and tell them that I do not want to hang out with you tonight. I just want to smoke some pot and unwind. I do not want to go see spiderman 3. I want to blaze up and sit in my room and laugh at shit on ebaums.
Then I got other friends begging me to play disk gold with them Monday. Well Sunday I have to go to a clients home and do some more computer work for him, so Sunday is shot. Then Monday would be my first day off in about 6 months, so I don't want to play diskgolf Monday. I just want to smoke weed all day and chill.
I need some KelJu time god damn it, and everybody is making me feel guilty for blowing them off to be by myself. I love by myself time. I can reflect upon any memories, dreams, and predictions I ever had. There is a playland in my head.