My Dr has me on 1 cc every 2 weeks.

I just finished a cycle where I would pin 2 cc's of E or sometimes C, every 5 days.
I felt great!
Now I am back to 1 cc every two weeks and I have lost 50% of the strength and almost all of my motivation. Depressed too.
I asked him to up it to once a week but he refuses so I am waiting for the cycle test to exit my system-it has been about 3 weeks now, before I ask him to test me again.
My question is: what would it matter? If I am feeling great on 2 cc's per week why not just keep that up by supplements from abroad?

What have you guys done.

In 3 months I plan on a T and Tren cycle.

I am 57 and all around healthy.