hi guys, sorry its been so long, i just got back in the game, and id love to re cap some stuff, yea im still on i never came off and yes ive done multiple cycles of every combo u can imagine and alot of them were prescribed from my wifes fertility clinic, we never did conceive, i was trying to explain to you guys that when spertoli cells (semen) shut down theres NO DOCUMENTATION of them going back on, the norm is clomid hmg hcg, etc but alot of bodybuilders are off and the few with kids we dont know if the wife used a donor, my doc instituted these protocols in boston clinics and he told me personally, that this topic is all hush hush and theres thousands of sterile bodybuilders, infact TESTOSTERONE IS NOW PRESCRIBED As a male contraceptive, ILL SAY THAT AGAIN FOR YOU, MALES USE TEST NOW FROM THERE DOCTOR TO PREVENT CHILDBIRTH, IT IS A MALE CONTRACEPTIVE, THAT MEANS THE MEDICAL FIELD RECOGNIZES IT AS A SPERM SHUT OFF.....
MY DOC SHOWED ME THOUSANDS OF CASE STUDIES OF GUYS LIKE US SHUT DOWN, AND SOME KICK THERE TEST BACK ON BUT NOT THERE SPERM, AND CLOMID HCG HMG YOU NAME IT THERES NO CASE NOT ONE WHERE THE GUY TURNED BACK ON..
AND PLEASE, IM NOT LOOKING TO ARGUE ANY POINTS, OR DISAGREE WITH anyone, IM JUST SHARING WITH YOU WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, YES I had full renal failure i was numbr 1 on the transplant list for liver and kidneys, i dropped from 198 ripped to 86 lbs i lived off my muscle or id be dead, i fully recovered, and been doing juice for what 5 yrs now giv or take,
i was pinning cyp every 3rd day and i think i started eod fkn stupid with anavar someone said run 100mgs but it was the oral tren, the worst fkn drug on the market, i was taking them and 2 weeks in my urine turned gold to rust, and i got weak real weak and it was to late kinda clogged the liver and jaundice set in, it was pretty bad, scary shit, i couldnt fucking believe all the shit ive ran that fucking tren shut me off, im running test blend now, eq, a little dbol a little anadrol ands 1 ten mg halotestis, i either run 1 oral around 50mgs or 60 or ill mix a couple and keep them low they actually work great together if you just low dose them, i switch it up, but my advice is not to take a toxic drug for the fuck of it, i only ran it to like top off what i was doing like i use to make believe im getting ready for a show so i peak, if you wanna use it to peak you still run the chance of getting sick in 2 weeks its just the facts i guess, and i aint no pussy, ive ran so much shit it scared people and id say ahhhh tuffen up, but i have to share the truth so im not gonna glorify a bad drug, u can pin tren and its safer, no need to orally take it, i wanted to peak strength i remember.
and instead i was dying, read me my last rights and mom ordered me a casket it was that real, no hope, nothing, and i believe god touched me and said get up and i healed that fast so im grateful to whoever that was, i had 13 doctors that said we were waiting to shut machines off, u couldnt even breathe, WOW just thinking of this again makes me grateful and grateful for this forum, i had guys pulling for me my wife use to log on and read me post, she say heres another one says bones stray strong, and i couldnt even stand , i pee in a fkn tube, and u guys became my fkn strentgh, even if it was negative it gave me the strentgh to argue with you hahahaha.
thank you, if ive never thanked you, i am now, im grateful for the members who cared and didnt even know me, and the ones that turned there backs on me also gave me the strentgh to prove i never hurt anyone, and just repped for a source that actually got popped one day and when guys said i was this or that it wasnt true so they made me so mad i fought for my reputation and got back on the forum and and im still fukn here..... i never turn my back on a friend or fukem over and im happy for the men who stood by me,,,,,
THANK YOU ONE AND ALL FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE THE MOST !!!!
these forums are made up of people the good the bad and the ugly, and the good always prevails i got some solid bros in my world and i thank this forum