man this came at perfect time for me i am pulling my hair out with what to do.i am a long time gear user and want to give myself a brake from pinning and give my heart a rest as i have been feeling run down.the dr which knows i have been on for a long time with out coming off says my heart is tired and working to hard.now if this is true or he just wants me to take a brake and scare me it worked.like i said i have bad scar tissue any way and would lie to take a brake from pinning if nothing else.it has been about 2 weeks or more now since i pinned test e i still fill on i prob had a ton built up in me from high doses over the last 3 years or so. any way i can not make my mind up if i want to just drop my dose to trt levels or just come off for a while. i have clomid and all kinds of ai but i dont have any hcg which i am sure i would need.i know that steroids are bad for you and i dont want to causes any damage to my heart and not live as long as i could just because i was dumb and wanted to look good at the beach i dont comp just a gym rat. i know most are going to say just drop your dose for a while but i dont know if that is enough seeing how i will still be on will that give my body and heart and all enough because like i say i can tell i am worn down i am tired and just feel i need a brake i know my body. what would you guys do.i have a family and want to see my kids grow old and be arround for my wife but i all so like be super man.