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Ever try to find the girl of your dreams when you were a teen with no luck?

justhav2p

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I went to summer camp with this chick around 12 years old. Gorgeous brunette with supple tits. Licked em and fucked her raw for a week. AOL'ed IM her for years after camp and would talk like little school girls all night. She was living upstate and me down south.

I seriously fell in love with this girl and still think bout her to finish with all girls leading upto the wife.

I just can't seem to find her on FB or anything. Just opened up my old AOL account to realize there is no history of convos or usernames....

Yeah, call me a fag, but if you ever had that one chick when you were a youngin that was THAT, you would know what I'm talking about.

I kind of don't want to find her in case she has 5 kids or is fat..... it would def ruin the whole imagination.... but what if?
 
I use to think the same thing until I met the next girl! Lol, I guess since she was your first love maybe, I remember my first time and it was great! Lol
 
she was that loose at 12 years old, she probably had been banged silly before you met her? I would guess she had been used and abused by now. Just imagine all the huge cawk she took over the years you will forget about her.
 
Na I made her bleed. I guess it was virgin love. She pops in my head every few months.....

Now married and getting bitched at all day since her estro levels are sky high with IVF treatments.... I start to wonder....

What if? She was on track to go to Juilliard... Wouldnt suprise me if she was Lady Gaga now.... I wouldnt want to know if that were the case though. I would be disgusted withmyself for sleeping with a tranny....that isnt thai of course.
 
your only torturing yourself
 
You are an adult, married and having serious fantasies about when you were fucking a 12 year old girl that you haven't seen in years?

You and your wife saw a physician together before she started IVF treatment and they explained the possible side effects to you?
Consider talking to a professional about how to deal with what you are going through with your wife and her IVF.

If that doesn't work and you decide to act out your fucking other women besides your wife fantasy with someone more available and your wife finds out....

Then if she sues you for divorce under grounds of adultery and wins, depending on the state you live in get ready to pay some Alimony for years and also loosing at least 1/2 and maybe all of your assets.

Is the risk of all of that worth it?
 
What If I talked to her and we were soul mates or someother Tom Hanks movie lovers.... Only one life
 
while you busy thinking about her,she's busy on her knees sucking cock of some random dude and def not thinking about you..that is all
 
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Fuck it, if she hasnt reached out to me in all these years then your right Sil.

*orders xanax from wp to forget it ever happened
 
Whos banging when they were only 12? Just pretend your wife is 12 the next time you fuck her.

GICH!
 
....... Marriage is the Great Crippler of Young Adults .........
 
you wanna be a dad, you better start being a better husband, or put your dick away. just sayn.
 
Ive never pulled my d out. Im just merely entertaining an idea of what if.

I will prob never hear from my first ever again.
 
C'mon IMO you are scared shitless at the idea of being a father. Happens to some of the best of us. You're doing the whole what if? We're soul mates? She's the one? We could be perfect? Its all horse shit just know that the one you have thinks of you most of most days and the 12 yr old is probably a fat house frau that doesn't think of you at all. You'll have a child soon and then you will know what true love is but it's scary as hell. You're job is to not let em know you're scared. Man up and you will be fine.

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Marriage is easy until your stressed. Things like having a kid, loseing a kid, failed business, major iliness... And in this case trying to have a kid. My worthless two cents is that if you can't partner up and get through this challenge without major conflict. Your not going to parent well together. And maybe your feelings is your subconscious telling you to get the fuck out. Maybe it's not that your not ready to be a father, maybe your not ready to be a father to your wife's kid.
 
So you had sex when you were 12 yrsold.
You are trying to have kids with your wife.
You want to have sex with said "12 yr old all grown up" which really amounts to a total stranger.
You are not thinking straight.
Before you become a dad, let me tell you, it's for life. There's nothing worse for a marriage and the children than doing what you're thinking of doing.
I recommend you start pouring all this wasted energy in to your current wife and soon to be mom. At the very least, stop trying to create another life until you understand the consequences of your actions are for life, yours, your wife's and your child's.
do you know any divorced parents? Ask them how's it working out... It brings its own troubles and its own set of new issues that for the most part never really end.
Grow up or don't have kids, my 2 hard cents. Think about it.
 
When I was about 36 I had an old boyfriend from 8th grade come knocking on my door after tracking me down online etc. He had actually contacted my parents to get my address and pay me a surprise visit. He was married and I was completely disgusted with his lack of respect for his wife. Sent him on his way very quickly and considered calling his wife. I told him, in part, that I really didn't think his wife would appreciate him knocking on my door.
 
I wouldnt contact for sex.... It would be at this point I guess for closure. I never had the break up or end of the relationship.... I would prob just jerk it to her fb pics and call it a day
 
U have issues bro

I eat 5000 cal one day. I spend 6-10 hours a week in the gym. 250 bones easy at the grocery store every week. Probably half and hour a day in food prep. I carry a cooler. Rarely eat what I really want. Inject a gram + product a week. Therms, hormones, ais,serms, sarms... Whatever..........I have issues bro!
 
I eat 5000 cal one day. I spend 6-10 hours a week in the gym. 250 bones easy at the grocery store every week. Probably half and hour a day in food prep. I carry a cooler. Rarely eat what I really want. Inject a gram + product a week. Therms, hormones, ais,serms, sarms... Whatever..........I have issues bro!

Lol... I want your issues haha!!!
 
I eat 5000 cal one day. I spend 6-10 hours a week in the gym. 250 bones easy at the grocery store every week. Probably half and hour a day in food prep. I carry a cooler. Rarely eat what I really want. Inject a gram + product a week. Therms, hormones, ais,serms, sarms... Whatever..........I have issues bro!
Oh poor you :jerkit: lol
 
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