest, I have a big ego, and I would be second guessing the shrink the whole time. So that wouldn't work for me.
I think I have mellowed out a little though, thanks to good old mary jane, and some other recreational drugs.![]()
i used to listen to a lot of rage back in the day. that will get you pumped.
"FUCK YOU I WON'T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME"


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I like using RATM to work out with. Thats for damn sure.
I'm angry alot, so pretty much everytime i go to the gym it is in a fit of rage about one thing or another
You know, the Nazis had pieces of flair that they made the Jews wear.

Youre angry a lot? Get a guy with a bigger dick.![]()
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Lol True Story: I havent seen my bf's penis yet.
I'm angry alot because i get really bad mood swings. And I'm irritated really easy. and I'm impatient. le sigh
I keep it to myself though
You know, the Nazis had pieces of flair that they made the Jews wear.

Irritation is not rage. Anger is not rage.
Rage is anger on steroids.
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Well, I guess I'll just stick to Bulls On Parade.
You know, the Nazis had pieces of flair that they made the Jews wear.
I'd love to meet you in real life KelJu.

6' 217lbs (10/18)
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Deadlift after herniation 385lbs 3x3 (3/17)
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I have...once.
Rage...as in, lost your mind, nothing else mattered but killing that person. (Litterally)
As some/most of you know what happened to me last fall, right after the guy finished slicing my neck and face open, my conciounce littlerally "shut off". Only thought running thru my mind was: He hurt me, I am gonna kill him.
I got back up and was going after him, when someone else held me back..and after the third time of telling me that I had been cut, I came back to my senses.
I've been mad plenty...but that's the only time I"ve ever experiened actual 'rage'.
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I get rage all the time, but it really cant get me in jail. besides, I have the Urban survival defense. lol
It doesn't happen to me much but it did Monday night. It started Saturday night when a jealous friend tried to fight me but i just grabbed his hand and threw him on the floor and he split his head open. I didnt talk to him after it happened. Then I rang a girlfriend of mine because it was her birthday on Monday and said I was coming around, she told me the guy and 3 other guys were there. I had a shower and was just about to leave when another girlfriend rand me asking where I was and said that the 4 guys left. I had a feeling they were waiting in the creek that I have to walk through to take the shortcut. I left my bike home, didnt bring my ipod or wallet and instead bought a 2.5 foot pole with me. 5 minutes before I got to the park I was shaking and had no other thoughts but smack the first person who jumps me in the head, then the other one, then the other and not stop. I walked through the pitch back creek with my ears listening for anything. I took a slight different path to avoid an ambush, but noone was there. I got to the house where everyone was. I thought I had been tripping. The 4 guys left and then the girls told me that they did go down there for the exact reason I thought, but the girls went a got them. I was angry because I was so in the mood to fuck them up.
In the end Im glad I didnt, after telling the girls they were looking at me scared because one was her boyfriend, another liked one of them, and one guy was an ex. I end up sorting stuff out with the guy and telling him my intentions. He said it was understandable.
Fuck getting jumped by 4 guys in the dark, I was ready to put them in hospital for good. I never get in that mood and im glad nothing happened.
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