First things first. I know I am going to get flamed for not doing my own reading before, etc. I mean no disrespect by joining this online community and then just saying, "hey i realize all this information is on the internet but do the work for me", honestly if I felt I had the time or the knowledge I would do it myself, but I feel very trapped at this point. I realize I am the one who put myself in this situation and I am a dumbass. That being said, I am scared shit-less, there is a ton of conflicting information on the internet, and I just don't know what to do.
Some history. I am 27, I have trained consistently for about 4 years.
I previously had taken methyl-1d (this summer), I read online it was a B.S. product took it all anyways, so techinically that may count as my first oral PH cycle but I am not really sure.
Fast-forward to now (hindsight on what I could have done differently).
I ordered an m-drol and cycle assist combo online about a month ago. Thought it was the same kinda deal, BS product nothing to be worried about. THen I read online about how serious it was, got scared as shit, but couldn't resist the urge so I started taking it.
So far ive done a 20/30/30/40 mg for each of the weeks (been taking cycle assist the whole time), but i still have a lot of these pills left and I don't know what to do about PCT.
I still have a lot of these m-drol pills left, what do I do? do i continue to run 40 mg until I run out? do I just stop because its been a month? and most importantly, what do I need to safely come off this stuff?
I am a graduate student who is usually pretty smart, but a nagging quad injury that just wont heal led me to desperate measures and I started taking the m-drol even though everyone online said DONT do it for your first cycle, honestly at this point (since i felt i was a natural body builder before i took this) I wish I had just gotten injectables.
I have had little to no sides (besides back pumps a little) and I primarily started decided to go ahead with the cycle because I have been injured for a year and physical therapy just wasn't cutting it (torn quad).
Before this academic year, I abused alcohol heavily for about 8 years, but I havent drank since I've been cycling (or for the few weeks before). But I do take Xanax (liver toxic) to sleep as well as amphetamines for school/work, so my body is pretty shot, hence why I am worried as shit about possibly ruining my endocrine system any more than i already have.
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP. Feel free to weigh the pros and cons of different alternatives if there isn't one "Right answer". I apologize
in advance for being an annoying newb that made the kind of decisions that makes the entire population of bodybuilder's look bad.
Some history. I am 27, I have trained consistently for about 4 years.
I previously had taken methyl-1d (this summer), I read online it was a B.S. product took it all anyways, so techinically that may count as my first oral PH cycle but I am not really sure.
Fast-forward to now (hindsight on what I could have done differently).
I ordered an m-drol and cycle assist combo online about a month ago. Thought it was the same kinda deal, BS product nothing to be worried about. THen I read online about how serious it was, got scared as shit, but couldn't resist the urge so I started taking it.
So far ive done a 20/30/30/40 mg for each of the weeks (been taking cycle assist the whole time), but i still have a lot of these pills left and I don't know what to do about PCT.
I still have a lot of these m-drol pills left, what do I do? do i continue to run 40 mg until I run out? do I just stop because its been a month? and most importantly, what do I need to safely come off this stuff?
I am a graduate student who is usually pretty smart, but a nagging quad injury that just wont heal led me to desperate measures and I started taking the m-drol even though everyone online said DONT do it for your first cycle, honestly at this point (since i felt i was a natural body builder before i took this) I wish I had just gotten injectables.
I have had little to no sides (besides back pumps a little) and I primarily started decided to go ahead with the cycle because I have been injured for a year and physical therapy just wasn't cutting it (torn quad).
Before this academic year, I abused alcohol heavily for about 8 years, but I havent drank since I've been cycling (or for the few weeks before). But I do take Xanax (liver toxic) to sleep as well as amphetamines for school/work, so my body is pretty shot, hence why I am worried as shit about possibly ruining my endocrine system any more than i already have.
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP. Feel free to weigh the pros and cons of different alternatives if there isn't one "Right answer". I apologize
