May 26
Training -Am - Back + Bi / PM - 55 minute step class
V-grip Lat Pulldown - *40lbs* 1x12 , *90lbs* 2x8 , *sat on floor* *80lbs* 2x8
Wide Grip Seated Row - *60lbs* 1x8 DROP *50lbs* 1x4 , *50lbs* 2x12 , *Long Rest* *40lbs* 1x12
One Arm DB Row - *35lbs* 1x10 , *30lbs* 1x12 , *25lbs* 1x12
Hyper Extensions -3x12
Super Seted With
DB Preacher Curls - *15lbs* 4x12
DB Curls - *15lbs* 1x12 , 1x10 (Left arm gave out)
Umm .. kinda crapy workout.
Half way through my V-Grip pulldowns I remembered Emma telling me to sit on the floor to target my middle back more .. and does it ever , at first I was like "how is this gonna target my middle back more??" But , it's probably the best back exercise I've done , I loved it

Wide Grip seated row was crapy .. before I was pushing 100 - 110lbs on normal seated rows , so I thought 60lbs would be fine .. ugh for 50lbs - 60lbs all I could feel was in my arms , couldn't feel a thing in my back. So reduced again to 40lbs and there was a big difference. DB Rows .. well I couldn't feel those either .. so I kept reducing weight until I could .. there getting better , I think I'm not placing my legs right or something LOL.
Everything else was great though. Espicallyt the step class , sweat was pouring off of me , she decided to go longer than 40 mins so teach us some new moves , damn double mambo
Diet -
Meal 1 - skim milk , oats , whey , banana,
*PW* skim milk , oats , whey , banana
Meal 2 - oats , EW , CC , banana, olive oil
Meal 3 - tuna , lettuce , apple ,walnuts , pearl barley
Meal 4 - chicken , olive oil , Sweet Potato , apple
*PW* skim milk , oats , whey , banana
Meal 5 - home made muesli mix (rye / barley / oat flakes) , skim milk , whey , fishies ,walnuts
Meal 6 - PB , CC , fishies
Macros ~
Calories - 3246
Fat - 87G (11G sat)
Carbs - 401G (47G fibre)
Protein - 226G
Water -4L ... my whole expermient of drinking 6+L of water to get rid of my bloat so didn't work .. woke up this mornign with the bloat from hell
Additonals - green tea , SF gum , SF maple syrup , SF jam , lemon juice, peper , SF ketchup,
Sleep - 8 hours
Stressful day .. just when everything seemed to be going great , everything turned around.
Doc Appointment issue - Well I was so happy I'm finally getting a chance to see a dermatologist , I really need one , But now I'm stuck with the problem of getting up to moncton ..
Dentist appointment - They got rid of the black spot on my Fake tooth

all that needed to be done was it to be polished , and they didn't even charge me , I also asked about what can be done about the spaces on my teeth and he said a cosmetic specialist comes down from Moncton once in a while so I'll have an appointemtn with him in Late Agust for a consultation. Told my dad and he laughed and said "Ha your teeth bother you? I understand if you Women and want could teeth but you Man you don't need good teeth"

Oh god .. so he said he won't be paying for it and I better start saving my money .. But I WILL get this done. It's been a huge issue in my life ..
Real Dad Called - .. ugh what bullshit. He left a message saying "I'm sorry that I didn't call on Xmas and that I didn't send any gifts.. " It's the end of Fucking May and he's calling now?! Then he ended it with a "But I want you guys to always Remeber .." *Dramatic Pause* " I love you" Ugh I hate him so much ..
So all that and the stresses of work , exams coming up (a HUGE math one , last semester literally everyone basically failed .. there were a few that didn't. The school board made it up , and the teachers don't have time to cover everything .. so there'll be stuff on the exam we haven't even learned , the lowest mark I heard someone got was an 8 % , highest was a 91% , which was Andrew but that was the 2nd highest mark in the province .. so that dosen't count cuase he's a genuis , after that it was a 68% ..) ... People all day have been asking me if I was alright? and That I'm not looking too healthy ..