I'm not a writer, and this isn't supposed to be entertainment. I need to get this off my chest...
It was roughly 5 years ago, I was 15 at the time. I was over at my cousin's place playing videogames all day; GTA: London specifically. I have fond memories of that game, the sheer freedom and chaos you can accomplish was unheard of when it came to video games.
Anyway, that has nothing to do with this confession.. err, story. It was late, and I was fatigued from all that gaming. I decided to sleep over, my cousin didn't mind. His kid sister was with us, she was around 11. She was sort of a tomboy; always hanging out with her brother, playing video games. She was easy on the eyes, tan skin, firm body. Long black hair, and some big brown innocent eyes. I always felt like she had a crush on me, I didn't feel the same way though.
We were all sleeping in the same room. Me and my cousin shared a bed, we slept at opposite ends. His feet met my face, and my feet met his. I suppose we thought it would be less gay that way. His sister slept on a mattress on the floor. She was always afraid of sleeping alone.
I remember waking up in the middle of the night, around 3:00 AM; I needed to pee. I relieved myself in the toilet, and went back to the bedroom. I saw my kid cousin sleeping on her back, wearing some sort of night gown.
I don't know what got into me... I locked the door. I made sure my cousin was asleep. I went over to his sister, and stared at her tight butt for a while. I started poking it, softly, harder and harder. I also whispered her name into her ears. I wanted to make sure she was asleep.
I lifted up her gown, revealing her cute girly panties. I slowly pulled down her panties, trying not to wake her. She had the perfect ass, it was amazing. I had to feel it up, so I started groping her buttocks. They felt pretty good, very firm and tight. This was my first physical contact with a girl, so I was pretty excited. I started making my way down to her vagina. I honestly wasn't sure what it looked like, and it was hard to reach from the back. She let out a soft moan. I freaked out, and quickly pulled up her panties.
I would've been in deep shit if she woke up. She didn't, but I didn't have the guts to go on. I remember my fingers smelled like shit, and I used to wash them cosntantly after that event.
I'm sure you were expecting some kind of climactic ending to this short tale, but there isn't one. I felt very guilty about groping my little cousin, and I've tried to ignore what happened ever since. It's almost fading from my mind, like it never happened. I sure sound like a pussy, don't I?
There's this other time when I played with my little cousin's penis while he was asleep too... But that's another story. I am a pervert...