Originally posted by Jay-B
I feel so weak, and sad …….
My girlfriend hasn’t returned any of my calls which is driving me utterly insane.
There is no reason for me to feel lonely and sad if I’m suppose to be in a RELATIONSHIP!!! I’m trying not to care but for some strange reason I care a lot,
Basically cause I think someone else is getting the attention she isn’t giving me.
But once again I don’t know why I care because we’ve only been seeing each other exclusively for two months, but even tho I mention this first it isn’t the issue that’s bothering me the most.
What’s really making me question my strength and making me feel weak is the doctor telling me that I had and irregular heart beat I go in for a regular check up and he has me do an EKG or what ever it’s called now I have to go back twice next month for more testing. and the worst thing is he tells me that I’m at the perfect weight for my height and I shouldn’t put on any more weight ( I’m 5’11 and was 168 at the time and that’s only because I lost ten pounds in a week cause I was sick) intil after testing because it might be too much strain for my heart, but I’m really lost here and I don’t know what to do.
I’ve put on 6 pounds since the visit to the doctor and I feel fine physically for now, but this girl is depressing me to the point where I don’t even want to go to the gym the old lift angry motto isn’t working any more