Mindgame516
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Whats up bros. Just wanted to say a couple of things to hopefully help some younger juicers and pretty much anyone. Now what im going to say is what i expierenced and felt and what i think it was from. It doesent mean what i say is 100% facts but once again is what i think it was caused from. I really dont think im the smartest or know everything and alwaus open for suggestions n criticism. But here it is.
Ive ran maybe about 7-8 cycles most of them 3-4 months and one time being really stubborn and went 6 months. I did plenty of reading and research before my cycles for years before i started. . The first 2 cycles i was a jerkoff 22yr old and dident use pct when i knew its a must. I spent the rest of my money to run a longer cycle instead of pct. Complet retart move i know lol. But i really dident notice much of a difference on or off test i guess i was producin plenty of test. So anyway tome went on ive used everything from test dbol deca to tren. I used pct the rest of my cycles. more around 2009 was n o feel thete was alot of bro science on hcg and not many studys on the internet yet or so i think. And it was said the hcg kickstarts your test and is great for pct which ia not true( i will get to that point in a min) anyway it wasent until my last cycle about 1.5 yrs ago i was running prop and training for the golden gloves already about 2-3 months on cycle and i was running low on test p so i odered more from a supplier i never tried. it was my last two bottles to run so I ended up running them. I kept training obviously but i started feeling weak, stressed out n alot less motivated. I was working 10 hr days construction and then training for 2 hrs boxing plus, im in recovery so i go to meetings. Im not scared to disclose that. All i know is that something was fuxking going on with me and i couldent figure it out, life was becoming real hard socially i was becoming a different person and no where near the loud energetic goof i usually was. The next three weeks in the gym training i thoight i was sick.
i would go to the gym and after fifteen min of training i was fuxking burnd out bad and it was very frustrating. i would just storm to the locker room and grab muy shit and go home Trying to figure out Whats going on with my body. I was so motivated the whole time to fight.my first fight in the gloves was 3 weeks prior . I WAS READY!!! Pumped i won by tko in the first 20 sec of the 2nd rd. Now i dident even care about the upcoming fight i just cared about laying down and staying away from ppl. Any way my fight came i told mytrainer before the fight im not going to win. I just was so out of it. After the fight i went home and never went back to the gym. How the fuck can i be so pumped to win the golden gloves for yrs and just not give two shots about that fight? It just dident make anysense to me at all. And kept trying to understand Whats going on with me This attitude i had kept up after finally finished those prop bottles and start pct which. the prop was fake whixh is why i was fweling mentally and physically fuxking off. Two more months went by and i coudent take it anymore i felt just as shitty after pct. I started using drugs again aftrr two years clean.
A couple months after, i stopped for a little while but still had the same shitty feeling and started using again. Finally after 7 arrest and a bunch of problems from drugs and the way i felt i stayed clean and out of 4 months only got high a couple times as opposed to ED . istarted to go to the gym again and ipicked up some test to get me more motivAted to work out anything to stop getting high. Prop it was with in a week i was feeling pretty good i wasent feeling that feeling in me that struggle Nd it was almost emotionall after about 3 weeks of how normal i felt i was just happy and it wasent so hard to do things anymore. It still dident click just yet i ended up not taking a shot of prop for 8 days do to a bottle breaking and waiting for another to come. thats when i started feeling that same feeling that had haunted me in the past year it automatically gave me flashabcks of that misery . i Still dident put 2 and 2 together.
