how are you while on it?

I have noticed this twice now..
Both times that Ive finished the Matrix bottles, for about a week, I am not horny, little interest in working out, and I kind of care less about going out into the social world. Its not catastrophic by any means, but I wonder if this means my regular test levels are lower than normal for now.
The first time, I was a bit depressed and everything else I listed above. I think this time around I really wanted to keep my ear to the ground and see how I was going to feel. Since, some things were expected, at least the depression didnt set in.
In any case, is this normal? Plus, has anyone else noticed it?
Its only about a week, so its easy to deal with, I am just looking for discussion.![]()
...See, I wouldve never used that smiley until now.![]()
6' 217lbs (10/18)
Bench 365 (12/3)
Weighted Pullups 80lbs 3x3 (3/19)
Squat 370
Deadlift after herniation 385lbs 3x3 (3/17)
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how are you while on it?

When I am on it for the first week, I notice an increase in "well being." Meaning more confidence, smiling more, more horny.. But after that week, it subsides a little. Not too much to notice a crash, but enough to know that the 'high' is still there, but not as potent.
6' 217lbs (10/18)
Bench 365 (12/3)
Weighted Pullups 80lbs 3x3 (3/19)
Squat 370
Deadlift after herniation 385lbs 3x3 (3/17)
NASM certified 2/06
Journal

My "low" time is over. I feel like I can take on the world and fuck every woman in it!
Wonder where this shit came from? Manic depression?![]()
6' 217lbs (10/18)
Bench 365 (12/3)
Weighted Pullups 80lbs 3x3 (3/19)
Squat 370
Deadlift after herniation 385lbs 3x3 (3/17)
NASM certified 2/06
Journal
AKIRA meant... "when it's 2am, I'll fuck any woman!"
He's only depressed when the 85 year old gal wearing disco garb at the corner bar says, "maybe, next time honey."
"Wait 'till you see special photos of my old man butt in April!"
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