Ok so I kinda fucked up and I have to admit it and would love advice from you guys...
So I was in pct right; everything was going great felt great, balls and sex drive seemed normal ended pct, a little over a week later I went and gave blood to get my red blood cell count down, and then later that night I was at home and I was like "well fuck it why not just start my next cycle now" So I took a shot of prop.
well I proceeded to start my cycle in the coming days and I began feeling extremely guilty about starting when I knew it was too early even though I felt fine. After 3 days I called my dad and talked to him about it and he said if I didn't feel like I should be doing it then I should stop cause my head isn't in it anyhow so it's a waste of time and he's right.. also I was just looking at my girlfriend that day and I was thinking man what if I fuck up my system and I can't have kids or something, or worse lol what if I fuck up my sex drive for life.. I'm 24 years old and I do not want to commit to taking test the rest of my life.
So anyhow to sum it up; I am a complete idiot
and now I have to deal with it, I gave all of my gear to my dad and told him to lock it in his safe until april.
I have taken 3 shots of prop @ 175mg each for the last 3 days:
my plan is to run an extra pct just to be safe.
Clomid 100/50/50
Nolva 20/20/20
the unknown for me is I don't really know how bad 3 shots of prop will shut me down? Is that pct overkill?
hopefully I'm not the only one on earth that has done something stupid like this....
So I was in pct right; everything was going great felt great, balls and sex drive seemed normal ended pct, a little over a week later I went and gave blood to get my red blood cell count down, and then later that night I was at home and I was like "well fuck it why not just start my next cycle now" So I took a shot of prop.
well I proceeded to start my cycle in the coming days and I began feeling extremely guilty about starting when I knew it was too early even though I felt fine. After 3 days I called my dad and talked to him about it and he said if I didn't feel like I should be doing it then I should stop cause my head isn't in it anyhow so it's a waste of time and he's right.. also I was just looking at my girlfriend that day and I was thinking man what if I fuck up my system and I can't have kids or something, or worse lol what if I fuck up my sex drive for life.. I'm 24 years old and I do not want to commit to taking test the rest of my life.
So anyhow to sum it up; I am a complete idiot
and now I have to deal with it, I gave all of my gear to my dad and told him to lock it in his safe until april.I have taken 3 shots of prop @ 175mg each for the last 3 days:
my plan is to run an extra pct just to be safe.
Clomid 100/50/50
Nolva 20/20/20
the unknown for me is I don't really know how bad 3 shots of prop will shut me down? Is that pct overkill?
hopefully I'm not the only one on earth that has done something stupid like this....
