really, how so? How have the conservative ideals impacted you?
I just went into typing about 3 pages of bullshit when I hit some key by mistake and it closed out. Fuck it, it was probably for the best.
I am not going to debate this, so instead I just leave with these words. I love you guys as humans and fellow people. I hope the best for you in your lives. I hope that you never seek to take away other people's ability to make their own choices.
I made a choice tonight, that if conservatives had their way, I would not have been able to make. It was a good decision, and by making it, i am a better human being.
I say a lot of things that in the moment I believe, but when I step back from it I realize that it is all superficial and based from ignorance, or at the very least a lack of self control.
However, my decisions are mine, and they are all I have. I am wrong to try and make you agree with me, because that is a violation of the rule that I hold so dear. It is a huge contradiction. I am angry that you would try and legislate rules that would stop me from doing things that I know in my heart is not wrong. To ingest a natural substance from the earth that allows me to see the world from a fresh untainted eyes is not wrong.
But, I see that I must allow you to make your rules, and your own decisions. The truth of it all is that it doesn't really affect me, because I am going to do what i want to do anyway. Legality is beneath me, and I know that I live by no man's rules but my own.
To get upset really is ridiculous. I went into a tangent anyway, but maybe I won't backspace this all, because it is truthful, and deserves being said.
Tomorrow, I will not have the luxury of seeing the world though my third eye. I will be partly blinded by the bullshit that I have created in my mind to allow my survival. It is you job as my friends to keep me grounded. Call me own my bullshit. You know I will do the same for you.
