Day one 4/26/02
Today just has not been the day for me to quit . I've got a lot of stress flying around me at the moment .
I'm running short on time to find a new place to live . My car just had some minor but costly problems . And i found out the gas at home got shut off today ( great there goes another couple hundred bucks )
I started the day with thoughts of putting the little bastards down for good . Then proceded to light up and contimplate this . Damn , that shoots down the plan for today .
I was also planning on cutting back on my breaks . I usually have 2 smokes on each break . Well my addicted ass still huffed down 2 on my regular breaks .
So all in all my first day quitting didn't go forward at all . Gotta get these things out of my head and hands .
Tomorrow i will try and only down a half a pack . It seems i want to smoke less when i'm at home as opposed to being at work .
I'll also try substituting lolli pops for smokes when i can stand to do so . This has worked in the past .
Wish me luck