In a out patient fucking rehab once again, was up to 30 perc 10 a day again for the past year , after being clean for 12 years, spent 5 days in detox, this fucking blows dick, my fucking knee is killing me and I know myself I cant take fucking PKs without abusing them. Cant get it fixed till march, insurance issue. Anyway, what the fuck am I supposed to do till march, I got to fucking work or I lose everything I own, Im really about to say fuck it and go back to a DR. and try again not to abuse them, any ideas from the peanut gallery ?? 
