Blooming Lotus

BOth myself and my ex might still be yet if you must know. Can I just blame Soxmuscle???

And yes. i typed it. Twas no mistake. and if you meant the cock slapping thing as the question - that would be a no too.

Christ - you should see it when my ex and i say goodbye evvery single time to run off and do other things to make us a stronger individuals and couple later if we want that "not knowing" if we're each going to be there when it's done each time. No shit. He cries and gets drunk and arrested for fighting .. or at least that's what he tells me anyway for whatever purpose that would serve because we kind of have an agreement about those things .. but at least we got our license back to drive the lamborgine he gets so much cock swell from since we met and still have points on it aand the world's not ending tonight in our universe so i guess that's that. you remind me of a version of my little brother's best friend who diidn't kill himself because i wouldn't be with him.. gassed in his car by the river.. RIP Simon Meek ... and maybe the only reason he did was because i wasnt really clear about love myself at the time and didn't have any words to get him through with. i promised I'd never fuck with any younger guys head ever again. . and without having to piss in their pockets.

Be okay now .
If we're reeally okay then we're okay and that's okay. Maybe there's a girly out there also being okay getting her life together doing her thing . Maybe there are loads of them. Finding out should be fun for you.
I can't promise that it 'll all work out for us but if enough of us stay honest and open to that without screwing ourselves or anyone ellse out of it by settling for someone else prematurely or not working it out with who with giving them a fair chance through comminucating to them all this otherwise dissonant shit , and commit to no comprimise on any of anything that's inloved in any of aspects of our lives,then i guess that's more than i was aware of when i began this trip. Where tf arre our role models for this shit. All ii got is buddha and buddha nature and the vinaya ( buddhist rules) but so far I'm getting by on it and it sounds like good sense to me. I just got to believe that you're okay. . and i do so all must be okay.

G'night.

FishOrCutBait

Oh wow,

I changed my mind.

You're crazy, but I like you.

I believe in Jesus.

"tried and true theory on one's self is probably the only non-biased proof that something works for someone." - juggernaut

BoneCrusher

Ignoring her works very well. She has nothing I need. I still believe that this is just a big mind fuck from her to IM people she/he/it has prior issues with.

She leads everyone around here with posts designed to draw each in somehow. With P she adds idiotic training comments. For Jodi she says dumb shit related to diet mixed with a few insults she later denies. Soxmuscle and others she fishes at with simple syntax errors until she finds a hook. This whole thing about "Patrick" is just a game to get at him from another angle.

Fellow IM members you are getting fucked with ... and she/he/it is just having a great time at your expense.

I'd look at the other sites she was bant from. If she stayed bant then just ban her from IM and get over it already.

Blooming Lotus

Gnight BC. If i do then that i miight be legit and out here should be enough to keep it togther on. Over 50 000 + ppl juust online have heard this crap. God knows where it'll go. .

so much fun.

FishOrCutBait

well, what am i supposed to do at 230 in the morning on a monday anyway?

sleep is not an option

I believe in Jesus.

"tried and true theory on one's self is probably the only non-biased proof that something works for someone." - juggernaut

BoneCrusher

I dunno ... that David Blaine link was funny as shit.

FishOrCutBait

I love the way he looks at the camera

I believe in Jesus.

"tried and true theory on one's self is probably the only non-biased proof that something works for someone." - juggernaut

Blooming Lotus

Good time to meditate on what needs to be done to gett to sleep maybe?
I dont know about you, but when I'm ideally up at 4:30 am to start my workout day, who can afford to think.
No shit. try - "I'll think later. " maybe? When it's time to doo stuff then what needs to be done will just reveal itself. if nothing's coming up then maybe nothing is the answer.
Read the Tao Te Ching. Lao Tse says something about that. Action in no action seems to do the trick according to that. Works for me. Sometimes there 's just no sleep until things move and that's that. Make it worth it.

BoneCrusher

A real David Blaine clip. The only reason I posted it is for the card trick at the beginning of the clip ...

YouTube Video

FishOrCutBait

Thats not a trick,

thats a human thing.

You could see the king of hearts as well, but the queen of spades stays up for a fraction longer. it gets in your mind more

its also the last visible card

I believe in Jesus.

"tried and true theory on one's self is probably the only non-biased proof that something works for someone." - juggernaut

BoneCrusher

I know how he did it. I didn't post because I wanted you to get the fun from it too that first time you see it happen.

FishOrCutBait

I know why my brain picked that card

but he used fuckin magic to make it stay up longer, and the rest of them not go FFFFFT, they just flopped.

he also dicks around with cards all day.

I believe in Jesus.

"tried and true theory on one's self is probably the only non-biased proof that something works for someone." - juggernaut

Blooming Lotus

I didn't look at the clip, but what is that , 52 deck tarot ? @) and witchcraft mind??


If i said right effort -- right thought and right focus and the 8 fold path and noble truths would it help ??

FishOrCutBait

No it would not help you,

your credibility is already null, or at the least, seriously in question with most of the posters here

I believe in Jesus.

"tried and true theory on one's self is probably the only non-biased proof that something works for someone." - juggernaut

BoneCrusher

Only if you said it like this ... but you lack the ability so no it wouldn't.

FishOrCutBait

that video was amazing.

im glad somebody else could dig em

I believe in Jesus.

"tried and true theory on one's self is probably the only non-biased proof that something works for someone." - juggernaut

BoneCrusher

I was all like wtf?!?! at first then the finger action started and I was all like whoa. Cool ... someone else is board out of their gourd too.

FishOrCutBait

I think its basically just you and I that say that, nowadays

I believe in Jesus.

"tried and true theory on one's self is probably the only non-biased proof that something works for someone." - juggernaut

IainDaniel

So you into fudge packing? Maybe a little ATM?

Obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.

Michael Jordan

Blooming Lotus

you keep mentioning stuff like that. do i like being fucked up the ass Iandaniel????? Not that that's not crass and inmyface but I guess it has a purpose.

How'd the repeat test go? When do you get results from that?

dg806

Titties!!! We need big ol Titties!!

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soxmuscle

Titties it is!

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DOMS

I take it that's a yes?

Blooming Lotus

You have no idea how that sounds to me...

The funny part probably is that on grounds of stupidity and subordinance and comprimise .. most of you could probbably even pick most of those girls up...all at once for some of you.


That's that and why it is then.

I guess I'll have to take care of my own.

..types of ppl.

Blooming tianshi lotus.

dg806

I think I just saw BL flashing her tits in that video!
Is that against buddah beliefs?? I hope not.

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Blooming Lotus

funny story about that actually ..