I simply cannot figure what to do.
My current stats/story are as followed:
24 years old, 6 ft tall, 185 pounds
I went through an ED about a year ago and lost all my muscle mass. I dropped from 220 to 170 extremely fast. After that I developed binge eating habits due to emotional issues and gained from 170 to 185 over the course of about a year. I have managed to get my binging under control for the most part with appropriate help but I am stuck in a rut as to what to do now. I feel fat but I have no muscle mass. If I cut, I'm going to be skinny fat. If I bulk, I'll get fatter but get more muscle.
I started lifting about 3 months ago. Here are pictures prior to me lifting at roughly 175-180:
Here's pictures of me yesterday at 185:
I am not looking for sympathetic answers or anything. If you were in my shoes with the above physique, what would you do (besides laughing at yourself). Would you cut or bulk?