RickyReed
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I want to add a new post yet I am not sure on how to do this I want to add things about myself and state what I have been through in the past 3 years. I had a stroke in 2011 in July of hat year, and I was on a lot of meds from my shrink because I am bi-polar , yet I always kept my meds in my truck that way m wife and kids could never know what I had and how man I was taking. Well this dumbass , and I guess you could say I was a bumbass to. For she had me on 120 valium a month and 120 Adderall a month. So I had about 300 of each saved up in my truck. Well it was noon that day and I was on light duty , for I am a lineman for the power company where I live and work at. So I was really depressed because the doc said and kept on saying he as not going to release me and wasn't going to cut on my arm again because I had already had 2 operations on my rotator cuff there. For the record he is and was a real dumb ass for he never fixed my shoulder. So here I am out side not drinking anything and working away on a French drain around the house and my kids and wife kept coming out to give me some stuff to drink and I told them to go on and leave me alone. So I finally come in at midnight, and fall flat on my face. Well the girls and my wife get me to bed and my wife keeps checking on me for I was out like a light from all the valium I had taken and didn't realize I had taken 300 of them plus 300 Adderall. So my hands turned blue and my lips turned blue and my wife anf girls call fr the ambulance rush me to the hospital and my kidneys had failed, the doc told my wife if it had been ten minutes later I would have been dead. So my wife transferred meto a better and a bigger hospital where I was put on a ventilator for 8 days for I could not breathe on my own. She should have jus pulled the plug a that time, for things now are weird I go to work and come home and go to the gym and that is my life. My daughters don't really have anything to say to me and I ubdrstand for what I put them thru. But here I am and I don't want pitty just wanted to share in this forum and to see how to post a question and idea for everyone to see, so if you can help hit me up thanks
