like i'm on a roller coaster. but mostly on coast.
I know what is happiness during very happy moments but how about when you are doing normal things? Like driving, working out, studying. cleaning, carrying a box, washing something..how do you feel while doing these activities? Are you quiet but inside you are all happy and motivated? Like really enjoying, like you cant get enough of this normal activity. Because when I do 90% of the things I do, I dont feel nothing, I just do things because they are there, I dont feel happy, sad, it is just doing things. Actually I usually feel quite bored doing most things and I think everyone is like that too but they dont say it but maybe everyone is happy doing everything they do all day?
So how do you feel during most of the day?


like i'm on a roller coaster. but mostly on coast.
you don't get what you wish for ~ you get what you work for
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I try to do as many things as I can each day that make me hapypy/feel good. You will never have this day again so why not make it as good as it could possibly be?
Sometimes I do what I want to, and this makes me happy.
But most of the time, I do what I have to, and this pisses me off something fierce!
"We must, indeed, all hang together, or assuredly we shall all hang separately".
B. Franklin
If you want my opinion, normal is just a setting on the washing machine.
My version is working with awsome people at my job and shareing laughs with them.
There are people who love me and there are people who hate me. I will take care of those people who love me and the rest can burn in hell.
I wake up every morning, I drink my tea, I eat breakfast, and I feel lucky to be alive and enjoy the morning.
I go to classes, I talk to my friends, I do my papers. I am happy to be able to learn.
I go home, get changed, and go to the gym. I feel excited that I can improve my body any way I want.
Most of the time, I am calm, happy, and extremely playful. Nothing bores me, and I see beauty in everything.![]()
"Well, I'd rather be cock monster than impotent."

Normal happiness doesn't exist in my world.
I am either so happy that I feel like a god, or so depressed that I prey for death.
“I used to do drugs. I still do drugs. But I used to, too.”
im never really happy or sad unless something makes me happy like spending time with people that i love or doing something that helps me or others out. i get pissed quick as hell though when somebody does really stupid stuff and that happens almost every day so im pretty pissed most of the time.
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I don't get bored anymore, I either have poetry or music drifting around in my head. I enjoy mundane repetitive normal tasks more because it frees my mind to dwell on my own creativity. At work I like to balance between things where I have to think and simple mindless tasks like making battery cables. It's almost like a zen thing my hands stay busy and my brain goes off and does it's favorite thing. I wouldn't say I always have happy thoughts and feelings during these moments but I still get pleasure from it even if I hit on something sad.
Coarse edged youth, the irish pendants string from their smiles
not yet plucked as to slacken the seams
and drag down the features of age,
no folds or creases from unkempt wear
eyes of tranquilty, crystalline-beads
no sign of despair in their hair, nor their hearts
but oh they have yet to be experienced and that makes aging so very worth it...ML circa2012


Tapping into my creativity as many ways as possible has helped my M-D oscillations......
Coarse edged youth, the irish pendants string from their smiles
not yet plucked as to slacken the seams
and drag down the features of age,
no folds or creases from unkempt wear
eyes of tranquilty, crystalline-beads
no sign of despair in their hair, nor their hearts
but oh they have yet to be experienced and that makes aging so very worth it...ML circa2012
I think about people who died and that I almost died. I don't think I have any real justifiable reason to be bummed.
When it comes to everyday normal stuff like taking a crap... I always like to look at my crap to see what or who it looks like. It's one of the little things that makes me happy.
: )
EXCELLENT post!!! Inspiring!!
"Growing old is mandatory, Growing UP is optional"
everyone is bi-polar to some extent.
i thought about going to prozac or lexapro just to see how it effects me.
" A cookie without sugar is just a cracker" ~ ancient voodoo proverb
"A man with infinite patience is never left waiting."~ROID's past incarnation
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