VictorZ06
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My previous wife died in front of me of a heart attack late one night. She was 27. It was a horrible experience that haunted me for years. I was so in love with her that the sadness was overwhelming at times. Especially when I would lay down at night and my mind wouldn't shut off.
I was hoping this would not come to light here brother, and I contemplated shutting down this thread. As I've said many times before, RIP brother. Let's just hope some of these guys can understand that these are very harmful for using them for recreational purposes. Benzos are 5 X harder to kick than coke, meth, or heroin. Not sure if I will every be able to as my brain receptors in my head have grown so accustom to them. I managed to kick the daizapam and clonazapam, as well as the Seroqui. If I cut anymore, I start getting anxiety attacks and my head/hair feels like it's on fire
Heavy....my heart goes out yo you again brother. There are no words to express my sympathy my friend.
/V