And I can't even find the enthiusiasm to say why.
I have honestly never felt so down in my life.
Always tired even though I get hours of sleep
Low self esteem (not low confidence)
I have such low motivation for most things. Even working out nowadays seems like a farse.
My appetite is much less than before.
It's not overtraining as I took 3 and a half - 4 weeks off training till yesterday, and I was quick then.
I'm feeling as though I wish I could just end all feelings, although I almost enjoy the feeling of being down. I'm addicted to it lol.
I just feel like nobody properly loves me. My mum I know has unconditional love but it's showing less and less and its more of a feel love rather than a do love; as in she loves me but doesn't show it much. I feel like a burden to everyone around me.
I don't have anyone to talk to except this one girl who moved to a different city and so I can't talk to her that much.
My exams are coming up and I keep putting off the revision and its starting to stress me out.
I recently told this girl I liked her after 6 months, she took it well even though she has a boyfriend, and the conversation was cut short before she could tell me how she felt & it's playing on my mind.
I find myself listening to gay cheese songs.
I need alcohol.
It's all piling on.
I have honestly never felt so down in my life.
Always tired even though I get hours of sleep
Low self esteem (not low confidence)
I have such low motivation for most things. Even working out nowadays seems like a farse.
My appetite is much less than before.
It's not overtraining as I took 3 and a half - 4 weeks off training till yesterday, and I was quick then.
I'm feeling as though I wish I could just end all feelings, although I almost enjoy the feeling of being down. I'm addicted to it lol.
I just feel like nobody properly loves me. My mum I know has unconditional love but it's showing less and less and its more of a feel love rather than a do love; as in she loves me but doesn't show it much. I feel like a burden to everyone around me.
I don't have anyone to talk to except this one girl who moved to a different city and so I can't talk to her that much.
My exams are coming up and I keep putting off the revision and its starting to stress me out.
I recently told this girl I liked her after 6 months, she took it well even though she has a boyfriend, and the conversation was cut short before she could tell me how she felt & it's playing on my mind.
I find myself listening to gay cheese songs.
I need alcohol.
It's all piling on.