I don't understand why nobody replied to my first post. I am really serious about getting back into shape, I just wish someone would respond and get in touch. I can't really do much on this forum, I don't think I am allowed to PM people and I would like to talk to some of you, but i am stuck waiting on a response and I feel like a black sheep here. I am not a cop, or some dumbass kid just wanting to take pics of myself flexing in the mirror and then admiring myself by talking to other people on the forum about it. I am a really good, straight up cool guy just trying to get in touch with the right people to help me achieve my goals. I know some of you are exactly the people I need to talk to and meet, I know I need the help, but since I can't PM anyone, and nobody will respond to my posts, how am I supposed to do that? I joined this forum because I wanted to join a community of people who have a passion for the struggle of achieving their goals of getting the body they want, their best ways of getting ripped and staying on top of it. I needed some help because I fell out of shape, and I have no good excuse, I got a girlfriend, got lazy, and really lost my motivation. I had always been in good shape all my life, played football in high school, I was a tailback. I am 5'9", when I did my first cycle of Sciroxx Pentadex 300, and Winatrol 50 I was at 175lbs, solid. I never wanted to be really huge, just cut up. Well I got my wish, I ended up with my ideal body and things were great. I stayed at it for a few years, got a semi-hot girl (of course in retrospect calling her semi-hot is just being polite). Anyway, after awhile I fell out of my workout routine, started eating alot, and let laziness get the better of me. I was 28 then. I know laziness is not an excuse. At least this is something I can still fix.
Now I am 32, and in the last three years I have moved from the big city of Chicago, where I knew a ton of people and had alot of friends, to a small town in North Central Wisconsin about 6.5 hours northwest of Chicago, where the only person I know here is my dad and his wife, obviously no connections, unless I want a sub from Cousins, and no friends other than the guy at the gas station. I moved to get away from an ex girlfriend and start over, but I didn't take into account that I would be leaving all my friends and connections and end up relying heavily on the internet for social contact. My dad loves it because he can fish and he has his wife and the bar but its too slow up here for me. In some ways it was well worth it, in others I wish I could go back. I haven't been on a serious workout regimen for 3 years. I now weigh in 210 pounds as of my last Dr. appointment last Monday. I don't think I am really fat, but fat enough, and I am definitely out of shape, and not comfortable anymore with my shirt off. Some of you guys I know are in great shape and might call me a fatass, I know. I need to drop about 40lbs. I know I can do it with some pharmaceutical help and the right workout regimen. That is where I thought I can lean on some of you in this forum, and hopefully return the favor after I have successfully reached my goal to someone else in my position. I have the motivation, the time, and the will to do this. Now I need the connections for the Pharmaceutical aid, and the knowledge of someone who knows the right way to cut weight and gain muscle quickly, someone willing to keep in touch with me, so I can communicate about my workout cycle with. I would really appreciate it. I am looking to get on the same cycle I was on before, and just hit it hard. I already joined the gym, but there is nobody there that can help with what I need. Its mostly older people walking around the wading pool, water aerobics, that kind of shit. From 5am until 9 I am the only one in the entire gym.
Please, if anyone out there can help me, and wants to - shoot me a message. I am looking forward to hearing from somebody. Thanks!