finally i got my package and started the prop and a couple days later I was a complete diff person again back to feeling just normal the way i felted befote i started cycling I realized it was the test. And that i fucked up my test levels bad over the years of cycling. Even with pct still. If your body doesent get any signals it will produce less testosterone when you come off. Everytime you cycle I found this article study and it really made so much sense on what i had done to my body by not using HCG on cycle. From my understanding after reading this, is that if you do not use hcg on cycle you are going to decrease your natty test production perm. So i highly suggest all newbs or anyone running any length of cycle to include hcg and always use proper pct. Hopefully you can understand the importance of what were doing to out bodies and its not to be taken lightly. As long as your running your cycle and using proper protocols you should be safe just please dont be stupid like i was. Read this article and it will really explain how important hcg is while on cycle. Completely changed my outlook and wish i would have ran hcg during every cycle
http://bodybuilding.elitefitness.co...pin-use-anabolic-steroid-cycles-bodybuilding/
Ive ran maybe about 7-8 cycles most of them 3-4 months and one time being really stubborn and went 6 months. I did plenty of reading and research before my cycles for years before i started. . The first 2 cycles i was a jerkoff 22yr old and dident use pct when i knew its a must. I spent the rest of my money to run a longer cycle instead of pct. Complet retart move i know lol. But i really dident notice much of a difference on or off test i guess i was producin plenty of test. So anyway tome went on ive used everything from test dbol deca to tren. I used pct the rest of my cycles. more around 2009 was n o feel thete was alot of bro science on hcg and not many studys on the internet yet or so i think. And it was said the hcg kickstarts your test and is great for pct which ia not true( i will get to that point in a min) anyway it wasent until my last cycle about 1.5 yrs ago i was running prop and training for the golden gloves already about 2-3 months on cycle and i was running low on test p so i odered more from a supplier i never tried. it was my last two bottles to run so I ended up running them. I kept training obviously but i started feeling weak, stressed out n alot less motivated. I was working 10 hr days construction and then training for 2 hrs boxing plus, im in recovery so i go to meetings. Im not scared to disclose that. All i know is that something was fuxking going on with me and i couldent figure it out, life was becoming real hard socially i was becoming a different person and no where near the loud energetic goof i usually was. The next three weeks in the gym training i thoight i was sick.
i would go to the gym and after fifteen min of training i was fuxking burnd out bad and it was very frustrating. i would just storm to the locker room and grab muy shit and go home Trying to figure out Whats going on with my body. I was so motivated the whole time to fight.my first fight in the gloves was 3 weeks prior . I WAS READY!!! Pumped i won by tko in the first 20 sec of the 2nd rd. Now i dident even care about the upcoming fight i just cared about laying down and staying away from ppl. Any way my fight came i told mytrainer before the fight im not going to win. I just was so out of it. After the fight i went home and never went back to the gym. How the fuck can i be so pumped to win the golden gloves for yrs and just not give two shots about that fight? It just dident make anysense to me at all. And kept trying to understand Whats going on with me This attitude i had kept up after finally finished those prop bottles and start pct which. the prop was fake whixh is why i was fweling mentally and physically fuxking off. Two more months went by and i coudent take it anymore i felt just as shitty after pct. I started using drugs again aftrr two years clean.
A couple months after, i stopped for a little while but still had the same shitty feeling and started using again. Finally after 7 arrest and a bunch of problems from drugs and the way i felt i stayed clean and out of 4 months only got high a couple times as opposed to ED . istarted to go to the gym again and ipicked up some test to get me more motivAted to work out anything to stop getting high. Prop it was with in a week i was feeling pretty good i wasent feeling that feeling in me that struggle Nd it was almost emotionall after about 3 weeks of how normal i felt i was just happy and it wasent so hard to do things anymore. It still dident click just yet i ended up not taking a shot of prop for 8 days do to a bottle breaking and waiting for another to come. thats when i started feeling that same feeling that had haunted me in the past year it automatically gave me flashabcks of that misery . i Still dident put 2 and 2 together.
finally i got my package and started the prop and a couple days later I was a complete diff person again back to feeling just normal the way i felted befote i started cycling I realized it was the test. And that i fucked up my test levels bad over the years of cycling. Even with pct still. If your body doesent get any signals it will produce less testosterone when you come off. Everytime you cycle I found this article study and it really made so much sense on what i had done to my body by not using HCG on cycle. From my understanding after reading this, is that if you do not use hcg on cycle you are going to decrease your natty test production perm. So i highly suggest all newbs or anyone running any length of cycle to include hcg and always use proper pct. Hopefully you can understand the importance of what were doing to out bodies and its not to be taken lightly. As long as your running your cycle and using proper protocols you should be safe just please dont be stupid like i was. Read this article and it will really explain how important hcg is while on cycle. Completely changed my outlook and wish i would have ran hcg during every cycle
http://bodybuilding.elitefitness.co...pin-use-anabolic-steroid-cycles-bodybuilding/