i know it's dirty and disgusting and dangerous. but somehow, i smoked anyway. i never quit. i tapered a lot and then would smoke more during stressful times. i didn't smoke during work hours. i've never smoked in my apartment or my car but no matter how i spin it - i was still a smoker.
not anymore. it's been 6 days, 18 hours, 58 minutes since my last cigarette and i'm never EVER gonna take a single puff again.